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i am going to die of every cause in 15 seconds

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Can someone please escalate to management that "two biscuits while looking out the window" does not meet minimum operational requirements. For fuck's sake.

Digestive system request: please eat something today

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Foot report: little bit owie

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I hate eating. You might think I would like it because I am Not Thin. The issue is I can eat anything that can be set on autopilot, that's not eating, that's one line of task on loop that I don't have to engage with any more.

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finding out there's a frankenstein ballet and that it was in october of last year…DEVASTATING

look at this. look at these. im foaming at the mouth

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me recommending disco elysium: "it's going to be so uncomfortable. you play as the saddest alcoholic detective you've ever seen and you spend the first part of the game realizing how much you have fucked up before the start of the story. the humiliation can potentially kill you. the secondhand embarrassment might kill you as the player. kids on drugs will call you slurs. there are ghosts everywhere and the city is a ruin. it's also the most hopeful and poetic work of fiction i have ever experienced."

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I don't know what's worse, realising that fatigue now makes me uninterested in being a spreadsheet nerd using excel, or that I'm upset about losing that nerdy little delight

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Re: Transition

yes we are doing puberty again but do we really need to rearrange our pubes? Seems like a lot of effort for honestly no net benefit

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Digestive system request: please eat something today

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Nervously, I pull from the tarot deck. It’s the Nine of Clocks. My fate is revealed to me: It’s my bedtime, and I gotta go to sleeps

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FAO ALL

It is 3am, anyone care to explain?

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Wait don't touch that it's my emotional support clutter

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Could someone please explain the recent schedule changes? Energy regulation and daily task management skill were developed two decades ago and there have been no instructions from management to deviate from the current schedule.

There is no reason to be falling asleep at 6pm. Three days ago there was an unavoidable unscheduled outage at 11am.

Management has promised a no penalty approach if whoever is responsible can please come forward for diagnostic purposes, we can't afford this kind of dysregulation long term.

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Request from management

Does anybody know how to explain the thing where if you are thinking about something else or in a different state then none of your previous thought processes apply as you have entered an entirely new realm of existence and would have to return to he previous thought or state to recreate the original thought process?

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Digestive debugging underway, expect some loud noises for a while. No reason for concern at this stage (we hope).

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Tag Masterlist

ADHD tag

Chronic pain tag

Depression tag

Eating tag

Executive tag

Fatigue tag

HRT tag

IBS tag

Intrusive thoughts tag

Trans tag

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