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Player

Alone in the dark

There was a single player

She looked him in the eyes

And knew he was a slayer

Away her innocence drifted

When he became to play her

As soon as he would leave

She knew he was a faker

Alone in the dark

She didn’t feel safe

As he took the light in her eyes

And became a betrayer

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“I don’t regret him,” she says, “The only thing I regret is not being kinder while we still had time. That’s all. I wish I had told him he was worth the Earth and that the stars shine brighter in his eyes than they do in the night sky. I regret not telling him that I loved him. I wish I had reminded him of it every day and night. That’s the thing. You always forget to remind people when you think you’ll have them forever.”

— Excerpts of a book I’ll never write. (via 500lettersforyou)

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“You wanna know the truth?” She laughed. “Well the fucked up truth is that not everything happens for a reason. Sometimes people make the wrong decisions and they’re forced to live with them for the rest of their lives. And I know I should live with mine, because I mean what other choice do I have? You can’t turn back the clocks and redo things. You make a mistake and you pay the price, that’s the cold hard truth about life. You can’t change a decision you’ve already made, wrong or right. But on the loneliest nights, I look up at the moon and I smile. Because although now we walk different paths, with different people and although I know that the years will pass and we will won’t be together; I’ll always remember that for a brief, fraction of a moment, against all the odds, our stars crossed. And that will always, always be enough for me.”

— Excerpt of a book I’ll never write

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We go from talking until 2 AM to 2 hours a day to 2 minutes a day to 2 days ago, to never.

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What's your sexuality

stupid

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Confession

As the leaves fell

I sat on a white chair looking at my phone

I noticed things changing around me,

My life, my friends

I’d hope that there would be a better day

Where my emotions wouldn’t be

So dark and grey

But little did I know,

That break was far away

I sat alone most of the time

Which later affected me, full time

And in the meantime

My eyes were filled with tears

As the daytime flew by

It made me reminisce

And it felt like a burn full time

Life is so precious

It can leave you breathless

As a kid I wasn’t reckless

I didn’t need to learn much lessons

But now all I feel is depression

And it made an oppression

And became my obsession

So do you see my aggravation

When is comes to self denotation

God is gracious

And hope he leads me to my destination

Before I lose it all

In spite of my dedication

And that’s my confession

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“You wanna know the most annoying thing about it all?” She said. “It’s the fact I tried so hard to hate him. I went over what he did to me a thousand and one times. I swore to myself that I deserved better than a boy who one day decided he didn’t love me anymore. I told myself that someone like him didn’t deserve me at all. I fought it for so damn long, I tried so hard not to love him, but then he smiled, and I almost ripped my heart out of my chest and placed it in his hands every single time.”

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write (via 500lettersforyou)

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