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4 Phases of Wasting Time

Wala lang narealize ko lang to kanina hahahaha dami kong report pero la na ko pake? Idk talaga anlala huhuhu maaga ko nagising para maaga magstart feeling productive ganon but meh nanood lang ako ng videos sa ellen HUHU tapos konting kiyeme lang sa bahay, showtime na. ayun nood slash konting gawa. tapos ayun na time of the day na tapos na showtime pero di pa gabi in short hapon amp hahaha ligo para magprocrastinate pa tas konting gawa tas ayan gabi na natulog na ko HAHAHHAHA tas nagising 1am na lol ang lala ko basta pag weekend la ko nagagawa as in WALA. kasi feel ko dami pa time pag monday tapos ayun na madami pang oras sa umaga, madami pang oras habang showtime, madami pang oras sa gabi tapos madami pang oras kung magpupuyat. tapos ayun walang sense yung blog na to pero pangprocrastinate lang ulit ge

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Escape.

Sige na po ibangga nyo na kami para matapos na to.

hahahaha yan lang iniisip ko kanina. nakakatawa dati sobrang nagpepray pa ko na makauwi kami nang safe. pero putangina kanina gusto ko na lang mabangga para lang mapamukha sa putanginang gagong lalaking to na tangina siya sa paglalagay ng lahat ng buhay namin sa panganib para lang mapatunayang kaya nya. tangina talaga nakauwi na naman kami nang ligtas galing nya eh tangina lang

so ayan kasalukuyan siyang nambubulabog ng mga kapitbahay HAHAHAH sana magising mga kapitbahay magpatawag ng guard tas hulihin siya. nang matauhan tangina kala mo kung sinong matapang eh tangina la naman kwenta

putangina sobrang fucked up mo sobrang fucked up ng pamilyang to sobrang fucked up ng buhay na to

siguro last sem kaya ko pa kase maganda acads ko eh tapos ngayong sem siguro kakayanin ko pa rin kahit la kwenta acads ko kaso wala tangina araw araw ka nandito kaya rin siguro lumalala. hahahah ansaya isisi sayo lahat tangina ka kase

may pressure magkaron ng trabaho dahil sa batchmates, upper classmen, mga kamaganak pero tangina yung totoong pressure eh para makalaya sayo tangina talaga. kung pwede sana magmakaawa na ko sa nanay ko umalis na kami ngayon na kahit san kami mapunta makalayo lang sayong tangina ka

shet sobrang fucked up ko na di ko na alam. awang awa ako sa sarili ko tuwing iniisip ko na ok lang na mamatay na ko amputa hahahhah pero di ako magpapakamatay amp yung biglaang patay lang para matapos na ganon hahahha tangina la na malook forward to or yung araw na makaalis na kami ganyan

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Last BACBACAN I

I just have to blog everything about this tapos move on na talaga tom sa social media posts pero sa pag-uusapan tom plus in my heart, syempre di pa rin makamove on hahaha. 

Last year I had two goals for this BACBACAN, join cheerdance (last year na kasi!!) and make our women’s bball team champs for the first time. Sabi nga nila, minsan daw hindi pwedeng lahat nakukuha mo. 1 out of 2, ok fair enough HAHAHA although di ko siya naging goal, pangarap ko din talaga para sa batch yung overall championship. Lalo na’t parang laging seniors talaga nananalo kapag BACBACAN. Nung mga past years, parang ang loser loser namin huhu pero grabe anlayo na talaga nang narating ng batch ko! Sobrang nakakaproud!!!  Halos 2 months ng buhay ko umikot sa cheerdance practice. At shet, sobrang mamimiss ko talaga yun kahit na kinain nya nang sobra yung oras ko at nawalan na yung ibang mga bagay. Mahirap, oo pero masaya at the same time kasi sobrang solid ng mga kasama kong tao sa hirap na dinanas namin hahaha huhu happy ako na mas nakaclose ko pa yung mga friends ko na, nakapagreconnect ako with old friends, at may mga nabuo pa akong bagong friendships. Sobrang proud ko rin sa sarili ko (all about me) dahil nakayanan ko lahat huhu life changing talaga tong cheerdance na to! Sobrang gandang commitment talaga :)

Actually isa talaga sa mga dahilan kung bakit ko minahal BA ay BACBACAN. Dito ko naexperience na magcompete talaga sa pinakalove kong sport eh! Iba yung saya kapag nakakashoot ako at mas lalong iba yung saya tuwing nananalo kami. Kahit never kaming nagpractice HAHAH sobrang nafeel ko na bonded kami since 2nd yr pa. Sobrang heartbreaking lang talaga na di kami nakapagchampion given na last chance ko na yun to give it to my batch. 1pt lang lamang nila mga bes huhuhuu kung nakashoot lang talaga ko :( ugh sobrang frustrating!!! Pero sobrang thankful ko rin sa mga tao na nakaintindi at nagcomfort sakin. Overall, masaya pa rin ako na nakapaglaro ako for the batch for the past three years :) SOBRANG MIXED EMOTIONS LANG TALAGA NETONG BACBACAN NA TO BITTERSWEET AS IN HAHAHAH Sana lang talaga magBACBACAN ABAM next sem PLEASE HUHUHUHU 

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LAST BACBACAN I

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Life Update

So ayan. Hello! hahaha huhu gusto ko yung di ko na rin namaintain ito dahil sa cheerdance huhu bes cheerdance lang talaga kumain sa buhay ko as in yun lang yung life updated ko keri tapos na yung blog huhuhuhuhuhu

Hmm ano ba. Ayun nageenjoy naman ako nang sobra dahil purpose ko siya in life rn ahaha wala eh, ibang klase talaga yung effort na kailangan. As in siya yung priority tapos mga ibang bagay like acads, friends, org, atbp. ay to follow na lang depende sa schedule ng practice hahahah ayun yung life ko for the past weeks. Sobrang nakakapagod physically pero iba talaga yung fulfillment kapag nagagawa namin nang tama yung stunt or kapag feeling ko magaling ako sa certain steps/dances HAHAHAHHA pero to be fair naman, di ko naman masyadong napapabayaan yung mga ibang bagay wew pero swear nga, actually mas natuto pa ko ngayon ng time management. 4pm kasi natatapos class ko everyday tapos around 6:30 pa yung practice. So ayun dun ko nasisingit yung mga bagay bagay. Tsaka pagkauwi, no choice kundi magacads pa rin. (pero tonight chill ako so hello blog hehehehe) Simula pa lang naman gets ko tong pinasok ko. Napredict ko na rin na sleep talaga magsusuffer pero keri!!! Tsaka konting push na lang omg talaga di ko alam ano dapat maramdaman eh. Di ko na talaga makita life ko after cheerdance HAHAHAH ang labo pero kasi gets huhuhu almost 4hrs yun ng life ko everyday! Pero ayun tapusin ko muna bacbacan bago ko isipin ano na mangyayari after waaah.

Nakakaloka wala na talaga kong maisip na life update bukod sa cheerdance HAHAHAH steady naman everything else. Nasasanay na ko mag-isa. Wew, drama na naman. Pero hindi naman ako loner forever huhuhu pero pansin na pansin ko lang talaga yung mga moments na mag-isa ako ngayon kasi hindi naman siya nangyayari dati gets. Ayun, nililibang ko na lang self ko hanggang sa may next person na kong makakasama ganyan hahaha pero kaya naman! Happy pa rin ako overall and nakakahappy lalo na sure ako kapag sinasabi ko siya hehehehe

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Fast Blog

May ganun ba or fast talk lang talaga??? Gusto ko lang lagyan ng laman to plus maglabas na rin ng feels. Sobrang daming sense sa buhay ko ngayon na I have so many new friends but I still want to be with my old friends. I mean, ang dami kong namimeet and nakakasamang iba (kasi nga wala kong constant na kasama now HAHA) and fun naman siya pero iba pa rin yung barkada dati eh. Plus super constant po nila (hello gf) na never umabot sa point na kumakain ako mag-isa na nangyayari na lately :( NAGKIOSK AKO MAG-ISA HUHUHUHUH tapos kanina nagzentea mag-isa ang lala mga besh ganun pala maging loner. I mean, I know naman na healthy and fun din ang me time pero nagagawa ko naman yun sa biyahe, sa bahay ganyan. Di ko na po need ng me time sa school hi friends HAHA shet ang loser ba ng dating ko sa post na to?????? idk enimor pero happy pa rin naman ako overall. Hindi lang talaga siguro mapupunan ng napakadaming fun and new friends yung pagkukulang na dinulot ng pag-alis ng aking solid friends haaaay

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3rd Week of Classes

Among the three weeks I’ve been in class, this week has the most ganaps and I felt like I should blog about this.

Tuesday | My TTh classes are simply the best. All three subjects have the combination of interesting topics and best profs I could ever have. I can’t help but be amazed with the new learnings because I feel like they’re really value-adding plus the way my profs discuss it is really easy to understand. I can just share stories from this classes on and on and on with Jurist. Sorry beh kung sawa ka na hahaha. Anyway, after my classes we had a DP Shoot at the lagoon. It was fun because I get to be with my orgmates + the person I look up to is the one who took our pictures lol sana di masyadong halata pagkastarstruck ko eno ahhaha

Wednesday | I was late for my first class but then there was still no replacement for Sir Co and so I just went straight to BA. I was supposed to set up our booth but then I saw Jessie and her sister in the JPIA booth so I just stayed there and bond with them lol. Mhaan came but then I have to help already in setting up our booth. After some time, surprise surprise, Duanne came and later on, Shannon. Then, Pads, Franz and Anissa. All of them are graduated friends :) They wanted to have their DPs taken also. I have a class at 1pm but then Pads asked me to go with them and cut my class. Peer pressure so I agreed HAHAHA. This was my first cut this semester which eventually led to my 2nd since I also cut my 2:30pm class huhu. But I really had fun with them and I missed being with my graduated friends huhu. Around 4pm we said our goodbyes because I still have a jogging sesh with Leah and Pau. Although I felt bad because I was not a good jogger, I had fun spending time with them, just you know, catching up and sharing stories. They’re ones of the few people I am close with who are in my batch hahaha.

Thursday | Again, just the best classes. I was extra happy because I think I only have one mistake in our BA 174 quiz based on the discussion of the answers hehe. And I was extra extra happy because Ms. Isa and I planned to see each other that day. Bonus pa because juju joined us. But first I went to the office where I had my internship. I missed the people there and it was fun to visit them. I laughed a lot hehe. But I laughed even more when I was already with Ms. Isa and Juju. They’re just simply people who are fun to be with. :) Afterwards, it was a good evening indeed. Hahaha I had a fast extra dating with my baby hehe. 

Friday | I wasn’t able to attend my first class because I slept at 2am last night and so I didn’t wake up on time. We already have a new prof btw. So I just went to UP at 1pm for my BA 129 class. I had fun with the discussion. I even recited for a few times hehe. It feels good being more confident in sharing my thoughts/answers hehe 4thyr na eh hahaha. Then I had my STS aka Sleeping Time Sesh class huhuhu yes, I just slept because we just had a documentary viewing. Then came the highlight of the day: cheerdance practice!! Even though I was really afraid and nervous at first, I actually enjoyed it a lot! I enjoyed the Zumba sessions lol plus my batchmates are really nice hehe. I get the steps but then when it’s already the fast tempo, I get lost in some of the parts :3  I hope I will be able to be better in the coming days. Or else nako I might get reprimanded huhuhu oh noes cannot be.

So there! I just wanted to share everything and finish this third week of classes with a long sleep :) 

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Leoncio Co

When I enlisted PI 100 classes in CRS, I didn’t check the professors in the UP Prof Guide page anymore. I just enlisted those that fit my schedule and I did not pick those with just a few demand. I was so happy when I managed to get an STS class and also PI 100 because those classes really have high demand. And then that’s when I checked who my professor is.

The first thing I thought was,��“Luh pwedeng pang-character sa Noli/El Fili name niya ah haha”. And then I saw some reviews saying they really learned a lot from Sir. And despite some other reviews saying he’s strict, I still felt lucky that I got his class.

Fast forward to the first day of our class. I expected him to be old but not that old. I could say he’s probably the oldest professor I had. But man, he was really funny. Though he made fun of some of my classmates, I still found his humor entertaining. He discussed his requirements: class participation, oral exam and a written final exam. But he kept on saying that we should read the whole Noli and El Fili for us to be able to love our being Filipinos. He even said we won’t read it if he didn’t threaten us so he’s going to give a grade of 5 to anyone who will not read the two novels. Idk but I felt excited to loving my being a Filipino through his class. He gave us an early dismissal that day.

Next meeting, he discussed about the Spanish colonization. I love history professors who discuss as if they were there when what they’re discussing was happening. Like they were just telling stories fresh from their memories. And Sir was one of them. I think we were dismissed 30 mins. early but I surely learned a lot from just a 1 hour discussion from him. I won’t ever forget what he said about the fact that we’re still carrying the burden of Spanish colonization up until now. 

Last Saturday, I received a text from a friend saying something like condolences because of what happened to Sir Leoncio. I was shocked as hell. I just can’t believe it. Actually, even now. 

I already learned a lot from you, Sir, even for just two sessions. And I know I would have learned a hell lot more if you were still here. But I know that He knows the perfect timing and plan for everything. So now, I’m just thinking maybe you were so happy when you met Rizal there and you’re probably having a lot of conversations with him. I bet he’s happy for all the things you’ve taught about him in the 100 years that you were teaching PI 100 (Sir said this to us huhu). 

Maybe in the future, we could talk and I could still learn from probably one of the best PI 100 profs in the university. But for now, rest in peace sir and enjoy your unlimited time with Rizal. :)

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Alone, but not so much.

For the longest time I can remember (wiw 4thyr pa lang ako), I’ve been with this bunch of people I’m always with. There were times when I’d just hang-out with them in our tambayan, and then there were a lot of times when we’d have spontaneous eat out or karaoke or what not. And yeah, with them I get to laugh out loud the most. I guess it seems like your typical barkada right? 

Okay, so here’s the twist. I’m the only one who’s not a batchmate. I mean, they were all fourth years and I was a junior then. Now, most of them are already working (I’m praying for those who are still looking/waiting for a job!) and I’m left at the university. Sucks, man. Most of the time, I feel like everything would be better if I was there batchmate. But sometimes, it feels good to be the baby sister, y’know. Well yeah, maybe I just want to spend more time with them.

2 weeks have passed and I can say I did feel alone sometimes. Like I don’t have anyone to have lunch with, go home with, or just ask to be with me to do whatever. And even the simplest things make me sad like I don’t see them around nor do I get to bump into them in the corridors in between classes. Their presence in the college before just made my college life happy. And now that they’re not physically and everyday-ly there with me anymore, that happiness did dwindle a bit.

I did see them last week. We had a despidida dinner for Yvonne. And being the crybaby that I am, I did cry a lot. But less than the last time when it struck me that classes were about to start and they won’t be there anymore. But yeah, it was a mixed emotions kind of night. I’m happy I was with them but definitely sad that it would take a long time for us to be complete again. 

But since every cloud has a silver lining, there are things I get to do now. Add in the fact that I no longer have a high position in my organization, I have lots of time to spend. Definitely, acads is my priority. And it’s good that I’m happy with all of my subjects so far (more into this soon). I also have engaged with different extra-curricular activities--ABAM, Bolera, and BACBACAN. I’m sure you’ll hear more about them in one of my future blogs. And of course, I now have time for my other friends to spend it with. I have a new one I met in my internship (again, more about this soon if we finally see each other again huhu). I have my barkada who are my batchmates and solid groupmates. Maybe I’ll even blog about them one by one lol. And of course, I have finally reconnected with my BAA friends. I hope are planned dinners will push through before they get eaten up by acads!!

Well, the way I see it, there will be a LOT going on for this semester. And I’m ready to take this one hell of a ride and be halfway through!!

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This Tumblr is cool, but empty.

Omg totoo ba nasa Tumblr na naman ako hahah. Mixed emotions, shet. I felt strong about me having to blog about my last year in college but unfortunately, I can’t seem to remember the email address I used for my account :( Buti na lang the memories are still in there. I could just check out my “old” blog if I feel like wanting to reminisce about my hs life. I mean, man, there was a point when I blog about what’s happening in each of my subjects everyday. And then there were times when I feel like being deep and stuff. And yeah, some glimpse on my “depression” stage. It’s just definitely a lot.

And it actually makes sense for me to create a new blog for my senior year. I didn’t get to blog about college (like freshie days to junior year) because I literally don’t have time. But now, bwahahaha #damingtime #chill lol. 

But yeah, it has only been two weeks since the start of classes so idk yet if I could maintain this but I really hope I could!!