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I think as fandom we don't talk enough about the scene where Jeremy drops his phone into the mug after receiving a text from his brother

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"english is not my second language, it's third". i thought so much about it before read tgr. it's obviously, we all expected, that Jean can speak japanese, but i thought it may be something like german or italian or even balkan-language because his parents mafia and it's obviously, too. just imagine Jean speak something like serbian or czechia, or he bilingual from born.

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Kevin so injured by the Nest that he even choose girlfriend as they will be looking good together. if their relationship will be exposed, they just would be the best sports couple.

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jerejean in tgr really said bring back real YEARNING. jeremy specifically learning marseille french for jean. jean feeling a "gnawing hunger" when he looks at jeremy. jeremy's radiant smile and jean having to look away every time. jean's lips brushing jeremy's at the fireworks. jeremy covering his eyes with his arm when jean leans over him on the bed. jean taking a picture of jeremy laughing with jabberwocky and sending it to renee. jeremy telling jean "you look good". jean pressing his thumb into the bruises that faser left around jeremy's neck. jeremy feeling a "needy heat" in the pit of his stomach when jean compliments him. jean fitting himself against jeremy's side and helping him stand up when he's injured after an exy match. jeremy going up and down every flight of stairs with jean. jean grabbing jeremy's chin and saying, "fuck what i deserve, what about what i want?". jeremy taking off his shirt for jean's attention. jean looking at jeremy and thinking about the rules ("what rules?" "the rules have changed.").

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guys i'm pretty sure someone else would help you so much better then me. we can switch. you are donating money for my country because it's here war now and i will help you😘

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i wish Jean would get enjoy when playing exy. yeah he is perfect court player and he is Moreau, but he is playing just because that is all that he can. he litteraly spend all own life to be one of the best player at that game. even his future life play bad joke about him because he must pay 80% of professional career salary to Ichirou. but i just want Jean going to play because he like exy as Neil like exy not because it's all that he can do

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i know that ones upon a time Neil and Andrew would going to learn some language only for both of them but i disagree that it would be ru& language just because if Kevin ever would hear that, he will give both of them a beating just because he is study history and know about that country enough

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i started to read The Sunshine Court and because i know about JereJean canon i cannot thinking about those fucking think: ravens you know they spend all own free time and time during studying at University on the nest. they literally living there and you know they not allowed to spend their time with another people besides ravens but after all they can have sexual desire and they can have sex with their partners. like we don't talking about abuse which Jean encountered but about mutual thirst. and how much posible Jean would talk about something like that to Jeremy? in the end he is his "partner" and you know what that mean.

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born to write about architecture

forced to do architecture

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i wanna to write about those fuking way to be alive when war come into your home, but i know that people don't care. drink every night because you hear air alarm? yeap. try to sleep when you hear unmanned aerial vehicle upon your head? yeap. sleap during explosions? yeap. it doesn't matter if you need to go somewhere in early morning. your country trying defend ourselfs. for you it doesn't metter if you wouldn't woke up tomorow, only matter if your close friend and family going wake up

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i wish i would have enough followers to tell you about Valerian Pidmohylny and his "The City" because it's book which made human from me.

i wanna speak so loud about this book, to all world hear me.

i believe in Stepan Radchenko supremacy, i wanna the whole world know about him and about Kyiv before ww2 or Holodomor, because we need it, we deserve it.

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in few weeks train-trip is waiting for me. 36 hours on train, i don't know what i'm gonna do during ride on the-iron-hand-of-the-city, but it seems so good idea to reread All for the game series

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you know i really try to live my best life,

but it's hard when upon my head fly unmanned aerial vehicles, when i suspect a few mental disorder, when i must work to live and drawing those fucking qualified work.

i feel like i cannot do it anymore, it's so hard and complicated. i just don't want to experience all that thing. i just want usual boring life.

do i want too much?

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Rereading my own fics because the author (me) understands exactly the type of plot, writing style, tropes and characters relationships I want read

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if you cannot find your own Horus maybe he doesn't born yet

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we all hate the Ravens (besides Jean), but Andrew in those team wouldn't has scars upon skin, he wouldn't need bring pain to himself, because you know with that character and with Nathaniel in him team, even if he would wanna blow off steam, he would know that he can do whatever he want and Nathaniel would approve it.

raven andreil needs more recognition