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My final portrait drawing of my friends, Jay and Aaron. Brothers and best friends, Jayson and Aaron have been very supportive of my art this summer, so I honor them and our friendship the best way I know how: through my art.

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⭐ This is a sketch idea that I plan on drawing soon in more detail on a larger paper. ⭐ Our ladies of Duskwood: Hannah, Amy, Lilly, Cleo, and Jessy. I hope you enjoy it, and that the final drawing comes out even better. I made this sketch to get to know their lovely faces better before I attempt my final drawing.

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You are still, always, you.

“You think it’s so easy to change yourself. You think it’s so easy, but it’s not. True, things don’t stay the same forever: couches are replaced, boys leave, you discover a song, your body becomes forever scarred. And with each of these moments you change and change again, your true self spinning, shifting positions– but always at last it returns to you, like a dancer on the floor. Because throughout it all, you are still, always, you: beautiful and bruised, known and unknowable. And isn’t that ? just you? enough.”

— Leila Sales

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Turbulence (Richy x MC) 4

Based on Jonah Kagen's song Turbulence. Here are the links to Part 1, Part 2, and Part 3 if not already read.

I know you don't really need me

But lately you've been feeling like you're okay alone

The young mechanic sat perched on the cold, hard bed. Holding his head in his hands, sobs threatened to rack through his body. The noise of the other occupants was deafening, making his skull pound and his nerves kick in. Continuing to run one of his hands through his blonde hair in an attempt to comfort himself, a shaky sigh escaped his lips.

But we're not gonna crash, go down in flames and broken glass

'Cause you and I are built to last, if you want

Richy and MC had survived the fire, barely making it out right before the mine collapsed, the explosion throwing them forward by sheer force into the rocky terrain. A strong, helping hand pulled him to his feet, and a voice reached his ears. “Richy, thank god you’re okay!”

His brown eyes met the police chief’s relieved expression, but then he noted the sudden shift in demeanor. “Alan.”

The man took a step back, “Your shoulder……what happened to your shoulder?”

“I-” the blonde’s voice trailed off. “I am the Man without a Face, I kidnapped Hannah.”

It's just a little turbulence, turbulence

To know we will find our feet again so fast

Everything had gone by in a blur, as he was ripped from MC’s side, immediately handcuffed. He had found himself sitting on a bed covered with paper, a gurney.

Alan Bloomgate stood by the door, the sorrow evident on his face. “Richy…..you know what this means, don’t you? You know you will be facing charges, admitted into prison, perhaps even a psych ward. And I am forced to issue it out, insure you get the justice that your actions warranted.”

And all these arguments, and self-defense

You don't see it now, but I promise it'll pass

“Richy Rogers, you have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law.”

The mechanic continued to stare down at the table in front of him, too ashamed to lift his head. He was at a loss of words, how could he ever explain how his fear led him to such drastic actions? No one would believe him, and no one would WANT to believe him, much less forgive him. He was all alone now, his friends had turned their back on him, and he couldn’t blame them, no, not really.

It's just a little turbulence

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Tear-filled emerald colored eyes looked at the blonde softly, the wrinkles near her eyes reminding him of those of the mechanic’s own mother. Iris Hanson.

'Cause maybe, we could be like trees

Bending in the breeze, so we can take a storm

That was when Richy broke down, unable to hide and bury the guilt any longer. “Iris, I’m so sorry. I could have prevented her death. I was drunk, I didn’t want to drive…I-”

“It’s not your fault.” The woman smiled softly, tears trickling down her cheeks. “It never was, Richy.”

'Cause feelings only last about a minute-and-a-half

90 seconds and you'll laugh 'cause they're gone

He shook his head, “No, but it was, Iris. I should have driven them, Hannah and Amy, they asked me to drive them back to the waterfall. But I said no, and gave them the keys to the AMC Gremlin. I should have driven them……I should have never given them the keys.”

It's just a little turbulence, turbulence

To know we will find our feet again so fast

“You didn’t know, Richy. You didn’t know that Hannah would be…..was walking along the forest edge. You couldn’t have prevented it,” her eyes glistened.

And all these arguments, and self-defense

You don't see it now, but I promise it'll pass

“If I had driven them, this would have never happened. If I hadn’t been drinking, if I had been sober, I would have driven the car myself, and the accident, it would have never taken place.”

It's just a little turbulence

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

“Richy Rogers, you are hereby sentenced to a minimum of twelve years in prison.” The judge said, his stormy gray eyes filled with sorrow. “In four years depending on your behavior, you may be eligible for parole.” Casting his eyes away from the mechanic's, he addressed the rest of the people before him, “Thank you jury for your service today, court is adjourned.”

Mmm-mm

Mmm-mm

Suddenly the cell door swung open, causing Richy to flinch in reflex at the loud noise, brown eyes taking in the sight of his correctional officer, Jonas Martin.

“You have a visitor,” Jonas said softly. “MC.”

Mmm-mm

Mmm-mm

The mechanic’s breath quickened as more thoughts infiltrated his head. The last time he had seen her was in the courtroom, he could still see the betrayal swarming in her eyes. But he could also see a faint glimpse of hope in them, as if she still allowed herself to envision the future together. Who were they kidding, though? It was impossible, he was in prison, had been for five months now. She needed to move on from him, she didn’t deserve life with a criminal and a felon.

“I don’t want to see her,” Richy said as he stood up, fingers running over a small portrait that was taped to the stone wall above his bed……..her beautiful smile and eyes, god, he loved her.

It's just a little turbulence, turbulence

I know we will find our feet again so fast

“She traveled all this way to see you,” Jonas commented. “It’s been five months, Richy. It’s obvious you still have feelings for her, and from what I saw when she signed in, she still reciprocates those feelings for you as well. Why not see her?”

And all these arguments, and self-defense

You don't see it now, but I promise it'll pass

“It is because I love her,” his voice trembled, “that is why I need to let her go. By the time I get out of here, if I get out, it’ll be too late. She doesn’t deserve being forced to wait, she doesn’t deserve life with a convict, the constant scowls and murmurs that will be cast upon her just for being with me. As much as it may hurt both of us in the process…….” He trailed off, the gloominess of reality settling in.

It's just a little turbulence

Even if he did make it out, he could never bring himself to jeopardize her reputation, life with a felon would be hard, and she didn’t deserve being casted out just because of who she loved.

Hey lovelies! Thanks for sticking with me on this journey! Please like and comment, I love to hear from all of you! <3 <3 Part 5, the final piece, is on its way.........

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Chapter 7 —————————————————————————————-

She started looking at the photos that Jake had passed her. She at the moment she couldn’t wait to have the computer back, she needed to see those photos. She would have liked to know what Jake would have said when he saw them, but her shyness made her answer for him in case he was disappointed.    "You’re a fool, MC…" the young woman sighed, lying down on the bed and looking at the ceiling “You still don’t dare after all you’ve been through.”     She listened to her phone. Notification.

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Your stare swallows me,

And I can hardly breathe

I feel it's dangerous,

Could be deadly

Somehow I'm willing to do the things you want

Take me in your arms

I guess that it's

Make or break

Boy, here and now

We're caught in a moment

And I won't let it go

I am falling deeper, losing my control

Involved in a feeling

Like the blink of an eye

And the silence it belongs to you and I

Broke through barriers

And passed a state of mind

I'm not scared no more

It feels divine

So take me in

And catch me when I fall

Just another song I feel emotional about.

Caught in a moment, by Sugababes

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Chapter 6 —————————————————————————————-

MC let Lilly sleep on her bed, while she stayed on the couch. From there she could see the backpack that contained Daliah’s computer, resting on the dining room table. She was afraid of losing that object. Was Jake really telling the truth?

She picked up her phone, hoping he was awake. She needed to reassure herself.

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One more song about MC and Jake!

This one is from The Calling (love Alex Band's deep sexy voice so muchh!~)

YouTube Link to the song:

Non music video link:

Here are the lyrics to understand why I feel like it has a Jake and MC vibe: (I bold the parts that relate so much.)

I'll be there, Always waiting

Waiting for you, To let me inside

Where your fire burns, In a city of angels

Just like a river rushing straight into the sea

I'm the one thing meant for you and you for me

Whatever you want

Whatever you need

Whatever it takes, I'll do anything (anything)

And as you sleep, Eyes to the window

I'm watching you dream

Well, are you dreaming of me?

So why can't you see,

You're all that matters?

You know if this earth should crack, I'll be your solid ground

Yeah, I will be there to catch you when you fall down

Whatever you want

Whatever you need

Whatever it takes, I'll do anything (anything)

If I have to crawl (if I have to crawl)

Get down on my knees (get down on my knees)

Whatever it takes, I'll do anything (anything)

I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you

I'd end the world, give you the sun, the moon

For all of time, forever loving you

Come on vibe with me~💙✨

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Is your buddy named "Jake"? Hahah.. Well, I can hope.. right? ;)

From the game: "Orphans", available on mobile.

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A/N: In the scenario where the pursuers found MC's address, and Jake failed to deflect the attack the pursuers did to MC's phone, revealing MC's location...

MC's part in pink. Jake's part in green.

MC regained their consciousness. The first thing Jake said is how he loves them. Mc already know this. The first thing they do surprise Jake. They kiss him.

takes off his mask

shocked when MC see the face behind the mask

You're this.. handsome?

loss for words looking at his flawless skin and blue eyes finally coming together with his whole face, now imprinted into MC's brain

the urge comes and MC leans in to kiss Jake sweetly

feels MC's lips on his

blushes uncontrollably

feels like he's floating

Wow.

Wow.

indeed

Your eyes are beautiful.

honest words slipped out of MC's mouth

That's... that's the most beautiful compliment... anyone's ever given me.

I... I think... my mind is spinning. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life, MC.

Your mind is spinning? Oh no.. is it bad? Here, let me hold you..

Hold him tight

hugs MC, shaking

whispers in MC's ear

I love you, MC.

hugs his shaking body so he's feeling calmer

whispers back to Jake

I love you. More than I can explain.

feeling peaceful as he leans on MC

whispers

I have so much... I want to tell you. Everything. I wish I could spend the rest of my life with you, MC. That would be... heaven.

whispers back

You can tell me.. everything. I want to know everything..about you.

Heaven is where you are..

You want to know everything? Because I want to know everything about you, too.

I... I don't think I ever felt like this before. Is this... is this love, MC? I feel like it is.

holding MC tighter, as though afraid he will lose them

We've finally met each other.

Jake..

Where.. are we?

finally taking in the surroundings

Um...

looks around, then realizes his harsh decision. his mistake.

I can't believe I'm saying this, MC...

But... You are... in... the Dark Room.

What is.. the Dark Room, Jake..?

The Dark Room?

It's...

...

It's a bad place, MC.

It's...

It's a place that you...

realizes that he's about to say something that might destroy the most important person in the world to him

I...

takes in a deep breath

It's... a place that I...

I...

I built, MC.

It's for your hacking activities, right..?

looks at MC

Yes. It is.

I built this room for my hacking activities, MC.

What do you remember of what happened?

All I remember was, your pursuers started to find my location and then you sent me a text telling me to go to a certain coordinate and then when I arrived there, I lost consciousness.

Gasp in shock

Did you knock me unconscious?

Yes, MC.

I didn't want you to find out. But now my own mistake, my own recklessness, my own hubris, is forcing me to face my worst fear and tell you the truth.

Yes. I told you to go to that location to capture you. Then... I knocked you unconscious and...

looks down in shame

I... and I put you in the Dark Room.

Why did you put me here? Because your pursuers might capture me?

Yes.

I know it's the worst possible thing I could have done. I knew it was wrong, even before I did it. But...

What else could I do?

looks into MC's eyes

MC.. You are the most important person in the world to me. I couldn't risk losing you.

Oh Jake..

MC stroke his shoulder gently.

It's okay, I don't blame you for doing this. You only want to protect me.

So... you're not angry? Not even a little?

I'm not angry.

smile at Jake

Not even a little.

I mean. I'm your weakness, aren't I? If they got their hands on me, you'd give up everything to save me wouldn't you?

We can't let that happen.

... yes. You...

blushes

You are my weakness.

I would trade my life away...

Just to protect you...

My MC...

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A/N

This is what I imagine Jake would do if somehow the pursuers found out MC's location. ;)

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Asked Jake for a kiss and he's processing it in his mind.

I guess it's a No then..

Sad..

Oh? This is unexpected.. blush.

Haha. I always imagine Jake to be this shy but not a running away type. He would blush but he would do what his heart tells him anyway. ;)

💙💙✨✨

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Playing a guessing game with Jake but somehow he kept missing the correct answer even if it's not very hard riddles.

I'm starting to think he deliberately answered it wrong to make me feel happy.

It's so cute seeing him defending his "Puzzle Master" title. Chuckle.

Well.. gotta suspect this..right? ;)

He admitted it. Cute..

Oops. A sudden urge to hug him. What will his response be..?

His blush is just so cute.

How about this..?

Holding the adoration I feel in my heart.

So.. what'll it be, Jake?

-To be continued on the next post-

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OH God.. how could he be so... SWEET??!! GAHHH..

Misha.exe has stopped working

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Hannah: Remember, when burying a body, make sure to cover it with endangered plants so it’s illegal to dig up!

Amy: Make sure to follow me for more gardening tips!

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Look at how much Richy wants me to say: I love you, Richy.

No.. I won't say it.. giggles.

He's soo cute to be teased.

He's so stubbornly cute.

Nope. I'm not gonna give you what you want..

Richy...💙✨

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This one old song reminds me of Jake. I can imagine Jake saying the lines of the song's lyrics to MC.

It goes like this:

There she goes. There she goes again.

Racing through my brain.

And I just can't contain..

This feeling that remains..

There she goes. There she goes again.

Pulsing through my veins.

And I just can't contain..

This feeling that remains..

There she goes. There she goes again.

She calls my name.. Pulls my train..

No one else could heal my pain..

And I just can't contain..

This feeling that remains..

Despite the controversial meaning of the lyrics I'd still think Jake regards MC as the words in the lyrics.. Do you agree..? ;)

Title: "There she goes" sung by The La's and then covered by Sixpence None The Richer.

(I love both versions as one sung by a male singer and the other one sung by a female singer. ✨ 💙)

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I didn't mean to say that but damn he's so cheeky!

I love it.