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FINALLY, I THOUGHT I WAS ALONE

where's the representation for eldest daughters who are emotionally mature but afraid to upset the peace, who are totally incompetent because they're afraid to make mistakes, who were babied by their parents and shielded from the world, who followed strict rules and watched their younger siblings flourish and be more independent and bold and brave than they could ever dream of being

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one of my sexual fantasies is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

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Might be the year I delete all social media…..I’m tireddddd…too much comparing . I forget that I am cool and beautiful and smart and interesting all on my own sometimes. I think that humans were not made for whatever is happening with technology the past few years

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trigger warning: anorexia mention

how I LOVE this fucking algorithm. how I absolutely love reporting (yes one thing about me is that I'm gonna report this shit) a fucking blog for pro-ana content and getting EVEN MORE FUCKING BLOGS ABOUT IT scrolling down

what the fuck. what the fuck

I'd rather get the porn bots in my feed, I swear

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me bc whenever I participate in a social interaction I can see the Life is Strange warning "This action will have consequences..."

anybody else going through life feeling like a dog that wasn't socialized enough as a puppy

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not sure what I was going through 2 months ago but.... yeah

posting this in case anyone needs to hear (well, read) it

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This tweet snaps against my mind like a rubber band whenever I start idling a little too long in the land of my frivolous doldrums… it’s my version of that Jemima Kirke “you all think about yourselves too much” screenshot

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what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

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oh

doesn’t everyone constantly feel like they’re acting. All the time

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Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 1, 1926-27

Text ID: I observe how much I have matured since last year despite my belief that I was losing myself, how something strong was born from the painful experiences survived and from the numerous minutes that I believed were wasted.

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why I love studying literature

I just love writing my mean little comments on the margins and screaming my lungs out when I read some of the shit people think/used to think

(from a paper I'm currently reading discussing the Puritan's view of women and the Anne Hutchinson case)

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such an underrated thing. I've noticed that the more I stay home, the more I don't wanna leave, even when I really need to. it's like a dog biting its tail

(I said, even though I haven't left my house for more than 15 minutes since Thursday)

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fuck it *unclenches your jaw*

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find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her

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i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me

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can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

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new beginnings are scary but they're necessary new beginnings are scary but they're necessary new beginnings are scary but they're necessary new beginnings are scary but they're necessary