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Sorry I haven’t been active in a while but dang y’all really blew up that one post thank you !

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this but both me and my metabolism are suprised 😭

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I’m plateauing guys 😭 I’ve been stuck at 127-130 for the past week I wanna give up so bad but Halloween is coming up and I wanna be a skeleton 😁😭😁

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I am irked I am shocked I am DISGUSTED

I just got this new scale bc my other one was trash

It comes with an app which is cool but what is 25.4% b°dy f4t “ acceptable” bitch what ? ACCEPTABLE? I’m bout to fight

Also good thing my ugw is 95 bc it wants me to be 97

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I broke my fast yesterday bc my boyfriend made me a sandwich and I didn’t wanna be rude and not eat it. I ate half and some carrots w hummus.

On the post I said I was gonna f4st until the 28th I actually meant the 29th.

Im gonna see mastodon and lamb of god so I’m super exciteddd

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I’m so strssed bc I finally applied for Medicaid but even still I have to wait 45 whole days to get my meds and in those meds is my @dder@ll and that’s always what helped me lose the most the fastest. Not only was I not hungry but I was ready to do math problems, clean the house, get my life together, and fix every problem I’ve ever had.

These 45 days will be hell knowing I could be on my @dderall already but I’m still waiting for the acception into the program and also I have to find a doctor and an appointment.

It would also be cool to get back on some mood stablilizers and sleeping pills bc it’s bout time I get my moods in order esp since my boyfriend is so perfect and doesn’t deserve to deal with my bipolar ass

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Just started reading Wintergirls and oh my god I am sucked into it like my st0mach in progress pictures

If you have any other book suggestions pls pls let me know

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I’ve lost 10 Ibs since I started like a weekish ago 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

I am so excited and happy

I’m gonna f4st harder until the 28th we are going to a concert :3 maybe my th1gh g4p will start spreading a bit more by then 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

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This is your reminder to take the stairs if you can :)

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I made this playlist to help me focus on the feeling of being sk1nny, how I felt when I was at my lw. The feeling of my b0nes poking at my sk1n. My sk1n felt so t1ght and I felt like I could fly away. Slowly but surely im getting back to that place.

Ifs still in progress but I thought I’d share

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Girlies don’t forget to take your vitamins!

Here are a few vitamins that I swear by:

Fenugreek

Fenugreek is my favorite it’s honestly so neat

It helps with removing b3lly f4t and bloating by helping you pøøp

It makes your Boøbs grow if you’re up for that

But best of all, it makes your sweat and your cøøchie smell and taste like maple syrup !

Some people may be allergic to this one and also don’t take too much at one time ts is powerful, it starts working 24-72 hours after you first take it

Biotin

I like the olly gummies because they’re fun

But seriously if we could stop our hair from falling out permanently we should at least try

It also helps with nails and skin so go off

Magnesium

Ts has me sleeping like I did when I was f4t after a b1g b4cked serving of biscuits and gravy AND it helps me p00p in the morning bye bye bl0ating

Vitamin B12

This is the vitamin that you get from eating red meat. It helps a lot with getting hangry or just anxiety. It helps your brain create dopamine/ serotonin which are the happy hormones.

I’ll be adding to this list as time goes on and I find more vitamins to reccomend

Please comment if you have any suggestions 🖤

The calories In supplements don’t count 🖤 stay safe

These are just the vitamins that I take. I’m not a doctor.

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screaming crying throwing up and dying bc same

crying while looking at pictures of me when i was sk1nny and thought i looked like a whale

now i actually look like a whale and am using my old self as th1nsp0

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I literally refuse to acknowledge the amount of cal in alcohol

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Repost if you're an active ED Blog In August 2024

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Some one said their life had improved a lot since they returned to their 3d and I can conquer

I’ve been a lot more productive and It’s really like shifted my mindset a lot since I feel like I have so much more control.

Physically seeing my productivity and also feeling my clothes fit løøser has given me a serious energy boost.

Not to mention I’ve been 34ting better than an entire plate of pizza rolls for dinner every night 😅

I’ve been living life a lot more intentionally