jacobsenia
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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Ok so someone recommended Jojo to me and like...I just read a few bullet points and no longer want anything to do with this 👀 Glad I saw it before I started watching
its very hard to articulate my thoughts properly, so im sorry if this is weirdly worded, but i wish we made as much of an effort to warn others - ESPECIALLY jewish people and other poc - about jojo as we do with shit like homesuck and similar media
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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So I showed my sister this and asked her which one I was and in the most serious tone, she went: “Moron. The fifth, secret gender.” And I died because she’s right
There are ONLY FOUR genders
😒Bitch😒
😈Bastard😈
🥺Baby🥺
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🤡Clown🤡
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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Massive, Comprehensive OC Template
back with another oc template - this one with original fiction characters in mind, with the aim of thoroughly fleshing out said characters!  however it can also be used for fanfiction purposes, as well as RPing!  whatever you need it for.
there are eight sections (General/Preliminary Information, Background, Mental, Emotional, Politics, Physical, Sex & Relationships, and In The Story) and at least a few hundred questions!  of course, this can be tailored to your needs; i just included all the questions i could think of to help you flesh out your characters!
- don’t claim this as your own.  this took me forever to do and if you take it - well that’s not very nice.
- message me or drop an ask if there’s anything you think i should add, change, or fix!
here you go! enjoy! <3
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Character template | 02 
everyone liked my other one so much and I just kinda thought to try making something neat so.. here. You can use it however you’d like - whether for ocs or just making aesthetics for characters or other personal use! The campfire icon is mostly for space so you can keep it or remove it, whatever you want! You can even change it, I don’t care really. 
(second one is just full of random pictures as an example.)
If you have any problems please let me know, I’ll be happy to help! And if you like this perhaps like/reblog it?
download here!
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here’s the oc template I made! however, you can use it for anything you like if you don’t do ocs!! pls like/reblog is you like it?
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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OC Help
Ok, so I’m making TWO original characters (Ace and Rhymel) and am actually commissioning some artists to draw them (I’ve already commissioned one for Ace). My goal is kinda to be able to plug them into most universes (in Ace’s case, so long as the universe is cyclops friendly). So...I was wondering if anyone knew good character creation resources? (Note: Ace is definitely a cyclops. Rhymel’s species is pending...I’ve basically just picked a name).
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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i made a quiz to determine which emotionally tortured and angelically talented art pop girl you are! here it is :-) reblog with your moon sign and who you get
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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2020 gothic
- you join a zoom call. everyone’s mic is muted, but no one is talking anyway. you stare at the squares with faces in them. which is your face? you can’t be sure.
- the news is full of numbers. you try to learn what they mean, but the articles are full of jargon from fields you have no experience in, and you swear the numbers change when you blink. 
- you wake up. you sleep. you wake up. you sleep. how many days was that? you have no idea.
- you go for a walk. a shadow follows you down the street, moving when you move, stopping when you stop. always the recommended six feet away.
- every day you get several emails from corporations you’ve never heard of. each company name sounds fake, too vague, too optimistic. “Stay healthy! :)” they say. “We’re committed to keeping you safe! You must stay healthy! We love you very much! We learned everything about you so we can keep you safe! Please believe us we love you so much we’ r e  , s 0Rry:):)):))”  You try to unsubscribe, but the link just takes you to a blank black webpage. Suddenly, you can make out your reflection in the screen. What’s that over your shoulder?
- you’ve been wearing the same clothes for days, but somehow there is laundry.
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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Honestly I hated having long hair. As a child, I had hair almost to my butt. Then...one day, my mom let me get it cut into a bob when my (emotionally abusive) dad was at an interview for a new company. I was maybe 11 or so? (Hard remembering exact age bc I blocked everything out) I don’t think I’ve had it long since. And in high school? Found out I’m trans. Discovered the label, found it fit (more or less. I now identify as nonbinary). And when I got into college and realize I didn’t need my mom to approve my hair because I was 18+ and had a job that I could use to pay with it... I felt more like myself than I had in years once all the hair was off.
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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Hey, guys. Anyone have recommendations for the best way to go about creating a new OC + tips for world building? I want to create an RP group on a website I go on, hoping to help people escape the madness. My basic idea involves “genetically different” individuals (superheroes. It’s superheroes) but I need to help the idea grow and evolve some? Idk.
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[INTERVIEW] Wonho’s Exclusive Interview with Dispatch
[Dispatch = Reporter Kim Soo-ji]
“In fact, I wasn’t at peace.”
I asked why.
“I know my fault...”
Wonho took out his past.
”Any words would only be excuses. I was wrong.“
He continued.
”So I did my best. So that I would never live like that again.“
Then he talked about his love for the fans.
“I have receive something that’s called love. So at least, I don’t want to disappoint them.”
Dispatch interviewed Wonho, who was active as Monsta X, in February, when the investigation of marijuana accusation was in action.
“Yes, I admit my past. I was childish. I am trying to not live like that. I only think about the other members, the group, our fans.”
And added. It was all a misunderstanding.
“I didn’t do marijuana. The police is currently investigating it. When my innocence is proven, please write my story.”
”I want to apologize and I want to clear the misunderstandings. And I want to earn apology.“ Then he told the story of his childhood.
◆ "Those days, I was unhappy”
A rental apartment in Sanbon-dong, Gunpo-si, Gyeonggi-do. A (small) living room and one room were all. There, he lived with his grandmother, father, mother and younger brother.
“Until I was 20, we lived in a small rented apartment. My grandma had the room so my father, my mother, me and my brother had to sleep in the living room together. I didn’t know it was poverty, back then.”
Then when he entered elementary school, he couldn’t get along with his friends. And he was bullied. He was made miserable, repeatedly. Wonho was a timid child with a lot of fears.
“One day they bullied me because I was dirty, the other day because I was boring. My friends hated me. To be honest this is a memory I don’t want to recall.
"In other words, I was an outcast. My house was not peaceful, either. Because my parents often fought. So I spent more time outside, everyday. Then I met some unfamiliar hyungs on the neighbourhood, and I followed them around.”
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�� “Being bad was better”
Then after that, no one bullied him. In fact, he felt like he was the one who scared them. And he said he liked how his friends felt uncomfortable with him.
“One day, I bumped with the friend who used to bully me. Unconsciously I flinched. But that friend said 'Hoseok, I’m sorry’ first.
Suddenly I felt good. I shouldn’t though..’ Wonho stopped being an outcast. But he wasn’t happy. And even his personality changed. It was when he was at the high school.
"That day too, my parents were fighting. I suddenly felt like I couldn’t breathe. I no longer saw hope (in my house). I left the house without any plan.
I didn’t know the price of a family back then.” The outside world was more dangerous. He met with new friends and things went awry. His friends received received punishment for special theft. Wonho was placed on probation.
“I don’t want to blame my friends. Because that was my choice too. I know it sounds like and excuse, but I was childish. It’s my fault. I did wrong. I’m sorry.”
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◆ “I have a dream”
Wonho’s teenage was empty. But then when he was at the second grade of high school he met Jung Daeun.
“We got close pretty soon. We became fitting model together. Daeun helped me a lot. She cheered me so I can dream my dream to become a singer.”
Before his 20s, Wonho, no, Hoseok was rough. He blamed the reality and went off the way. But after his 20s, Lee Hoseok, no, Wonho changed. He countered the reality and became better.
“I saw some friends who practiced like crazy. They were dreaming something called ‘dream’. I was ashamed. I lived only by blaming others.. So I promised. That I would not waste my life any longer.”
Then Wonho practiced day and night. He went to the company whenever he could. When he needed to practice alone, he would go to the emergency stairs and practiced there.
“With my fellow trainees I danced and sang over night. It wasn’t hard. Because I got the hope that 'there’s a future for me, too.’ I was happy. And I also really liked living together with them. I learned a lot for 4 years.”
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◆ "The past stood in the way”
Then he debut with Monsta X in 2015. He released 12 albums in Korea. America, Europe and Asia. It paid off. At the time, they ranked 39th in the 'Billboard’ Pop songs chart (2019). It was the third time in K-pop history.
And Wonho ran for the future too in 2019. But then his past tripped him. The accusation of debt, theft and even marijuana use in 2013.
“There’s my fault, but there’s a misunderstanding too. Of course it’s something I cant reverse. Being in a similar environment doesn’t mean that I go out of line too. I reflected a lot when I was under probation (for special theft).”
Wonho no longer gives excuses. He admits his past and he was sorry for it. But for the marijuana use, he strongly denied. He never touched any drugs at all.
“I admit the problem with my past. But what’s not is not. I never do marijuana. And I have explained this part clearly to the police.”
And after the investigation for more than 5 months, they released the statement that there’s no proof of him using marijuana. And they also investigated about the other drugs but there’s no proof either.
◆ “I didn’t want to hurt you”
Wonho left his group in October. “I was really doing my best to prepare for the new album. I really hate seeing Monsta X fall (because of me). I thought that dropping out sooner would be the path for the group to live. I wanted to block the damage as best as I could.”
One more, there’s Monbebe in his decision.
“I can talk about this confidently. After I met Monbebe, I changed a lot. I know how it felt to be loved. I want to live my life even better day by day.”
According to him, he only had Monbebe. His daily life was all about composing, working out and communication (with Monbebe). He actually talked with Monbebe for 3-4 hours during the world tour via V Live.
“Actually it’s the first time I ever felt those warmth. So I don’t want to disappoint them. I only want to do the things that the fans like. I want to return the love. But…”
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◆ "But I’m sorry”
He recalled his past and wondered what he could do. And the only answer was withdrawal. He thought that that would (at least) lessen the fans’ pain.
“I have promised a lot to my fans. I said I would always be by their side. I’m sorry I could only leave you like this. I live only by looking at you, though..”
Then he explained why he could only do that.
“I lived my past as Lee Hoseok, and now I live as Wonho. Is Wonho responsible for the things Hoseok did? I have to be. At the end, my past hurt you. I want to lessen your pain.”
Wonho didn’t go out of the house for a long time. He was afraid it would give damage to the people around him so he lived holding his breath. And then he was free from the accusation of marijuana. He said it was a relief.
“Even now I can’t forget my fans. Rather, I regret it. I should have treated you better. I just want to say I’m sorry, that’s why I did this interview.”
Translation by @nunudanaa Original article at Dispatch
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jacobsenia · 5 years ago
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Detective Mimikyu debut lasted only about 20 seconds
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short random comic idea
Infiltration complete. Mimikyu the master of disguise
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Nothing wrong here, it still Giovanni here guys. They’ll never know. Don’t run Persian.
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Yes, Rein is perfectly aware that his siblings and him have weird names. His parents were going for a theme. They were also picked out names like Autumn and Spring, but neither got used because his parents were struggling to conceive, and then his mother got too sick to have children and passed when Rein was fifteen.[ Rein and his Mimikyu “Sunshine (Sunny for short)” ]
My OC that I kinda made on a whim. More info about him and his team below
Basics
Rein Frei is a nonbinary trainer who responds to he/him and they/them pronouns. He’s very secretive, even going so far as to use a fake name whenever he gets caught trespassing by the police. At this point, he has a large file as “Ace Clera” - but his age changes with each arrest because he never says the true one.
Rein travels his region and nearby ones to take pictures and share them on his blog, called “Clear Skies.” It’s a play on his name being pronounced as “Rain.” However, he runs the blog under his pseudonym, Ace Clera, so that police can’t link it to him. He’s slowly working up the courage to go to Alola, but it’s pretty far from his home and he’s terrified of boats and water in general. Despite having his Gyarados Ryver to save him if something happens, he still gets nervous at the thought of drowning..
Main Team
“Ryver” - Gyarados - Female (caught as Magikarp while fishing as a child in the local river)
“Sparky” - Raichu - Male (caught as a Pichu, is one of Rein’s main companion Pokemon)
“Day” - Espeon - Male (got as an Eevee egg, brother of Night. A bit of a spoiled Prince)
“Cuddles” - Corviknight - Male (caught, is a huge cuddle bug. Rein caught him because he looked really cool and scary and named him Cuddles ironically, not knowing he’d actually become so cuddly)
“Sunshine” (Sunny when his brother isn’t around) - Mimikyu - Female (given as an egg by his brother, Sunny. Is Rein’s buddy at night when he sleeps. A total cuddlebug and lovebug. Rein likes to decorate Kit’s disguise)
“Rage” - Torracat - Male (given as an egg by his sister, Summer)
Family
Father / Erin Frei / (age unknown, presumed to be in his late sixties) / ex-Pokemon Professor (the only one in their small town) / Companion Pokemon: Leafeon (Autumn)
Mother / Felicity Clera / deceased / Companion Pokemon: Eevee (Hope) - now in the care of Sunny
Brother / Sunny / 31 / Trainer / Gave Rein the egg that would later hatch into Mimikyu (thus  Rein’s Mimikyu being named after his brother) / Often meets up with Rein during his travels to give gifts to Sunshine / Companion Pokemon: Arcanine (Fluffy)
Brother / Snow / 27 / Coordinator (and accidental Sneasel breeder) / Engaged to his fiance, Leo / Has given a Sneasel egg to each of his siblings / Companion Pokemon: Two Sneasels (Shadow [M] and Joy[F])
Future Brother-in-Law / Leo / 28 / Breeder (specifically cat-like Pokemon) / Engaged to Snow / Companion Pokemon: Pyroar (Pride[M])
Sister / Summer / 25 / Trainer / Aiming to be a gym leader one day / Infernape (Chimchee [M])
Other Pokemon
“Winter” - Sneasel - Female (given as an egg by his brother, Snow. Is a bit of an attention hog)
“Spring” - Bulbasaur - Male (got as an egg from a breeder while traveling shortly after his mom passed)
“Skye” - Dratini - Female (caught during travels. Is a bit of a scaredy cat)
“Night” - Umbreon - Female (got as an Eevee egg, sister of Day. A bit of a tomboy)
“Star” - Staryu - (genderless) (caught near the beach, is joked to be Rein 2.0 because of its lack of gender)
Dream Pokemon
Sylveon (the literal trans icon Pokemon)
Alolan Vulpix (IT’S SO CUTE) - can’t attain because he’s literally terrified of boats because WHAT IF HE DROWNS. It took all his willpower to travel outside his home region for the first time when he was seventeen.
Fun Facts
Rein is terrified of water (in terms of river/ocean/swimming). The closest he’s ever gotten is when fishing with his grandmother, which is how he caught Ryver. He was reluctant to keep a water type, he never wanted one, but his grandmother talked him into one. A few years later, a powerful storm hit. Rein went out trying to find his grandmother, who wasn’t at home, and ended up falling in the water. He’d have drowned if not for Ryver, who evolved while trying to rescue him.
Yes, Rein is perfectly aware that his siblings and him have weird names. His parents were going for a theme. They were also picked out names like Autumn and Spring, but neither got used because his parents were struggling to conceive, and then his mother got too sick to have children and passed when Rein was fifteen.
He has a weakness for cute Pokemon, but he tries to hide it so he can look “tough” and “cool.”
Rein hasn’t spoken to his father in four years, as his father spiraled after Rein’s mother passed. His father was once a respected professor, with his main now being a Leafeon named Autumn (the name Rein’s mother was going to give their next child)
 He often gets in reckless situations (including being near ruins when legendaries are present and almost getting crushed by debris or in the crossfire of attacks). He’s been lectured multiple times about this kind of behavior by Sunny, but he never listens because he wants to take amazing pictures
His last name for his fake persona (Ace Clera) was chosen because it’s his mother’s maiden name. “Ace” came from her childhood dreams of being an “Ace Trainer.” He’s saying he wants to be her dream.
He pretends to be an edgy boy, but c’mon guys...his dream Pokemon are Alolan Vulpix and Sylveon. He has a weakness for cute Pokemon (and cute things in general). He’s not edgy. Not at all.
He doesn’t like sweet things, because they hurt his teeth.
He doesn’t like being hugged without permission. He actually wears clothes that cover most of his body so that he doesn’t have to feel the contact of skin on skin. If someone tries to hug him, he’ll curl up in a ball or shrink to the ground and shout in terror (he can never get his voice up to a scream. If he’s frightened, he usually goes quiet)
Sometimes he forgets to remove his hood and mask after his “missions,” so people tend to think he looks like a shifty guy. It’s not uncommon, though, for some people to later spot him have a sudden character change the moment he sees a cute Pokemon
He doesn’t take on gym leaders because he’s terrified of crowds and doesn’t want to be watched.
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Supreme Leader of Evil - Submitted by 01bee11gem21
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