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Losing a Parent

Something people may not know about me is that I lost my mom at age 2.

Let’s back track, when my grandparents came from Portugal, they had 3 girls, Rosa, Irene and Leslie.

Rosa married David and had Nicole, Daniel and Michael.

Irene married Chris and had Nathan, Brandon and Krista.

I do want to get into the connection I have with Brandon and his condition he was born with but that will be for another time.

Back to my Mom, Leslie, she had me at age 20. Here’s how it all went down, she dated Roy for a number of years and then one day went to Alabama to marry my birth father, that she met online. She brought him back to Ontario and they lived here. When she was 4 months pregnant with me, he left. I don’t think he was ready for a child.

Roy laughed and teased Leslie about her pregnancy but her love for me, as her unborn child, it didn’t let that EVER doubt keeping me.

When I was born, her words, I was the best thing that has ever happened to her.

My biological father, Robert, never came back. Until one day Leslie and I were in a car accident.

Leslie ended up passing away.

A month later Robert showed up with his new girlfriend and his other kid, who was only a few months old. Funny how he didn’t want me but wanted his this random other kid, not even his WIFES kid?

After years of custody battling, he lost, and good, he didn’t even fight or want me in the first place. I’ve now talked him online and I’m glad I stayed with my family.

Rosa and David adopted me, and I now call them Mom and Dad, since I was only 2 years old when this all happened. I have 3 siblings now.

On my biological Dads side I have two siblings, Travis and Emili. Their kind of cool, I guess.

My family didn’t tell me until I was 11 of what all happen, and they didn’t even tell me, I found out on my own. I put the pieces together.

In conclusion, I now have some detachment problems, from having my mom ripped away so quickly, and I have trouble trusting people, but I get by and I’m doing well.

I hope this helps some of you, I’ve shared my birth story with you, and I encourage you to share your stories with the world and help others! Have a great day/night!

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Shawn Mendes : Psycho

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CLASSES

Hey! I work soon but I wanted to to some posts so here’s my classes this semesters

Grade 11 English

right now we are reading short stories and answering questions to them

Grade 12 Religion

we are learning about what it means to be a good person, also reviewing how to use the bible and the YOUCAT books

Grade 11 CommTech

I’ve already made an audio commercial and we are remaking scenes from films now

Grade 11 Math

we don’t do much in the class, I organized hangers the other day, not for learning, just cuz my teacher needed it done

Yes I am in grade 12 BUT I needed to catch up on some courses

Next Semester will be mainly Grade 12!

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Music Playlists

I have a few different playlists that I use; Quick Run, ASL, Artist Albums, Calm and Sleep

I’ll give you my top from each of them :)

Quick Run

Sweet Creature by Harry Styles (warm up)

Young Blood by 5sos

Dust Till Dawn by ZAYN and Sia (Cool Down)

ASL

Fight Song by Rachel Platten

Can I be Him by James Arthur

From the Ground Up by Dan and Shay

Artist Albums

Shawn Mendes : The Album (SM3)

Troye Sivan Bloom

Shawn Mendes LIVE at Madison Square Garden

Calm/Sleep

Never be Alone by Shawn Mendes

Hold Back the River by James Bay

Latch Acoustic by Sam Smith

Thunder Storms White Noises

Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran

You are the Reason by Calum Scott

That’s all I have for today guys and gals and non binary pals! Thanks for reading!

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Short Stories?

Sure, I can write those!

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self care

I have my own little self care things that I do and I’m going to give you a few, hope they help.

1. Loud students in class always gets too me, too much silence does too, music always helps, headphones in, you’re good to go!

2. Chamomile Tea, helps with cramps and releases tension in your shoulders

3. Pillows! I use four on my bed, I make it almost into a little fort, it really helps me feel secure!

4. You’ve seen my diffuser, I turn on some calm music and I’m ready for bed

5. But first I need to make my bed!!!! I always do it in the morning to come home to a cleaner room

6. Cold cloths and teeth brushed, helps me feel more refreshed after a long day

7. heating pad, microwave and go! Don’t have one? Rice in socks, sow it up! Check pinterest!

8. A hot shower always helps calm my nerves

9. The noise of my fan helps a ton at night

10. Light stretches, but not enough to get me yucky gross!!

THATS ALL I HAVE FOR TODAY, HOPE THIS HELPED!

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MY FIRST DAY AT WORK

I had my first day of work yesterday, I came home smelling like a deep fryer and it was boring cuz all I did was clean and watch videos to learn everything.. other than that it was good!

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I have this beautiful little girl in my life and she makes me happy as could be !!

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Cleaning my room at midnight?

I only clean my room this late at night the day before something big, I start my first shift tomorrow and I’m scared so my body is like hey, let’s make you more anxious and make you feel like your dresser is going to tip over even tho it isn’t.

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This song calms me, goodnight, for the 100th time :)