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this scene redraw by 19regrets... I can't get over it

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Everyone: I love you, Serge

Serge: thank you.

Gilbert: what?

Serge: i love you, Gilbert. You are the most beautiful flower to ever bloom in my life, my chapel angel, mon cheri, my- *continue yapping*

(Tons of love and stars, yet bro was down so bad for Gilbert. He marries Irene just because she resemble Gilbert-)

Did you figure it out…?

Throughout the story, Serge's flirtations are endless. Most girls fall for him…even though school’s boys as well. He steal almost everyone’s heart

His flirts and the people who smitten him

• Angeline (she was already his ex-fiancee)

• Patricia (she was smitten since they met in Pascal’s home)

•Camille (before Gilbert, Serge was the first person she solicits.)

•Marelli (it was obvious from the first sight)

•Pauline (she blushed as soon as she saw him)

•And Serge’s several piano students…

•Sebastien (Serge became popular at school from day one. In this case, he stole Sebastien's heart first. Pascal called him Gilbert's rival)

•Carl (after Gilbert, probably he might loves Serge secretly. Sebastien said as well)

•Kurt (he always jealouses a lot him from Gilbert. Also they came close to blows cause of Gil, maybe you may remember from OVA)

•Rosemarine (he said he was a pretty boy when he first laid eyes on him. And he was also a bit of a mess when it came to Serge. The last time he confessed was when he helped him elope with Gilbert. While it was probably a friendly affection, perhaps there was more in his heart for Serge)

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Gilbert be like:

*winding up my metal baseball bat*

BE...

*smashes it into your skull cutely*

NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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If Serge and Gilbert were real people, historians would claimed them as close, personal friends.

Historians be like:

In the annals of social circles, the connection between Serge Battour and Gilbert Cocteau has long been chronicled as a robust friendship, a bond marked by deep mutual respect and an extraordinary level of companionship.

Historians agree that they shared a rare, almost seamless compatibility, one that, while outwardly platonic in nature, contained nuances of a more profound emotional intimacy. Letters, now preserved in archives, show them confiding in one another on matters both personal and philosophical, suggesting a trust that went beyond the common ties of friendship. In their era, such closeness was not uncommon among dear friends, though the tenderness they displayed may hint at layers of affection not immediately visible to those around them.

Indeed, some whispers among those familiar with both of them at the time implied that their connection might have transcended friendship. Yet, as recorded by historians, their relationship remained enshrined in public memory as an enduring friendship—perhaps with undertones that only they fully understood.

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Actually, I think Gilbert would've love "Love Story" by Indila especially the orchestra ver

(He's gonna imagine himself with Serge running hand in hand on a greenfield)

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Actually, I think Gilbert would've love "Love Story" by Indila especially the orchestra ver

(He's gonna imagine himself with Serge running hand in hand on a greenfield)

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This page gets me every DAMNNNN TIMEEEE

(But when Gilbert's gone, Serge also gone)

i'm sorry but kazeki volume 17 never fails to KILL ME like i'm sorry but imagine being serge, and realizing way too late that the life you two were trying so hard to build is draining because some people took advantage of how unstable you were

and then, when he finally gets a moment with gilbert, he realizes that he's dead, he's gone.

it's the end of gilbert running away, it's the end of a cycle of drugs and abuse and blood and pain, all that's left is a body that serge doesn't even get to mourn because it was taken away, again, by auguste. auguste keeps haunting them even if they're far away, even in death gilbert can't get a break, and at the end of the day he was back at square one

all that happened in the last 3-4 years was for nothing, because gilbert died and serge was left all alone again, except now a part of himself is gone alongside gilbert, gilbert is gone but so is serge's youth, his innocence, his last bits of love taken away

don't even get me started on gilbert, he understood that letting serge know was an issue, and he was trying so hard to reclaim his autonomy at first by calling out people who treated him the wrong way, he was trying to get back what auguste and everyone stole from him, but literally everyone around him makes him do otherwise, he's not an adult, he's a boy, he's a child, they were 15 years old when they escaped and 16-17 when volume 17 started, they're kids, gilbert had no saying in what happened.

he never meant to do this much harm

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My man clean Gilbert's corpse after the incident to make sure he still look beautiful and talk to him even if he know damn well Gilbert couldn't hear him.

My french boys, i hate them so much *cry*

thinking about how serge was the one who got to clean gilbert's corpse after the incident and his first instinct was to start talking to him (as if explaining the process would put gil at ease????) even if he knew gilbert couldn't hear him. not only that but he ALSO made sure to make gilbert look beautiful ... my toxic doomed yaoi ... ough

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!

😋👉👈

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“This may have not been a good place to you, but to me, this place is comforting. It's where I found you.”

Serge got that rizz

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I keep thinking about it everytime I re-read the whole story (which traumatized me wmehehehehehehe) that Gilbert loves Serge and cares about him 'more' than 'anything', but due to that fuckass Auguste, he's scared to the death.

i still can't stop thinking about how gilbert was able to mask his fear for auguste for a whole decade, and then when he finally shows it (because that's the normal reaction) auguste is so fucking giddy trying to break him even more because of pure jealousy.

it's shown that the last time he truly feared auguste was when he was 5, and then he got attached to auguste because he needed that care and warmth even if he didn't provide him with it. it was just a child's survival mechanism kind of.

then, after auguste finds out about his relationship with serge (this is after MONTHS of trying to undo years of damage and abuse and manipulation) he has an insane dilemma because "he loves both of them" ... thing here is, i'm pretty sure he's just scared of auguste and what he could do to serge if he chooses serge over him. there's also this whole scene after his suicide attempt where he's still in shock, only seeking and accepting serge rather than begging to have auguste sitting by him to comfort him ...

and like, we've seen gilbert getting sick over the thought of serge getting beaten up at school because of him in volume 15 ... so we know he cares a lot.

they're putting this poor autistic boy through it my god

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Gilbert is such a cute green-eyed frenchie boy. His smile is everything ✋🏼🥺 (he's actually cute, but damn...the victorian era France is not it.)

compilation of gilbert being weirdly sweet during paris arc because he's the specialest boy in the world TO ME

autism ....

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Found this comment in unrelated kazeki content, but fits so well.

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Kazeki in modern au would be like

"Love, Serge"

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Dear lord, when I get to heaven..

Please let me bring..

My Man

All that grace, all that body, all that face, makes me wanna party

He's my sun, he makes me shine, like diamonds

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Istg my baby is OKAY. He just wanted to study and play the piano. Let him PLAY!!!!! (Yeah, he's crazy that they had to forced him to play lol- anyways)

talking about how stupid liberty is which turned into a discussion on actual smart protagonists which turned into discussing serge as a very smart protagonist but he's crazy so it cancels out which turned into "well serge is actually really smart. when he was 3-4 he was studying day and night and chopping wood like a fully grown lumberjack"

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(SERGE MY BOY- 🫴🫴🫴🫴 yeah, friendship where these two kiss and have sex)

this is one of the reasons why i find him hot- *gets slapped by Gilbert cause I talked about his man*