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Some silvergifting art cause I miss the fandom so much sometimes! Even tho the ring of power tv show has been such a huge let down and disappointment on all level but especially with Annatar and Tyelpe I still love them and will always draw them as I see them xD

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Amen. How do people want us to be excited to write draw and share our art if nobody is even there for it 🥲

This is why writers abandon stories. It’s not that we don’t love them, it’s because we don’t want to love them alone.

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G5indeldore one night stand … they cannot stay away from each other even if they are enemies xD

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Happy birthday Sirius for @metalomagnetic ❤️

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will you ever draw Finders kepper as a comic? it would be amazing!

maybe I would do some panel but the whole fic? It would be just too much work XDDD like for one dialogs it would takes PAGES of art, and I'm not even sure I have the technical skills to pull it off ç_ç

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I'm currently rereading 'finders keepers' and I'm in the chapter where Gellert mentions that the last time Albus and him met was in Prague, so it's pretty clear that they've met after 1899

Now I'm wondering if these were brief encounters or if they kind of 'got back together' at some point?

in the FK universe they did met multiple time before the big war. I wrote two oneshot about Gellert, Anton and Albus past relationship in this universe so far but to resume it, they were in some sort of threesome, we are using Anton to deal with each other type of relationship. They tried very hard to change each other mind for years until Gellert push it too far and Albus gave up definitely and walked away. Anton took G side and that was it.

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A quick Babus cause Im missing him. I have literally no inspi lately and no fics I like to read to help 🥲

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What ham? XD

There is a big difference between playing AU and pretending fancanon is canon tho. It's only right to call it out. It's so easy to slip when you are neck deep into a fandom and start believing fan made so called canon 🤣

I see a lot of meta posts detailing Tom's potential trauma from the Blitz.

Tom never saw the Blitz. It started on 7 September 1940 and ended on 11 May 1941. Unless he voluntarily went to London during the winter holiday (and he'd never do that), then he never witnessed the bombing.

Furthermore, he says in Chamber of Secrets that he asked Dippet to let him stay at Hogwarts, not Dumbledore. Dippet was the Headmaster, so all these posts claiming Dumbledore sent Tom back to London/not allowing Tom to stay at Hogwarts have no basis in canon.

Again, write what you want in your own fic, AU are fun; this is only a reminder for the posts discussing canon events.

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I see a lot of meta posts detailing Tom's potential trauma from the Blitz.

Tom never saw the Blitz. It started on 7 September 1940 and ended on 11 May 1941. Unless he voluntarily went to London during the winter holiday (and he'd never do that), then he never witnessed the bombing.

Furthermore, he says in Chamber of Secrets that he asked Dippet to let him stay at Hogwarts, not Dumbledore. Dippet was the Headmaster, so all these posts claiming Dumbledore sent Tom back to London/not allowing Tom to stay at Hogwarts have no basis in canon.

Again, write what you want in your own fic, AU are fun; this is only a reminder for the posts discussing canon events.

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Hey... can you give a sneak peak as to what old Albus thought when he caught Alfrit and Tom getting intimate while conducting Legilimency on him?

I am guessing he was having flashbacks. Or "Ooops... this is Summer of 1899 all over again?"

Also am curious how will Tom react when he sees Grindelwald with his "dove"?

And last but not least: How will Aberforth react when he sees Tom and Alfrit?

basically ... XD

Stunned, Albus took a step toward the boy and grabbed him by the chin, cold and unyielding, even as the teen's eyes widened from shock and fear.

It took a second for Albus to find his way through the teenager's familiar mind.

This is really me, he thought wildly, horrified and amazed. 

The unmistakable flow of thought and memories floated around him, so foreign and familiar at the same time. Even Gellert would not have been able to craft something so real, so intricate.

Albus flipped through the thoughts one by one, ignoring his younger self's attempt to dislodge him from his mind. 

He’s at home after all.

The teenager’s thoughts are… Worrying. Dark, gloomy, full of anger and distress. The dark room… The entrapment, the feeling of despair slowly closing in, it almost made Albus’ heart melt with compassion. 

The boy is so painfully young.

But then he got flashes of Grindelwald pictures, carefully cut out of newspaper, part of his speeches collected and classified… Hours of memories spent rewriting those hateful, bigoted speeches with a fanatic zeal. It makes Albus sick. But most of all it makes him angry.

Silly, naive boy…

He pushes further, through more and more useless memories: petty grudges, and meaningless problems compared to what is happening here and now.

He used to be so small, so arrogant, so irritating… And of course, the boy would think Grindelwald is the second coming of Merlin. Of course, he would have befriended Tom Riddle out of all the people. 

Albus searched more aggressively now, ignoring totally the teenager gasping in pain and Horace commanding him to just stop.

He wanted to see, he wanted to find her. He wants to see her face, hear her voice. He wanted to remember how much he didn’t care back then, about anything, anything but himself. He wanted to drown himself into shame so he would never forget…Never forget again how much of a piece of shit he really is.

But his younger self suddenly pushed back, hard.

A memory of Tom is thrown at him, sharp and cold like a blade. The boy kissing him… No biting him, the feeling of fear, excitement and pleasure/pain overwriting everything and Albus jerked out of the boy’s mind as if he had been burned.

Albus is back in the present, almost drunk from the rush of all those memories, eyes meeting feverish almost lucent blue eyes, fiery with anger and glassy with pain. His own eyes. 

Stupid boy. Falling for yet another Gellert in the making. Stupid, naive little boy. Won’t you ever learn?!

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In FK verse, what does Grindelwald think when he finds out about Alfrit and Tom?

oooh he knows all about Tom. Alfritt confided in him a LOT (he didn't sell Tom secrets tho but he told G a lot about their relationship)

G doesn't care much (beside the fact he can use that as emotional manipulation) cause he still thinks Alfritt is not Albus. He's actually more interested in why Old Albus seems to dislike Tom and is so interested in that boy when he should be focusing on Gellert instead XDDD

Mostly he's like, what a naive dumb lil boy, just like his daddy aaaawe

If he knew Alfritt is Albus.... that's would be another story XDDD

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Stupid question but how would the equation between teen Dumbledore and Order Of The Phoenix Harry be like ?

It's not really enemies to lovers trope, but even if baby Al is unaware the two share a history. Harry had several misgivings with his Headmaster but he is/was still the biggest male figure in his formative years and a man he genuinely respected and looked up to.

Ofc baby Albus is not the man who was his frustrating and fascinating mentor.

How would they approach each other ?

How would pre Grindelwald and post Grindelwald baby Albus view book Harry who somehow time travels to his time?

Or he time travels to Harry's time.

Im a big harrydore believer soooo

But I dont think teenage Albus and Harry would have been a good match. I feel their past experience with muggles might have feed each other ressentment and teenage harry just doesnt have the backbone intelligence or strenght to move someone like teenage Albus who is angry and fiercly ambitious. I feel however after Grindelwald Harry is the type of fiercly compassionate and brave hero type Albus would have loved. He tends to collect that type through the books and movies xD

My fav Harrydore is 50 Albus in the mids of Grindelwald war and time traveling seasoned Auror 50 Harry. They would be a great match but there would still be a lot of tension with Albus dealing with his own feeling for Gellert andHarry having to reconciled the mentor/father figure with a younger more vulnerable version.

They would not be equal in term of intelligence or power obviously but in term of experience and emotional intelligence Harry would bring a lot in the balance.

Really depends of a lot of things

Stilk I love all the Harrydore setting xD sad there is ao little fics about those two 🥲

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If Tom in FK, can curb his homicidal tendencies and just limit himself to being a garden variety asshat, he and Alfrit will have such an enviable relationship. Like not perfect, but almost as close to perfection you can get.

Finding a person who you wanna fuck, plan to takeover the Ministry and co-create new spells and magical theory?

Merlin I feel jealous! Lol.

No wonder Tom sometimes hold himself back. He knows he will never find someone more captivating and someone who matches his intellect, ambition and raw power.

I wonder if at some level he realises how much Alfrit affects him and has left his imprint and he kinda resents him?

Unlike say Tomarry, at least in such a situation he can blame the Horcrux once he comes to know. The Horcrux is making me care feel funny

But in this case he doesnt even have that excuse to fall back upon

I think both Alfritt and Tom as they are together are on the verge of becoming a power couple that could rules the magical world in a reign of terror OR become a great academic couple that will revolution magical world xD either path is possible dependanding of 1. Yes Tom curbing his own thirst for power and deciding becoming an academic is more worse than being a dictator xD 2. Alfritt letting go of his seizing power for the greater good kind of way 😅😅 those too are terrible for each other but such a great match at the same time!

Tom and Albus have the same level of nerdiness and power and intelligence to keep themselves entertained and challenge. Problem is at this point I think Tom is not ready to accept that equality. He's paranoid and scared of someone who has the same intelligence and power than him to exist (on top of the Professor and Grindelwald) and worse that person has hold on his heart. Letting himself care for Alfritt as an equal and not constantly trying to objectifying him or reducing him as a pet is very difficult for Tom. He likes him so so so much and he's terrified of that. He tried to keep away once Alfritt was out of the room but he just couldn't stay away xD he probably stalked Alfritt everywhere despite himself ahaha

But damn if they walk past that they would be THE GOAL (unealthy goal BUT XD)

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Dont mind but Tom and Alfrit in Finders Keepers vaguely reminded me of young Snape and Lily.

Ofc Tom is more vicious, more unscrupulous and more devoid of empathy and more horrifying childhood than Snape ever was, but I was oddly reminded of them.

Lonely, sullen, misanthropre boy meets cute stubborn red head who becomes their sunshine and their downfall? Sounds familiar.

Also, God forbid if this Tom became Voldemort, he and Severus will have an interesting conversation lol.

Fiery, pretty, take no shit red heads who makes you break charachter? Both will relate 😂😂

Luckily, theres no James in Al and Toms case. For all hero worshipping, Alfrit aint gonna fall into arms of old Gellert.

ahaha there is indeed some similarity, especially in the fact that Tom and Albus are basically two solitudes meeting and feeling a connection that they cannot find outside of themselves.

However I guess the difference is that contrary to Lily, Albus is quite the little muggle hater here and it's funny to me that somehow Tom is the one that is more layback about that. He dislike muggles a lot but to be fair he hates wizard as well XD he hates everyone one and just want power while Albus has a real issue with muggles at that point XD

Also I feel Albus and Tom have more in common character wise than severus and lily. They are both both secretive, book nerd, arrogant and neurodivergent. I feel the real difference is that Albus has great capacity for empathy where Tom clearly has little to none.

But yeah XD I think Lily and Albus would have been very veryyyy good friend and she might have been able to knock some sense into him and push him away of his ... culling muggle ideology let's say

Yes XD lucky Albus has no real suitor here because that poor person would dead meat XD like suspicious accident and everything. I feel Tom would incapable to accept ALbus having friends at that point, he's even jealous of freaking Fawkes XDDDD

How the convo between Tom and Snape would go?

Snape: She's into that piece of shit Potter, nothing to be done now...

Tom: What're u talking about? Just get rid of him. *shrug*

Lily and Albus *horrified face*

XDDDDD

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“You can trust me, Alfritt”

A little fanart for Finders Keepers

Gellert creeping on Albus’”son” xD

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hey

I saw your ask about Finders Keepers and I wondered if you are still writing it because I like it a LOT, no pressure ofc !!

but if you do... a little peek about the next chapter maybe? cause it's been such a long time ç_ç please, pretty please?

heya back <3

no prob! I'm so glad you liked my fic! Chap 13 is currently on going, don't know when it will be finished tho, sorry ç_ç

“Where are you going?! Don’t go back there! He didn’t… He didn’t mean to abandon you!”

Tom’s eyes grew cold once more, but his arms were still around Albus’s shoulders, and that how the redhead knew even if Tom didn’t need him, he wanted him here still.

“It’s not your business, Alfritt.”

“My father was a terrible man, Tom. He was violent and angry and he didn’t like me much but I still would give anything for him not to be dead!”

Tom crouched down beside him and grabbed his face between his two hands, their forehead touching.

“You’re born with everything I desire and admire. Powerful magic and superior intelligence and yet, you’re weak. A weak, delicate thing that can only survive if someone is taking care of it. You would not have survived one second at Wool, among those Muggles that you hate so much.”

It was delivered with a cold matter-of-fact tone of voice, but Albus knew Tom’s mannerisms and expressions by heart. Those were words aimed to hurt. A weapon. And it did, hurt. 

“You are just like him, Albus replied wildly, tears in his eyes. “You attack with cruel words and action every time you feel something, anything. Every time you think you are losing control.”

He didn't need to specify who this He was, they both knew. Tom's hands tightened painfully on his face and his eyes hardened, opaque and cold as those of a wild animal. Albus didn’t fear him anymore. Somehow, after the Room, he knew, deep down that Tom would never harm him physically. He would try to crush his heart,his soul, but not his body. Never his body.

“I’m nothing like him.” the dark-haired teenager finally growled, between clenched teeth.

“How does that mirror treat you?”

“How about you?!”

“Well at least I have an excuse, don’t I?”

“Stay here. Don’t make me hurt you.”

Just a peek XD

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Time travel Sirius vs grindeldore xD two hot headed man and a coolheaded twink in the middle