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OKAY,,, i kinda remade elijah but im only following a few people for now bc anxiety ✨ as im trying to get back into the swing of things

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❝   no .    ❞    it’s  out  of  his  mouth  before  he  can  think  better  of  it,  before  he  can  regret  ever  having  wanted  it.  here  is  elijah:   honey - soaked  and  lonely,  asking  for  a  reprieve.  here  is  ariel:   being  all - too - willing  to  offer  it.  he  shouldn’t,  not  really,  his  heart  isn’t  in  this  as  deeply  as  it  should  be,  as  deeply  as  he  wants  it  to  be;  but  elijah  is  here,  and  ariel  doesn’t  want  him  to  go.  subtly,  he  shifts  his  feet  to  angle  the  blanket  over  elijah’s  missing  shirt,  mouth  quirking  into  a  lazy  grin.     ❝   i  don’t  know.  you’ll  just  have  to  stay  here ,  i  guess .    ❞

elijah hopes the relief isn’t too apparent, already too uneasy by the simple thought of asking to stay. but it’s there regardless, tension dropping and a new ease settling onto features. the distance is there still, barely noticeable, but elijah isn’t blind to uneven feelings, only more the willing to pretend he is. “ guess we can’t have me walkin’ around like that. ” there’s no protest left in him, plopped back down onto the mattress with a sigh, as if giving into something he hadn’t hinted at himself. “ looks like you’re stuck with me for a little longer. ”

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a bunny with a bunny ! U^ x ^U

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secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

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hi take a look at my opens maybe ✨

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‵ … ｂｏｄｙ and 𝘴 𝘰 𝘶 𝘭 . t͖͖̠̬͛w̡̻̻̣͚̒̀ͅo͙͙̙̘̙ͤͫ͞  𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 things . ′

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open : any / mutuals / prompt source.

“ do you want me to go ? ” they usually do, and elijah has little say when in someone else’s bed, something odd in the lingering around. it might be clear, eyes just a little too wide, that he doesn’t want that to be the case. there’s something particularly disheartening about being pushed away, though hasn’t stopped him from doing the same to others, craving company for a just a bit longer. “ just, like, give me a sec. I can’t find my shirt. ”

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reblog this and make a post with 🐻 to let your mutuals comment nice things about you and/or your portrayal on!

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03/06/21 Soobin’s Tweet

수빈입니다! 첫 음방 엠카에 나왔어요 ㅎㅎ 어땠나요! 아직 많이 남았으니까 계속 응원해주고 ㅎㅎ 내일 뮤뱅도 꼭 챙겨보기요 모아들~

#TOMORROW_X_TOGETHER #수빈 #SOOBIN

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It’s Soobin!

We did our first music show performance on M Countdown hehe How was it!

There’s still a lot left so keep cheering us on hehe 

Make sure to watch Music Bank tomorrow MOAs~

#TOMORROW_X_TOGETHER #수빈 #SOOBIN

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oka y i think im gonna clean out my following list bc i Think maybe its stressing me out a lil bdkfgdf

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ok pnc, guess i'll just die then!!

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giggly soobin !

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✰ * º ❛ pretty little liars quotes ask meme. ❜

‘  two people who love each other that much should be together.  ’ ‘  you can tell a lot about a person by their shoes.  ’ ‘  i’m fine. nobody really cares anyway.  ’ ‘  i can’t go around without a phone! that’s like going around without a brain.  ’ ‘  if there is someone in your life who cares about you then i’m happy for you, no matter who they are.  ’ ‘  i’m going to listen to every sad song i’ve ever downloaded on repeat.  ’ ‘  who cares how a cell divides? it just does.  ’ ‘  you lied to me, so i don’t trust you.  ’ ‘  you’re not lying – you’re just pre-telling the truth.  ’ ‘  people change, okay? they grow.  ’ ‘  oh god! i look like a demented creamsicle.  ’ ‘  we need some bubbly.  ’ ‘  did i mess it up even more?  ’ ‘  i’m tired of thinking about things.  ’ ‘  i wish people would be more specific with their clues.  ’ ‘  great. everyone’s got a life except for me.  ’ ‘  i miss how easy things used to be.  ’ ‘  you deserve way better.  ’ ‘  i just can’t talk about this anymore.  ’ ‘  fool me once, shame on you. and fool my best friend, you’re dead freakin’ meat.  ’ ‘  i swear to god i will rip your head off!  ’ ‘  you’re not allowed to look at me like that.  ’ ‘  you know what they say about hope: it breeds eternal misery.  ’ ‘  that’s immortality, my darlings.  ’ ‘  you think you know people… and then they surprise you.  ’ ‘  i’m getting really tired of losing people.  ’ ‘  what are you doing here? i almost killed you!  ’ ‘  you almost killed me, with a furry pink lamp?  ’ ‘  you don’t have to feel this way.  ’ ‘  you’re gone and i’m so over missing you.  ’ ‘  you were the best friend i ever had, and that meant a lot to me. you meant a lot to me.  ’ ‘  you were also the worst enemy i every had… and i can’t believe it took me this long to realize that.  ’ ‘  when i hide something, it stays hid.  ’ ‘  pretending not to love you was the hardest thing i’ve ever done.  ’ ‘  are you pregnant?  ’ ‘  we get it. we understand you have a boyfriend. we’ve all had them.  ’ ‘  is that a gay thing?  ’ ‘  you think the truth is some big, shiny disco ball of purity? then go ahead and try it.  ’ ‘  be honesty. see where it gets you.  ’ ‘  we’re your friends, we’re not your punching bags.  ’ ‘  i know you don’t want a friend right now, but that doesn’t mean your friends don’t need you.  ’ ‘  why enjoy today when you could be worrying about tomorrow!  ’ ‘  when has being dishonest ever helped me, or you, or anyone?  ’ ‘  i really don’t let myself cry in front of anybody.  ’ ‘  i wasted so much time on you.  ’ ‘  one wrong move and we all go up in flames.  ’ ‘  she was a stranger… and i buried her alive.  ’ ‘  i’m starting to think that bitch has superpowers.  ’ ‘  aren’t you sick and tired of being you?  ’ ‘  i’m pretending to be someone else.  ’ ‘  you’re always better off with a really good lie.  ’ ‘  girls fight much dirtier than boys.  ’ ‘  i screwed up on a global scale.  ’ ‘  the stupid brain is small, but it’s willy.  ’ ‘  does that mood have to do with the party that we’re not going to tonight?  ’ ‘  i wouldn’t go to that party if you paid me.  ’ ‘  i have never seen you turn down free food and a chance to dress up.  ’ ‘  don’t have any fun without me.  ’ ‘  don’t touch me.  ’ ‘  and now, i just really want to be happy.  ’ ‘  keep your mouth shut unless you wanna go back to spending weekends with dance dance revolution and a bag of chips.  ’ ‘  if i accept you, everybody does.  ’ ‘  why does every woman think that she can change a guy?  ’ ‘  shy on the streets, sexy in the sheets.  ’ ‘  you clearly don’t know me that well.  ’ ‘  this isn’t yahtzee, sweetie. this is some seriously messed up stuff.  ’ ‘  friends share secrets. that’s what keeps us close.  ’ ‘  i hear breakup sex is the best.  ’ ‘  do i look dead to you?  ’ ‘  you deserve an oscar for that performance.  ’ ‘  you are the queen of not helping.  ’ ‘  it was like my heart just stopped. and i felt that way for a very long time, until you.  ’ ‘  everything i have done was to protect you.  ’ ‘  you gave someone a second chance. that’s never stupid.  ’ ‘  i need to stop caring.  ’ ‘  could you, like, not be here?  ’ ‘  how do i say this without sounding rude?  ’ ‘  why are you still hating on me?  ’ ‘  i need to learn to stop caring.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to be here anymore. is that legitimate enough?  ’ ‘  i stopped worrying about me a long time ago.  ’ ‘  i decided i didn’t want to be a victim anymore. that’s not who i am.  ’ ‘  that’s what’s so great about friends. they’re not your family. they accept you for who you are.  ’ ‘  all good things must come to an end.  ’ ‘  i made a terrible mistake and i need you.  ’ ‘  don’t you shut me out too.  ’ ‘  the rich girls steal, the pretty girls lie, the smart girls play dumb, and the dumb girls spend their days trying to be all of the above.  ’ ‘  i feel like i only exist in half of your life and that’s not good enough for me.  ’ ‘  trust me, you’re not the first person to hurt me and you’re certainly not the last.  ’ ‘  there’s a difference between being honest and being suicidal.  ’ ‘  assume it’s me… you know, sluttin’ it up!  ’ ‘  you’re leaving because it’s easier to walk away than to fight for what you really want.  ’ ‘  we all get it wrong sometimes.  ’ ‘  am i just destroying everything that i touch?  ’ ‘  for the record, if you hurt her, i will crush your scones.  ’ ‘  friends don’t let friends sneak into insane asylums alone.  ’ ‘  the more i see of men, the more i want to get a dog.  ’ ‘  i would ditch school for a hangnail.  ’ ‘  say it enough and you’ll actually start to believe it.  ’ ‘  what the hell just happened?  ’ ‘  i’m sorry, okay? i’m not perfect.  ’ ‘  nothing works under water. it’s a scientific fact.  ’ ‘  i think you’re the one who needs a trip to oz. see if the wizard can find you a heart.  ’ ‘  sometimes you poke the bear and sometimes the bear pokes you.  ’ ‘  i was always a romantic.  ’ ‘  wow, that was an eleven letter word.  ’ ‘  right, yeah. we’re all one big happy family, i forgot.  ’ ‘  we’re being mocked by a damn cartoon.  ’ ‘  i was saying that facetiously.  ’ ‘  i was cutting a carrot and the knife slipped.  ’ ‘  wait, why am i beeping? i haven’t even stolen anything yet!  ’ ‘  i wanted to be spontaneous.  ’ ‘  you’re not spontaneous. you make a pinterest board before you change your nails.  ’ ‘  hey, i wear three inches or i wear nothing.  ’ ‘  be careful! and wear sensible shoes!  ’ ‘  i don’t need things to get any weirder.  ’ ‘  it’s a funeral, not a nicki minaj concert.  ’ ‘  so what, i can’t dance on his grave?  ’ ‘  just promise me you won’t do anything stupid.  ’ ‘  you’re not going to lose me. i promise, okay? i love you.  ’

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# firstexperiment  / /   independent , selective , original character . created by yomi , 21 , est .

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morning after starters

“  last night was nice.  ” “  lets do this again some time.  ” “  i’ll leave my number.  ” “  i gotta go, sorry.  ” “  can’t you at least stay for breakfast?  ” “  i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere.  ” “  next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first.  ” “  if we do this again you better buy me dinner first.  ” “  i don’t think my legs work again yet.  ” “  i don’t wanna get up.  ” “  no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers.  ” “  there’s no way i can hide these marks…  ” “  this was probably a mistake.  ” “  this can’t happen again.  ” “  you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.  ” “  are you watching me sleep?  ” “  you look cute all frazzled like this.  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed.  ” “  something wrong? ” “  i’d stay if i could, i promise.  ” “  so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “  i made breakfast.  ” “  how do you take your coffee?  ” “  fuck! i’m late—  ” “  did you turn the alarm off?  ” “  if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window.  ” “  i can’t find my shirt.  ” “  babe, we slept in.  ” “  i know you’re awake.  ” “  i’ll stay.  ” “  why don’t you stay?  ” “  i like waking up with you.  ” “  i like having you here at night.  ” “  you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this.  ” “  so when are we gonna actually go on a real date?  ” “  do i smell bacon?  ” “  you made pancakes?  ” “  come on, come back to bed.  ” “  you weren’t there when i woke up.  ” “  i thought you left.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ” “  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ” “  you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool.  ” “  you talk in your sleep, ya know.  ”  

ACTIONS:  1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them  6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood  10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral  11. for lazy morning sex  12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare  13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home  15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before  

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thinking abt a reincarnation concept for eli but i cant get past just the Always Drowning part </3