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My friend’s beautiful cover! (via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WpGfs_gWWw)

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Some of you may know I've been struggling with anxiety quite a lot these past few months, and it's been so debilitating I rarely leave the house. Because of this I've put on weight, and the only people I see every week are my fiance and counsellor, and maybe once a month if I'm lucky I'll see a friend. I have frequent panic attacks and it's all very exhausting, and I wouldn't wish this on anyone. HOWEVER! Now I'm doing something about it, and I'm very scared, nervous, and excited to be taking the first big step I need to get better. I've been prescribed anxiety and depression medication (Sertraline, if you're interested) and I've never experienced people around me taking this medication nor have I ever done anything like this myself. I'm scared in case it makes me worse (it WILL make it worse in the beginning), nervous because it might not work, but excited to be on the path to healing and getting my life together 🖤 if anyone else is going through this please don't hesitate to get in touch. I'm not licensed in any way, simply offering friendly banter and to exchange experiences with this. It's going to take around 4 weeks for it to properly help me and up until then I'm going to struggle a lot... but I hope it'll really help. There's a lot of stigma around anxiety/depression medication and all I have to say on that is it works for some people, doesn't for others, and this is me trialling it for myself. If it doesn't work for me, I'll try something else, but if you're really in a bad place and may be considering medication, don't listen to other people who tell you not to do it. Anxiety and depression and completely destroy a person's life and nobody has any right to tell you how you should go on your path of healing. 🖤 #anxiety #depression #medication #stigma #healing #anxietyrelief #panicattack #anxietymeds #sertraline #dyspraxia #dyspraxic #dcd #developmentalcoordinationdisorder #mentalhealth #mental #health https://www.instagram.com/p/BpRNuf_lThC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=oc230qff4z6a

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Candles! I love them 🖤 the smell when you blow them out is so so amazing 🕯 #candle #scent #candles #burn #burning #candlelight #spooky #dark #gothic #aesthetic #beautiful #darkness #light #flame https://www.instagram.com/p/BpNBolnn8zv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ikstss47ussu

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Inspiring fortune cookies are a great snack while writing 😁📖 #fortune #cookies #inspired #inspiring #inspiration #snack #writer #novel #book https://www.instagram.com/p/BpM2KwGH6-L/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oy7yno79vwl7

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Red ❤ #red #car #model #lipstick #makeup #beauty #redlip #lipstick #tattoo #inked #tattoos #inkedgirl #inkedmodel #tattoomodel https://www.instagram.com/p/BpMjEWWnn67/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rv37g3jkum0s

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Did this photoshoot about a year ago! Still so happy with the photos 🖤 #model #modelling #photoshoot #girl #outdoors #outside #car #trees #pretty #tattoo #tattoos #inkedgirl #inked https://www.instagram.com/p/BpMBKdUHFEi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jaatja0lijt0

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It's the little things in life that make it beautiful 🖤 #littlethings #beautiful #ocean #sea #sky #clouds #train #video #amazing #gorgeous #stunning #mesmerising #pretty https://www.instagram.com/p/BpEjaLJFPuY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mea0hef85i1f

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Writing is my absolute passion 🖤 if one person has my book on their bookshelf, I'll die happy. I personally love the world and characters I have created, and I think it's important to love what you do. But no matter how much I love it, my book won't get very far if I throw it out into the world without any warning! So 😁 I've decided to write a small series of short stories based in my world, to be shared on my long forgotten writers blog website so you can have a taste of what's to come when I do publish the novel! Excuse my crayola sketch, but I think you'll love Claire. She is officially the first sneak peek I'm sharing and there'll be lots more to come! 🖤 #writing #writer #book #bookstagram #bookshelf #bookobsessed #booknerd #novel #shortstories #shortstory #story #stories #sneakpeek #author #crayola #sketch #blog https://www.instagram.com/p/BpCN9Okl0kj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1e7zlu2m888hk

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Love my tattoo! My first ever tattoo done in one sitting, full lines and colour/shading. Pretty proud of that! Need to save for more 🖤 I highly recommend @hotterthanhelltattoo #tattoo #inked #inkedgirl #tattoos #timburton #coraline #creepy #halloween #spooky #inkedgirls https://www.instagram.com/p/BpBzNtYluoj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yh1x4axe3gey

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Thinking of dyeing my hair red again 🤔🍁💋❤ what do you think?? https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo_g983F_7f/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=oovzg7xismyi

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My Reality 🖤 this is the realest depiction of me I've posted so far. Every single morning I'm sitting at my desk in my office. I'm too sleepy to tidy, with my mug of coffee, no makeup, damp hair and pyjamas. I'll watch YouTube videos while I eat cereal before leaving half of it because it's gone soggy, and I'll get distracted and my coffee will go cold. If I'm not working, I'm sitting at this desk just like this working on something. Writing, YouTube, social media... I prefer to be productive. When my fiance is at work or uni and I don't need to be anywhere, this is what I look like. This I feel is what people would share around as being an anti-social, dead minded internet dweller. But if you look from another direction, you'll see something different. You'll see a writer creating worlds and characters. You'll see a lonely person speaking with a friend who lives miles and miles away. A dyspraxic searching for and bonding with other dyspraxics around the world. A person who struggles to speak without stuttering, to walk without falling, to travel without anxiety, to live without difficulty. Stop spreading stories of young people with their heads stuck in their phones, blind to the real world. For people like me the real world is a constant battle, and my existence is made so much easier with the aid of technology. 🖤 #technology #gluedtotheirphones #gluedtothescreen #dyspraxia #dcd #disorder #reality #myreality #technologysavedme #motorcoordinationdisorder #neurologicaldisorder #struggle #life https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo_TVReFM2p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=66g021vlz54o

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Good Morning 💋 #morning #goodmorningpost #selfie #makeup #naturalhair #mondaymorning #morningselfie https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo8mHMmFEA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=191cj0om2pp6t

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Autumn leaves are so beautiful 🍁 #autumn #leaves #outdoors #outside #nature #city #photography #focus #grid https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo1YhmLFZrN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f6tymhn2xcpk

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Just a reminder to drink your tea before it gets cold! ☕ #tea #coffee #disney #disneymug #mug #warm #lighting #dark #relax #barbie #natural #allnatural #curlyhair https://www.instagram.com/p/BozPbUTlfAi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=pwaakb7gcgz2

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NEW VIDEO! I try the blindfold drawing challenge 😁 it goes as well as you imagine it does 😓😅 check it out! (Link in bio) https://youtu.be/9b5tCC_Z02c #youtube #youtuber #dyspraxia #dyspraxicdoes #blindfold #challenge #dyspraxic #funny #art #drawing #linkinbio #subscribe https://www.instagram.com/p/Boyq7vCFeA1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3otdznh14u11

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Sunshine in October? 🎃🕸🤔🤣 #tree #sunshine #outdoors #october #confusing #beautiful #nature #dyspraxia #dcd #developmentaldisabilities #developmentalcoordinationdisorder https://www.instagram.com/p/BowxkJpl3cg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ucjumiph2bz2

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Just filmed TWO YouTube videos woop 😁 they're a little different to my usual stuff but I think they're a lot more fun, especially with my wall so nicely decorated 😄 keep an eye out for a new vid soon! #youtube #video #fun https://www.instagram.com/p/BotjDslH3OS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j2h1sli0uyb0