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dash is dead reblog if you’re active nov 2021 i need mutuals
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skinny girl diet, abc diet, purple skinny diet
TW // diet
i want to try out one of these diets, but i dont know which one..
has anyone tried or is currently doing one of these?? what are your thoughts?? is it worth it??


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speaking it into existence
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
people will be shocked next time they see me
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does anyone else get the overwhelming feeling that they don’t belong, like i could be with my friends and be having a genuinely good time then all of a sudden i just need to isolate myself because i feel so out of control of what’s happening.
like for example; right now it’s 2:26 am, im at a party with a mix of people i love and barely know i was having a good time right until 12. i’m 10 miles away from home but i am desperate to leave at 3am and make the walk just so i can be at home. i guess burins the cals will do me good i’m just so tired of not being good enough, not being the funny friend, the pretty friend, the best friend, anything. i just feel like i’m nothing to nobody and my brain has convinced me i need to walk 10 miles away from my friends to make the feeling go away
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please please please can someone send me meanspo or sweetspo i’m loosing controll again and i hate it, i need to be back on track to fell good about myself. i can take meanspo but sweetspo works for me too.
i would be so grateful, please. ❤️
#anamia#miaa#thinsppi#eating disoder things#anorexik#anarexx#disordered eating#lose weight#sweetspiro#meanspp#meanspir0
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Does anyone else ever get this overwhelming urge to just leave? Like everything can be going fine or you could be enjoying yourself and suddenly for no reason all you want is to go and not be there anymore, and there's nowhere specific you want to go, you don't want to go home and you don't want to go to a friend's house or anything, like there's a ghost place that you can't quite grasp and that's the only place you could feel whole....
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my diy diet pill recipe 🌶🌿💊
it changes a lot bc of whatever research I’ve done and what vibes I’m feeling but here are some ingredients I use in mine:
cayenne pepper (a must)
cinnamon (a must)
ground pepper (a must)
^ these three are the holy trinity! if you’re only gonna use three ingredients, make it these!
🌶 some more add ons if you’re feeling spicy:
turmeric (must use with ground pepper, otherwise it won’t have the same benefits because of how they work together)
ginger powder
matcha (can be substituted for crushed up green tea if you don’t have matcha but matcha is ideal)
garlic powder
onion powder
cardamom
cumin
parsley
rosemary
mustard seed
🌶 aaanndd I think that’s everything. what I do is I put all these ingredients in pretty equal parts into a small bowl and stir until it’s all mixed evenly. then I add a little bit of water (but you can use ACV (I think), lemon juice, green tea, coffee, etc instead/ in addition to) and stir and keep that up until it’s sorta doughy/ batter-y. then I take tiny pill sized pinches of it and shape it into a ball shape and put it on a sheet of tin foil to dry. I let them dry overnight and voila! in the morning they’re set!
🌶 another way you can do this is by buying empty gelatin pill capsules and not wetting the mixture and just putting it in the capsules instead!! if you can afford them, I highly recommend this method because you can fit more of the mixture in, and it won’t taste as bad going down. bc lemme tell you, these taste nasty as fuck but they do help to burn fat and boost metabolism in a healthy way.
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just ordered clothes in a size down to motivate me to keep going and get back on track, the delivery takes 2 weeks so that’s my time frame abc and liquid fasts it is :)
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liquid diet for the next 3 days, (not quite fasting because i’m going to allow myself low cal soup), wanting to loose 5lbs by the weekend :) let me know how this has worked for anyone else
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summer thinspo
#anamia#miaa#thinsppi#eating disoder things#anorexik#anarexx#model thin#disordered eating#anorexx#lose weight#just ed things#thinspo skinny#thinspo#thinspiracja
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Discipline. Discipline. Discipline. You have to be disciplined to achieve your goals. Don’t keep anything/anyone around that would tempt you to stray off the path to your goal.
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honestly feel like every other tall girl is skinny, why am i not skinny?? who the hell wants to be tall and fat.
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