lady---of---the---moon

[lady---of---the---moon]

I´ve been in denial about this for a long time but I am finally ready to admit that I am addicted to nicotine. I´ve been smoking cigarettes for years and years now ever since my early teens and now i´m 20 and nothing has changed. This is the only SH that I couldn´t recover from. It´s time to slowly change that. I don´t want to be a smoker anymore. I just don´t want to give my cigs up..

[lady---of---the---moon]

every time i start missing how my body looked when i had an ed i remember i was scared to eat TOAST 💀💀 like i deadass had NIGHTMARES about eating toast w butter and jam. are u hearing this i was LOSING MY SHIT over TOAST bro 😭😭😭 im not going back to that are you kidding

[lady---of---the---moon]

i just realized i now have the body i always wanted when i was younger. without depriving myself of food on purpose and torturing my body. and all of my problems havent magically disapeared once i got here. i would do anything to travel back in time and have a talk with my younger self struggling with an ed. it doesnt matter whether you have those 10 extra kilos or not. it doesnt matter whether your thighs touch or your stomach jiggles when you walk. hating food wont fix anything

[lady---of---the---moon]

well, i did what i was supposed to. I put myself out there and i got played hard. and its not a big deal for him but i thought that maybe he liked me for more than my body.. but he didnt. and again i am the one crying, with an aching body because of a boy.

i am sick and tired of this, i just want someone to love me for me, my personality, care about my interests and my problems. I cant be someones toy anymore

[lady---of---the---moon]

New years resolutions

Why is it everyone's new years resolution to lose weight every year?

I refuse to participate in that trend anymore. I do want to work out more, to be stronger, but I refuse to weigh myself for the whole next year.

Loving the body you're in is much more important than the number on the scale (which doesn't matter anyway)

[lady---of---the---moon]

I just realized im finally over my ex

The best feeling in the world

I am finally free

I cant wait to fall in love again, i've missed it so much

[lady---of---the---moon]

Why can't studying be as aesthetic as in pinterst pictures. I literally look like a corpse with the worst posture sitting in front of a computer for hours on end