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If I were Aaron I wouldn’t be mad at Andrew for all the other stuff but I WOULD be mad that he’s the twin with the eidetic memory and he’s not even a med student like no way that didn’t piss Aaron off a little bit

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Unfortunately I’m going to get 1000x worse when TGR hits I’m sorry in advance

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It’s hilarious to me that you don’t realize until your second read of aftg that the funniest line of all is andrew saying to neil “you’ll just learn to do what I say”. Like I can’t read that now and not laugh tbh

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The funniest and greatest part of trc was going from blue’s pov (poly and raised in a commune) to ronan’s pov (catholic and insane). One chapter blue is like me and the boys are all in love with each other, the concept of having one true love is limiting because loving someone now doesn’t negate the love you might feel for someone else in the future, i can kiss my friends and be attracted to them without anything changing between us and next chapter you have ronan going if after i die my boyfriend likes someone else more than me or even the same amount as me i’m dreaming a bomb and blowing us all up.

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I fear that “he’ll submit if you tell him to” line was massively misinterpreted, because the point of that line was to show how fucked up the nest/the ravens/Jean’s existence there was, and everyone took it to mean he’s just naturally submissive. We see over and over and over again that he is not. He tells us he is not. Submission was demanded and required if he wanted to survive. The only time Riko lost interest in sending him off to those players was when he stopped fighting back. And I constantly see people say he won’t defend himself because of this, but we have seen it. He picked Lucas up by the throat and threw him on the floor.

I also do not get where this submission to Jeremy idea is coming from considering he argues with him the whole book, and then picks up Jeremy and throws him on the floor. The idea that this relationship will work if one half holds the power and the other half has none is crazy. The idea of taking the leash and handing it from Riko to Jeremy is crazy.

To me, Jean read like a inactive volcano about to blow. He wrecked Neil’s entire dorm with his bare hands. He constantly bites back thoughts of violence, and sometimes, biting them back is not enough. He put it in his contract, because “soon enough his nature would get the best of him”. He is angry and he is about to blow and I really cannot take this interpretation of him as this submissive little thing that the Trojans just push around. The point of this series is to give him back his voice. And if that voice is this angry, I cannot wait to see him snap.

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Jean calling Kevin beautiful is the realest thing he’s ever done like LOOK at that diva

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Andrew saying "maybe next year Coach will recruit a quiet child that won't bother anyone" and ending up with Neil is the most hilarious thing in whole aftg universe

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thinking of neil's pause before asking jean what happened to him in tsc. the five second window where he was probably like: "kevin might kill me for this but i think i might have to beat the shit out of jeremy knox if he's done something to jean."

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"here we go again"

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Wymack: dang I sure am glad I have Kevin to do press duty. Glad I can trust him not to say anything crazy like Neil.

*kevin about to pull I’ve Never Been Skiing*

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jean moreau. i am so proud i get to live to see the universe where YOU choose to live as well. literal tears.

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Not scared to show his face anymore 📸

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as soon as we enter december I will live in the constant fear the nora will just drop tsc2 (the golden raven) out of NOWHERE one day and I will have to simply forsake any obligations I have in life to read that book in one sitting (because I miss my emo french guy and his golden retriever love interest and the two lesbians that adopted them) and I will put in danger all my academic and work related commitments because I will just not be able to concentrate on any of them until I finish reading and I'm being super serious about this, not even kidding one bit

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based on nora's tweet

jean dying in every draft except this one

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When allison gets neil online, she starts sending him those posts that are like "just when you think you've hit rock bottom you wanna fuck a blonde guy" as a joke but neil doesn't think they're funny cause there's nothing wrong with loving andrew. He DOES however immediately forward them to katelyn

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Jean for the first half of the sunshine court

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Matt was the first one to make a promise to Neil, that he would protect him from the monsters until graduation. He gets Kevin off Neil during their first fight in the dorm. He protects Neil's things when Neil calls from Columbia. He waits up for Neil to come back from the first night practice with Kevin just to make sure he is unharmed. He saved Neil from Riko during the banquet since Andrew had his hands full with Kevin. I can keep going but my point is Matthew Boyd does not get enough love from this fandom!!!