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Being ugly is so fucking painful !! No one will ever look at you with love in their eyes !! Ever !!

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I’m so violently unattractive that I hate developing crushes because if someone as ugly as me had a crush on me, I would feel disgusted.

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12/01/25

To do list:

• Chemistry work to finish

• 3 questions in Spanish

• Study Philosophy for mock exam tuesday

• Start the work in scientific education

• Do my revisions program for Physics/ Chemistry and Biology mock exams

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I got a 10/10 (100%) on a simple biology test (it was muscular fibre drawing to complete, we were warned we were gonna be tested on it so i learnt it very well; it’s an easy grade and im happy cause it compensates the 0 i had on a previous test like this because i drew the wrong one💀💀

And i got 20/20 in philosophy! Im happy because i didn’t study that much but the test was easy (there were 2 different subjects and i got the easier one💖😭)

I survived the week?🥹 Like, the biology, the philosophy, Spanish, biology again-, scientific learning tests!

YEEHAW!

(Pinterest)

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SURVIVED THE BEGINNING OF THE WEEK! SURVIVED MY BIOLOGY AND PHILOSOPHY AND SPANISH TESTS! 🎀

Failed bio but aced the two others. I’ll give yall an update for the grades!

Staying motivated with mock exams starting next week💪🤍

(not mine, from pinterest)

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hii hello rea ! thats such a cute name btw ☺️😻 i LOVE the theme of your blog!! <3

alsoo hi! this astra! :) and I also (mostly) major in chem, physics & bio! :) <3

have a nice day/night rea!! 🩵🫂

— astra 🩵

hiiiii!🤍🤍

tysm! actually rea is not my legal name, just a name i use haha! but im glad u like it🫂💞 i also lovee ur blog, it’s so motivating! even more when we’re the same age and studying the same majors☺️

So nice to meet u astra💖 come chat in private any time u want :D

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Hi lm hamdi lam from Gaza.lam a father for 4 children . our small goal is to reach 2,000€  there is less than 500 € left to reach our goal.please donate!! . We are still suffering from the effects of war and the loss of everything, This amount is not just a number, but a real opportunity to rebuild our lives and Help me complete my children's education and put a smile back on my children Thanks 🙏🏻

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hi friend! i saw the post you made about being discouraged to post a fic on ao3 because it's not the kind of thing that gets popular, and there were a couple things that stood out to me. before i start, i just want to clarify that, as a fellow fic writer, i am reaching out in support and kindness. <3

firstly, what i hear you saying is that your fic is "no fandom" and is populated with original characters. so, is it a fic, or is it simply an original work? if it's an original work, you might have better success on wattpad. i haven't used that platform in years, so things might have changed, but i remember the type of content you're talking about being popular there...

...which leads me to my main point. from what i've seen, social media platforms largely used by youth propels a mindset of 'popular = good' and anything that isn't mainstream isn't worth your time. i'd like to propose a counterpoint using two personal examples. first, one of my favourite fics ever, a tragic romance between two traumatized people, is well over fifty thousand words and only has 98 kudos. second, one of the fics i'm most proud of writing only has 5 kudos. how do these two fics correlate? the first example flips its characters' typical dynamic, knowingly writing something niche; the second was written for a movie that was released twelve years ago, for a pairing with exactly two fics.

knowing full well that neither fic would gain massive traction within their respective fandoms, why did we post them in the first place? because we wanted to share what we loving crafted with the world.

even though neither fic is "popular," why do i still value them? because they were written out of love for the characters, for the craft.

everyone is different; everyone writes for a different reason. this said, writing for kudos, for hits, for bookmarks and subscriptions and comments starts to drain you. i know because i had that mindset when i first started posting fanfic, and after a while of getting lost under the swell of better, bigger, more "popular" stories, i started to forget why i felt wanted to write. i got demoralized. i wanted to stop writing. eventually, i ended up orphaning my account and taking a three year hiatus, at the end of which i rediscovered that i write to feel good. i write to connect with the characters. i write to create the stories i want to read, stories that someone else might want to read too. if it isn't "popular"? no sweat...

...because in the end, whether you're posting "no fandom" or not, what you get out of the experience is personal. don't get discouraged for fear of being unpopular. don't give up because your story isn't what the masses want to read. if your story means something to you, it's worth telling.

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Hi!

First of all, thank you so much for taking the time to answer me☺️🤍

I have indeed considered wattpad, thing is the platform isn’t really like it used to be. Tho I’ll still try posting it there and maybe also here on tumblr:)

Like, sometimes it’s disappointing when i’m trying to connect with people through writing, and no one comments or seems interested in my story (especially when it feels like the majority prefers poorly written p0r.n stuff over stories people pour their hearts into) Even just one person enjoying is hugeeee, it’s like they become a friend, but when there’s no feedback (no comment/no kudos) it makes me overthink like, “did they read it and not like it?” it can be really discouraging.

But you’re so right, i do write to create the stories i want to read (i literally start writing fics after searching everywhere for something like I want and not finding it anywhere; and it’s exciting in a way to be the first one!) and maybe someone else will find them and really connect with them, too!:3 so tysm for reminding me😊💞

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Any Lana Del Rey song🤍

What about you?☺️ + anyone who wants to join✨

(npt)

@dreamylove444

@eclipsellium

@sariel-studies-stuff

@happilynervouswerewolfsworld @nelyastudies

@etherealbrowngirl

@floor3a

@prettiestgirlinthemorgu3

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Currently having the worst daydreaming period over a guy i never talked to🎀

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It fits me so much it’s so comforting :,D ✨

🤍No pressure tags🤍

@dreamylove444

@eclipsellium

@sariel-studies-stuff

@happilynervouswerewolfsworld

@nelyastudies

@etherealbrowngirl

@floor3a

@prettiestgirlinthemorgu3

starting a tag game because why not I want to

I’ll start:

@ramblingsfromthytruly @t1oui @bostonharbor @moo2310 @fauxfox1 @sunshinerainbowsandlollipops @aidens-ocean-galaxy @garden-of-runar @whydousernamesevenexist

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🤍 tysm for the tag @instantsaladbouquet 🤍

✨Beginning of the year Stats✨

• Age : 18 this year

• Height : 5ft5

• Grade : 12

• Confidence : 7-8/10. Really depends on the day, but now that im on a treatment for my acne, i feel more confident with clear skin.

• Happiness : I guess it’s fine. I’m never « great » but I guess I’ve been worse. I’m stressed about school and feel like in a slump a lot of the time. Holidays are always depressing for me. When grades are good, generally I’m good.

• Gender : she/her

• Sexuality : let’s not talk abt that😇

• Romantic : Straight

• Favorite food : spicy food, couscous, goat cheese (leave me alone)

• Favorite show : Bojack Horseman and The Walking Dead

• Favorite movie : All quiet on the Western Front (also Through The Fire but less)

• Favorite song(s) : haha let’s go

-> Radiohead:

⭐️ Black Star

⭐️ Creep

⭐️Just

⭐️ No Surprises (Basically these songs are, like, ME. Literally me)

⭐️ All I Need; How to disappear completely; Jigsaw falling into place (I love them sm but I won’t be yelling on the floor like with the previous ones)

-> The Front Bottoms

⭐️Twin Size Mattress

⭐️ Be Nice To Me

⭐️ Funny you should ask

-> The Deftones

⭐️ Please, Please, Please (cover)

-> Pink Floyd

⭐️ Great Gig in the Sky

-> Mitski

⭐️ I Bet on Losing Dogs

⭐️ Me and My Husband

⭐️ Remember my Name

⭐️ Liquid Smooth

⭐️ Pearl

⭐️ Brand New City

⭐️ Your Best American Girl

⭐️ A Burning Hill

⭐️ Francis Forever

-> AC/DC

⭐️ Highway to Hell

⭐️Hells Bells

⭐️Who made who

⭐️Back In Black

⭐️Thunderstruck

⭐️Shoot to thrill

-> Guns N’ Roses

⭐️Live and Let Die

⭐️Don’t Cry

⭐️Knocking on Heaven’s door

⭐️Bad Obsession

-> Lana del Rey

⭐️Ride

⭐️Cinammon Girl

⭐️Black Beauty

⭐️Ultraviolence

⭐️White Mustang

⭐️Million dollar man

⭐️Living Legend

-> The Pretty Reckless

⭐️Make me wanna die

⭐️Miss Nothing

-> lot of classical music: my favorite instrument is the violin:)

-> french/ american rap

• Favorite artist(s) :

-> Radiohead; The Front Bottoms

-> Mitski; Lana Del Rey

-> AC/DC ; The Pretty Reckless ;Guns N’ Roses

-> Werenoi ; Favé ; Damso

-> Arctic Monkeys

-> The Neighborhood

-> Montell Fish

…

• Relationship Status : Single but struggling lots with limerence over guys i literally see once and never talked to (daydreaming 24/7🧌)

• Favorite color :

Black (IK IT’S NOT A COLOR AND I DON’T CARE) and Gold ✨

• Favorite season : Spring and Summer

• Followers :

On study account : 40 (tysm!!!)

On vent account : ~300

Wbu?☺️ (no pressure tags, just if u wanna!)

@dreamylove444

@eclipsellium

@sariel-studies-stuff

@happilynervouswerewolfsworld

@nelyastudies

@etherealbrowngirl

@floor3a

@prettiestgirlinthemorgu3

End of Year Stats

Thanks for the tag @mvrdermeharder !

Age: 21+

Height: 5’2”

Grade: in college

Confidence: Caught in the moment, it’s always an 11/10. But after a while, I look back on what I did and just crumble in shame and regret ksjhfjgsjdf

Happiness: 6/10 (I live with brain fog 24/7)

Gender: ??? (questioning, but there’s definitely a preference for fem)

Sexuality: ??? (idk about labels, man. I just think I’ll be sexually attracted to whoever it is I’m romantically attracted to)

Romantic: ??? (still questioning, but definitely not allo)

Favorite food: Buttered chicken when done right. Can also never go wrong with pinakupsan and pizza.

Favorite show: Definitely Link Click

Favorite movie: I don’t watch that many movies sjdhfjdg. Let’s go with Legend of Hei

Favorite song: The Rules for Lovers by Richard Walters (I like many songs, but this one is my comfort song)

Favorite artist: No one in particular

Relationship status: Single since birth

Favorite color: Pink 🩷

Favorite season: There are only two seasons in the PH. I pick the wet season

Followers: 800+ (I haven’t screened out bots in a while, though)

No pressure, but tagging @protect-namine @kuschelkissen @mimicha-arts @mathematical-apprentice @weilaverdui @rainibao @forgetmenomore @keiicom @catguangcorner @snorlaxlovesme @pastorfutureletthembe @ghostlyenola @muninnhuginn + anyone who wants to do this!

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My best study motivation tip when you know what job you wanna do later?

Visualisation.

Like, imagining myself as a doctor, walking in the hospital. In the OR. Giving a lecture in front of a room full of doctors from all over the world at an international congress.

As a patient (chronic disease), I often go to the hospital, and I've also done many internships there. When I'm having trouble getting motivated, I close my eyes and just imagine myself in it. When I go as a patient, even just the smell and background noise of the hospital revitalize me.

I'm currently on a trip to a capital where my parents often go (they're doctors) and my mother showed me around a well-known hotel linked to a complex where many congresses are held. She'll be going there soon, and all those attending the congress are invited by the laboratories and accommodated in the hotel. I was thrilled and imagined myself already stepping out of my hotel room, going for a coffee in the hotel bar with a colleague before giving my presentation in the huge room xD

My point is, it's a long way to get there, and often when the path is winding we lose sight of the end goal and therefore our motivation. Even if I should enjoy the journey itself, when it's hard to remember why I’m doing it because it becomes exhausting, I visualize the view from the very top, when I can say to myself "I made it!"

Keep ur eyes on the prize!

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Thursday 2nd January

Mhm do you hear that? Yeah that’s the sound of a mental breakdown approaching with the arrival of Monday :D And i still have a shit ton to do! 🥹

To do list 📚

Finish Biology Paper due

Start learning for Biology Test

Start learning for Philosophy Test

Do at least 3 assignments of my online course

Do Spanish analysis of documents

Start learning Spanish vocabulary

To do list 💄

Take care of my face

Buy concealer (or tomorrow)

Clean my room

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⚠️Ao3 writers, Please read⚠️

I'm more and more discouraged to post the story I've been working on for a long time on ao3.

It's about original characters that I created and this kind of stories not from fandom have very little success on ao3.

In the "no fandom" category with "original main characters" as tags for the characters, in the order of the most liked stories (according to kudos count), the first 7 FIRST PAGES are smut-only stories and the most liked are completely twisted and vile. (I don't even know how it's legal…) And yeah, it takes 7 pages to find even one single fic that isn’t directly based on smut but has some kind of plot.

(My story contains smut but it's basically a « tragic » angst romance between 2 traumatizedddd ppl and intimacy takes a long time to arrive, and generally ppl just skip to that part??.)

Or like, my jujutsu kaisen fanfic (the main character is one I created) will never be as « well received » as a random p0.rn story between gojo and yuji🥲

Do you know how to make a story (without smut and fandom) gain recognition, reach more people?

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“a house on mango street” by sandra cisneros

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saw something that goes like "i want to be a grossly overeducated woman". you can never be overeducated in medicine. you will always be dumb. you will always be lacking. humanity and its diseases and its problems is ever-changing. evoluting. duck smoking.gif. direct quote from my subspecialist supervisor btw