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It’s 2024 what thinkpad are people using?

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If you ever get invaded by dark spirit ibluemyself, it was me

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I got an orchiectomy because I was promised more trust within the Grand council.

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Sometimes being disabled makes me feel like a burden or unlovable in some sense. Realizing I’m actually getting over these feelings is just as emotionally taxing.

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Sometimes I need to kill patches in ds1 just to clear my mind

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Fuck I’m sleepy

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When someone has a chronic illness or is disabled and can't work, they say a few common things.

It must be nice to sit around all day/sleep all day.

I wish I could sit around all day and not work.

I wish I could sleep all the time.

They don't want to sleep as much as we have to. They'd feel sick and sluggish.

They don't want to sit around the house all day not doing anything. They'd be bored out of their fucking skull.

It's so unbelievably fucking frustrating, but there's a fundamental lack of understanding.

They liken our lives to a vacation, imagining that it's fun and relaxing and we can do whatever fun things we want to all the time.

In reality, it should be likened to an extended hospital stay. You can't do anything and you feel like shit.

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My bones hurt

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Don’t cry because you got no swag, smile because you got to be in the presence of mine

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Transfem piss is like estus

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Blood has started pooling in my hands, yay!/s

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I have seen so much talk about why it's ableist to be all "haha I'm so OCD" just because you like to clean or organize stuff or whatever, so why do I now have to see everyone and their grandma be all "haha I'm so delusional today" over stuff like having a silly daydream?

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Unemployment, dark souls, and HRT are truly a Goated trio.

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(Update from one of my last posts) I went the aquarium with my rollator, and it was a great time! I still have weird internalized ableism towards myself in public lol, but it was better than expected