mr-illusion-ice

[mr-illusion-ice]

hi superstar, i've got some news for you.

that girl i said i loved? i really did, but she broke my heart superstar. but not before i broke hers. and so i had to call it off. and it was awful you have no idea how, or maybe you do. i fucked the girl she hated so she fucked my best friend. we're not best friends anymore. but i don't want you to hate her though because i don't hate her. not anymore. funny how you can love someone and hate them at the same damn minute isn't it? not everything is black and white some of it it's just grey i guess. but im letting her go now because i realized i deserve better. and so do you. i miss you so much and i hope you are okay.

always yours, i love you, superstar.

[mr-illusion-ice]

just finish what you stared

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

[mr-illusion-ice]

strangers to lovers to strangers again

[mr-illusion-ice]

i don't think you understand how much I love you

[mr-illusion-ice]

you're my favorite person on earth.

[mr-illusion-ice]

I told this girl that i loved her but i don't think it's true. The only one im sure I've ever loved is you.

I'm not even sure if I know what love is, but If i do, then that's the way i feel about you.

We barely even talk now. It's scary how even after all this time I still remember your favorite flower, your mom's birthday and the way your eyes used to make me feel. Still remember the way you like your coffee, your favorite color and your favorite band.

I just wish you'd never left. I wish you were still in my life. The truth is i don't even know why you left. And it kills me. I don't know if I did something wrong or if it's just time being cruel as it's used to be.

For all it's worth, somethings never change, you're the one, my favorite person, always been, always will be.

I love you, superstar.

[mr-illusion-ice]

make them think they have power over you and when they try to use it, take it away, be toxic, have fun

[mr-illusion-ice]

I'll miss you until i won't and then I'll be ready to move on

[mr-illusion-ice]

guess ill be spending some time here now

[mr-illusion-ice]

What was the worst pain you've ever felt?

[mr-illusion-ice]

I want to see you smile but know that means ill have to leave

[mr-illusion-ice]

I love you so much it's fucking ridiculous

[mr-illusion-ice]

“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams”

— Dr. Suess (via hatin)

[mr-illusion-ice]

“I wanted him in the bluntest way. I wanted his lips, his hands, his arms. I wanted him the way the ocean wants the shore, constantly reaching and running back. I wanted him the way rain wants to fall, the way the sun wants to shine, the way words want to be read. I wanted him to infinity, to the millionth degree. No amount of rain could douse the fire I had in me for him.”

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[mr-illusion-ice]

i need to run as far as i can away from myself

[mr-illusion-ice]

I’m tired of feeling like this

[mr-illusion-ice]

No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

— Aesop, The Lion and the Mouse