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Me if I don’t reach my gw by the end of the month :

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Sucking in on the scale because if I feel skinnier I’ll weigh less 🧮✨

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Painting is the best bcs I’m so busy painting everyone a Christmas gift I’m not even hungry at all! All I can think about is painting and how happy everyone will be to get personalized paintings on Christmas !

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Eating thinspo for dinner tn ✨

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Thought of yall

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I feel like every emotion at the same time rn like all of the emotions from inside out are screaming pressing buttons at the same time idek what is going on but I’m just gonna turn it off

I’m glad I’ve been able to lose almost 20lbs and focus more on my 3d but at what cost

The worst fkn part is that I feel like I look exactly the same

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IVE BEEN SAYING THISSSZS

you can’t say to anyone outside of this community you’re actively trying to be underweight lol

they would assume you’re insane

sad truth is— if there was no middle ground at all, between underweight and obese, everyone would choose to be underweight

ayee just sayin

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I've been at this long enough to feel the difference between "burning fat stores" hungry and "used to eating at this time" hungry and "need a specific nutrient" hungry etc etc and that is WILD to me

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My disorder thrives off of alcohol caffiene and carb b1nges here and there

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To be skinny

is to be art

and to be art

is to be beautiful

and to be beautiful

is to be adored

I want to be a walking art piece

(Made on 📌)

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Only 4n4 can fix me

Not my pixxx I made this from pintrest

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Me after a long few days of f4sting and then having one beer