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"Please" Damn, this boys got it down!! 😆

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Nephew Jack!

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In Colorado once more! I'm here for another 3 days. I love being here. Family is the best for a depressed soul! ☺️

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Just got done walking. Waiting in the truck with the A/C. Hot puppy!

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Is it foolish. . .

. . .to say that some are new to the whole relationship scene? Is it foolish to say that the feelings now apparent are brokenness? Uncertainty? Devastation? 

Is it foolish to say one feels like blaming themselves for the way things turned out even though the evidence shows that they’re not the one to blame? 

Is it foolish to still hope that things are just misunderstandings and things will go back to normal in a couple days? 

Is it foolish to feel this way? Even though the relationship was never established, but heavily implied? 

Is it foolish? 

Am I the foolish one? 

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Does it matter that my company is finding less and less value in the things I do? I feel like I've given a good amount of value to this company and yet I overhear bashing of things I've set up electronically with the people who then okay'd it, but are now bashing it. I've been wondering for a while now if this job is worth keeping...I love the clients (some of them) I love my patients (all of them), but sometimes that just isn't enough...especially when your ego gets bruised... This sucks (Advice is appreciated always! ❤️)

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You’re scared to tell people how much it hurts, so you keep it all to yourself.

(via neuroticdream)

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I don't complain often...

...but when I do, it's almost always valid. Of course, everyone who complains says that. They're feelings are valid because they are their feelings... My complaint is this: Life feel numb to me. Things don't excite me anymore. Things that ought to excite me don't. Is this really what depression is after a while? Not being able to feel anything instead of being sad/depressed? (Like the fucking name?!) Life is lonely. Life is sad. But I can't even have that. And I don't know why. I don't even fucking know why. I'd say it's scary, but I don't even feel the fear. What the fuck is wrong with me?

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Stupid turtle 🐢 We found her in the street and she almost got ran over. Thankfully we knew just the place! The river! Happy mating season, Miss Turtle! LOL!

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Oh those eyes!!!

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Kittens!!

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Work away from work! 😍🐶❤️

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So y'all might remember the post by a wildlife rescue about a baby pigeon they’re planning on releasing. The wonderful @baileythecookie is completely willing to take the baby in, but this is the response that we got. I figure the best way to go forward is to give them sources to show what they’re saying is wrong, which can be rather difficult considering the lack of information out there (which is largely the reason behind this kind of thing.) @ramseyringnecks if you’d like to add to this I’d appreciate it!

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Friday Night. . .

with sis, the dogs, a stupid movie we watched when we were younger, and pizza!! Best shit ever! LOL! 

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Rajah found her way into my scrub bottoms and scrub top. She gave me the “please don’t go to work…stay and cuddle with me.” look this morning and it absolutely broke my heart! 😖😭😫 Cuddles tomorrow…I promise. 😚🤣

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For those of you...

...that like country music: https://youtu.be/chf5gj0HCqg

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So. . .

Found this bitchin’ song today. . .really like it! 

J.Cole - G.O.M.D (Sickick remix) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DLCLgo5MpQ

Enjoy it, like I have!