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Being called names and shit by an endo supporter for simply explaining how DID forms is exactly why I fucking hate you all btw

Grow tf up if you can handle being told the science of a medical disorder

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me, a person with a remembering disorder: i don’t need to write this down, i’ll remember

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18 now!!!

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im 18 in just 2 days.

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lolita fashion tip (though could probably be used for harajuku fashion in general):

if looking to buy in bulk for a more affordable price, use taobao!!

its a chinese shopping site that sells good quality clothing (and more!) for a good price.

also use lace market, second hand lolita thats affordable.

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for anyone uncomfortable with me calling my asian friend a curry muncher, please note that;

1. it will happen again.

2. i am indian.

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OH GOD PLEASE NO MPREG

this is a typo in a textbook written by the professor of this class, it cost me $105, i will be sharing with the world

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so from what ive heard, xenopronouns are basically just neopronouns connected to xenogenders. so all xenopronouns are neopronouns but not all neopronouns are xenopronouns

take this with a grain of salt since im still learning!!

- coco 🍫

whats the difference between neopronouns and xenopronouns?? /genq

- Sprint 🧷 she das

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Someone drowning in 6 feet of water is as equally dead as a person drowning in 20 feet of water.

Please stop comparing trauma and making it a challenge. It’s trauma. Not a competition or medal.

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I told someone that I'm a member of a DID system, and instead of them saying or implying we're faking, their response was "are the others hot?"

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"I'm okay with you having DID, I just don't want to talk to or meet any of your alters."

I'm an alter too, you know. Every single time you've interacted with me, I'm an alter. Even before you knew I had DID, even before I knew I had DID, we've been speaking to each other as various different alters. To ask to only interface with one singular version of me because you find the other versions of me uncomfortable to be around is hurtful.

We have little to no control over who's fronting at any particular time. We switch a lot, that's the nature of my system. Even we don't know who's fronting all the time, not least because we're discovering new parts still all these years later.

And, ultimately, they're all me. If you've only met one version of me and like that one version of me, do you truly like me? If you've only ever gotten to know me in that particular mode, how well do you actually know me? How can you say you love me when there's all these other me's that you cast aside and ignore?

You can't say you're okay with my DID but then ask to never get to know my alters. Because, ultimately, that means you never get to know me. And that means you're not okay with my DID- or with me.

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finally cleared up my server list, went from over 100 to less than 20! had to delete a lot of servers though. I don't feel bad for my old rp servers or that stupid HP (iykyk) server or whatever. Uuh, goodbye 2020!

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imagine only having 2 people who could stand you, one being your friend for 6 years, that one leaves and now you're probably miserable with fake friends while the person who left is finally HAPPY without you. they finally have a life without being so isolated, they don't need to constantly talk you out of a tantrum, they finally got what they wanted. all without your help.

i'm so happy i'll never talk to you again, go cry to your white supremacist mommy or smth about how bad and empty your life is

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am i kinning too close to the sun or is this a fictive?

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[Text: This system is a much happier and healthier person than they used to be.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

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System culture is "okay so does that guy who fronted once and never came back still exist or what?"

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Hi, not super culture is but just something we wanted to bring up

Recently we've been receiving a lot of asks that use the term "core"

If you see any of them posted, whoever posted it assumed the asker was using core interchangeably with host

Core, when we learned the term, and when many others learned it, boiled down to "original alter" which is not a thing

There is no such thing as an original alter

There is a first host, but that does not mean they were the original

Core is a term that often promoted and encourages the idea that one alter is more real than the others

We do ask that if you submit asks to not use that term, and if you see us posting asks that have that term in it, it's because we've given the asker the benefit of the doubt that they're using it to mean "first host" and not "original alter"