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On 07.17.2017, I got rear ended while I was at a dead stop & the other driver was going 45 mph. This is the first time I've been in a wreck where I've been hurt. Severe fucking whiplash & severe lower back pain/swelling. And guess who doesn't fucking having health insurance!?!? This car was my lil baby, but she had a shitty blue bumper that didn't match the rest of the car. Either I'm getting my whip looking SLICK or getting the same year/make/model as this just in black or the hatchback of this (premium package!!). No matter which, I'll come out on top haha. Only positive about this whole shit show. I'm sore and tired. The hospital gave me muscle relaxers and after taking a couple..I don't want to take them anymore. They make my body feel how benzos made my body feel and I don't want to relapse. I used to be SO for medication for mental health because I really thought it helped me. But I was just fucking addicted to klonopin. DOCTORS ARE CONTRIBUTING TO THE NARCOTIC EPIDEMIC IN AMERICA. I never stole from anyone on benzos and I wasn't buying them illegally. But that doesn't mean I wasn't addicted. It was like fucking candy to me and I don't want to relapse, but my body hurts so bad from the wreck and I feel like I have to take the muscle relaxers. Anyway...this post wasn't supposed to be about how I want to stay in recovery instead of relapsing, but that's what it turned in to. Whatev though.

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Zu bear

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King and Queen of the weekend ain't no pill that can touch our rush

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Guess who's back

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Don't mind my messy ass bathroom and hair. Working on my bod but I need to focus more on my arms. They're just so weak and it hurts to work them out.

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So fuckin happy today. I've had a real rough few days basically doing my social media purge and not looking back through my feed. So getting this nice paying job today really made me happy. But here's some documentation of me being a happy, weird lil flower like I truly am at my core 👽🌻

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Happy Discounted Candy Day !!!! 🖤🖤🖤

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Always a good feeling...

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Laura Makabresku