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ur assthetic is aeshole

What the hell is an aeshole?

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So, as far as I know, I’m never coming back to this blog. I’d love to, but purging it would take too much and it’d hurt too much. If you want to follow me on my new blog, feel free to follow me here.

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Okay, this drama has just gone too far. 

I’m still leaving the community, and debated whether or not to even post this, because I’m so scared of posting it and having the wrong people see it and viciously want to attack me or anyone I care about all over again because of speaking out against them or somehow victimizing ourselves when truthfully, the only reason I am is because my blog is currently blocked from anyone seeing posts from my homepage, so only people following me can see this. 

None of you. Know. Anything. About what happened. You don’t know us internally, you don’t know how painful it was for all of us, you don’t know what made us make the decisions we did and how clouded we were with emotions. Emotions really mess you up, and I’d like to see ANY of you be put in our shoes and handle it better. This had three people in the community sobbing to each other in audio notes the other night because of how much losing each other would hurt. This situation has been the worst possible imaginable thing, we are all devastated internally and have only just begun to get over it, and yet people in this community have taken it upon themselves to post their opinions and judge the situation like they know and understand exactly who we are or what the circumstances were. Like we’re some form of gossip that’s made the community headlines. 

You know nothing about us. Stop. Making. Our. Personal. Lives. Your. Personal. Form. Of Gossip. 

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So this is goodbye

My intention when I woke up was to not make this whole thing. But after everything that happened, I need to. It’s gotten to the point where I’m not in a good place. Where two people who I love more than anything are not in a good place. I made a decision that was my head vs my heart. It’s a decision that I will struggle with my entire life. That I will second guess my entire life. I did what was right for my head. Which made sense in my head, at the sacrifice of what I felt in my heart. Did I make the right decision? I don’t know. I will never know.

But I know I need to step back. I lost three people who meant the world to me last night. I probably lost them forever. We all make decisions. We all deal with the consequences of our decisions. I will always have to bear the consequences of mine and that’s something I will never forget. Being in the community makes that pain too fresh, too stark and I can’t do it and I need to step back.

So this is my good bye. Thank you for everyone who has been there for me, new and old. I don’t know if I’ll come back but for now, I need to get away, clear my head and figure out how to move forward. I love you all.

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What crazy national day falls on your birthday?

Really wishing I had been born 3 days earlier on Knife Day. Instead I get to celebrate Petroleum. Petroleum for everybody!!

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For the love of God, please don't send anons to certain people. I... I fucking love them. I will always love them. My heart is literally in a million pieces but in the end, we're both doing what we feel is right. I wish it could be different and I literally can't think about any of them without crying. I haven't even eaten in twenty four hours because it's so bad. But please don't send them hate. No one came out of this unscathed and I'm not the only one hurting right now.

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You left me. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

Meredith Grey, Grey’s anatomy (via sherlockedcumberbabe)

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Please don’t say you love me because I might not say it back

Gabriella Aplin (via clairexwrites)

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                                         I stay with him because I choose to,                              every day that I wake up, every day that we fight                                 or lie to each other or disappoint each other.                                                                      I choose him over and over again,                                                          and he chooses me.

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just because i don’t follow u back doesn’t mean i think u have a shitty blog. you might just have posts/fandoms/stuff i don’t really want on my dash. and hey, that’s fine. it’s YOUR tumblr you’re here for you and that’s goodgreatawesome but please don’t think me not following you back means i hate u 5ever and that u can never inbox me or reply to my posts or follow me on twitter or something b/c that is not what it means at all

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send ur opinion of me on anon

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I DARE YOU TO ANONYMOUSLY GIVE ME A NICKNAME

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Flight MH17 crashed down in Ukraine exactly one year ago. 298 lives were lost, most of them complete families going on holiday. Most of them were people living in my country. This picture is one of the first of many honorable homecomings of the victims of the crash, going to Eindhoven to be identified and to be reunited with their families. As of this day, two victims still haven’t been identified. And they may not ever be… Today my thoughts are with the victims and their families. Their loss is still felt deeply and we will never forget. Justice will be served, one day. Rest in peace