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Intusrace

is a term for when one's internal self and outer self do not align race wise. This is an umbrella term that describes all intusui experiences that involves race in some way, real or fictional.

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Intuspointear

an intusui term for when ones internal self has pointed ears, while their external self does not.

Tag List: @radiomogai

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Intusintersex

an intusui term for when ones internal self is intersex, a different variation of intersex, etc. from their external self.

Tag List: @radiomogai

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Hey. We're no longer supporting Esoteriea due to the coiner's ableism. I'm not gonna deal with any discourse about it; also bear with us while we adjust to the new term we'll be using (Intusui)

-Anti

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Headmate Intro - Anti

The name's Antisepticeye, though everyone just calls me Anti fer short cuz it's easier. I currently don't really have a 'role'. S'not like we need em anyways. We are a relatively young system so whatever.

My pronouns are He/they/it/xe/glitch

I'm largely ageless cuz I'm a weird fuckin' glitch entity-thing. Do NOT refer to me as human in any way.

I'm a fictive of the one and only Antisepticeye, although I don't have any memories or feelings towards current lore Anti (Basically before C!Jack was retconned at before Anomaly Found n stuff). Basically, that's not me and I'd be uncomfortable if ye insinuated it was/is.

Kintypes

Otherkintypes

Internetkin / Digitalkin / Techkin

.exe kin / creepypastakin

Demon kin (Non-religious) / 'entity'kin (These are kinda vague on purpose)

Internal IDs - Pointed ears,

This intro is subject to change.

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Happy Birthday to us!!

-Wilbur

We just turned 18 today!!!! (23/11 AEST)!!!

-Sebastian

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We just turned 18 today!!!! (23/11 AEST)!!!

-Sebastian

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Hi, I just wanted to thank you because this blog was the final thing to get me to leave the Radqueer community. Beforehand, I was so afraid of leaving the community because I was afraid I wasn't going to be accepted anywhere else. Thanks to you and your blog, I left the community and feel so much better about being on Tumblr.

That's wonderful to hear!!! I'm so glad I was able to help you feel accepted! Whatever new communities you join will be lucky to have you :D

This made me really really happy shdfjsdjdhj

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WOE; YAPPING BE A UPON YE

{{You know what I wanna see in the future?

I wanna see Actor Mark being scary, like actually threatening.

I'm not saying I don't enjoy his shenanigans are they are currently, but after the release of 'Damien' I've been dying to see more of the energy he carried in that bit.

He doesn't really seem to have limits on what he's willing to do as a means to get what he wants. And what he wants is nothing more than control after having no say in the events that triggered the butterfly effect that lead to his downfall.

He's uncompromising and unable to see reason because he wholeheartedly sees himself as the victim in this story. The thing that makes that facet of his personality work so well is because he's actually right in a sense.

He was fucked over at every possible avenue, and while in some cases, like his divorce, he's surely not completely innocent of his role in degrading the relationship. But with that being said, if your spouse ran off with your childhood friend using your money to fund their affair. While said spouses brother. Who you're also friends with, ghosts you after you funded and helped his political campaign during the situation, meanwhile providing no support, I'm guessing you'd be pretty upset to, I know I'd be

And to me that's what makes him scary, if that even makes sense-. The fact that he's not without a cause.

But I'm getting side tracked here, because it's not just his personality and motives I want to see more of. I think he should look just as off-putting as he acts

He's a dead man walking around in a stolen body. He's a bastard out of time yet stuck in the past, and I think he should look it. Almost like Dark in a sense, if you wanna make a comparison, but instead of color you have a man who looks like he just crawled out of a silent film. Perhaps as time goes on he just starts to degrade more and more untill he starts residing in the uncanny valley in a way not even stage makeup cold pull off.

There's so much potential here and I can't wait to see where this shit goes next. Because he's off parole now, he's out there somewhere..

When will my husband return from the war, yada yada, ect.-.....}}

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We think you're so cool and being open about not only being a system but having theriotypes? That's so awesome! It helps us feel better about having our kintypes!

-Sebastian (Proxy-Homestick System)

This is genuinely so nice to hear! Yeah, both being a system and our kintypes, both therian and fictionkin, are so important to us, so we love having a place we can be open about all of it! This was so nice to read, thank you for the ask!! /gen - Jasper

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It's weird being a Sean factive and having a headmate who's an Anti fictive. Especially when said fictive has source memories that don't line up with yours.. Very strange!

-Sean

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Wilbur: "I'm going to co-front with you at work and help!"

Wilbur, at work: *Dramatically sings along with literally every song that comes on the radio while I'm restocking*

Wilbur, at work: *Judges every single customer from co front while I'm trying to serve them*

-Sebastian

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Bouncy animation go brrr

-Sebastian

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Thinking about him 😌😅

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As a (likely Front-Locked) Host of a system that has only been truly explored for two months, sometimes I feel like it's all fake and I'm delusional- or that I'm making this all up, and the others aren't real (even though- I've had cases where two different headmates have co-fronted at different points as in, I still felt like myself, but I did feel like them as well and I knew they were not me, so it definitely felt real at those times), and I'm so scared- because I like all of them, but what if it's not real... on the other side, why can't anyone else front more and why can't I hear them more often unless I focus on it and that just makes me feel like a fake more and I don't understand what a headspace is- is it the void I can imagine in my head that they're talking in when I hear their voices and see them in as well as one of them constantly sitting down on a chair in the void- is that what a headspace is? I don't know, and it all scares me.

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I drew Damien!!! I haven't drawn in a while but I decided I wanted to draw Dames because he's one of my favourites :D

-Sebastian

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Okay, I am putting a stop to it. We will not be talking about Astro here any longer. Malachite got triggered to front because of it and while she did calm down and is now relaxing in headspace, we do not want that to occur again. So we will not be sharing anything else about Astro, and please do not mention him to us. If you remember, it would be appreciated if you put #taggingforcrystalcluster on your posts about him if we are moots, as we will be filtering that tag. If you don't remember, don't worry we will also be filtering his name in general, but yes. We do not want Mal getting triggered again. - Pearl