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Across the Crowd

Kinetic universal energy

zinged me from my daze

when you spotted me through the crowd.

It must have been the force of the Universe that brought us together

because I do not know how we would have found each other otherwise.

Amidst the cloudiness of drugs and

daylight

you saw me first

and somehow, by some strange nature, I knew just where to look

and saw you too.

As if drawn

to the sudden slaughter of

blush on your cheeks.

We caught eyes

--Trap is set--

And then you were mine.

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"I'm realizing that all of the tears I have wept this year has solely been over you."

And that seems like an awful waste. Especially when there are things in the world that is much more sad, and much more deserving of my tears than you.

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Loving You Was Voluntary

It felt like the prickliness of a shiver up my spine

The hairs on my arms are saluting as if a ghost has passed through me.

I can't see it, but I know the evil is there.

Or maybe it's not evil?

Maybe it's just all-knowing.

The world of intuition is a curious one. You know something is wrong by the churning of your gut.

A sixth sense--if you must.

It isn't a feeling--it's more of a fear of knowing.

The abyss of the damned sing to me but I know a trap when I see one.

There is beauty in the mysterious but this is how I have loved you.

Cold and shivering, unconfident in my own skin.

I don't know where I am anymore

The air around me is dense with the hypocrisy of your promises.

But in the end I laugh to myself

Because loving you was voluntary.

And even though I saw the skull and cross bone label,

I still picked you up and drank you whole.

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Messenger

Laying awake amidst whispers of rapture

And canopies of moths that shield my eyes from the dangers of tomorrow.

The truth is hidden behind a mush of wings, I am protected in this circle.

Buzzing..buzzing.. they sing terrors of the night

It smells of molded clothes hung in a closet for too long.

They brush against my lashes, my very breath.

They tell me

That death is to come

And that when he does

It'll be okay

"Because there is beauty in what dies," they whisper.

"Death brings enteral life."

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If I cannot bend Heaven, I will raise Hell

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River Styx

How do I find myself

lost in a sea of ashes

Black shadows flank me

Seething

Teething

Gnawing at my core

They are my own-

I have fallen asleep in a black river

Tainted

Lost in a land of dreams that I cannot escape

But it is here that I shall stay

Ever so slightly

I see the faintest glow of something brighter.

Maybe this place isn’t so bad after all.

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Why do women feel more guilty about lying than men do?

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You always wanted me to be at your beck and call,

And now I'm realizing that I don't have to be

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I don't want to waste my youth on someone who treats me like a cigarette break

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When you decide you are ready for the world,

The world will open its arms to you and say:

"What took you so long."

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Let go of everything that doesn’t want to stay.

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