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ever since the FC6 season pass announcement, I’ve been checking this blog a little… might fuck around and be active again…

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i don’t know what to say except i haven’t touched a video editing software in ages but i couldn’t get this out of my head.

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🚨 BIG NEWS GUYS !!!

okay so, as some of you may know, i’ve been working on a big project lately... and i’m really proud to finally be sharing it with you guys !!

so here’s one of my first AO3 fics ! it’s the longest fic i’ve ever worked on (35k words oof) and i’m incredibly happy with the result. l

it’s focused on Stan and Richie’s friendship, but there’s also a lot of Stanpat and a little bit of Reddie (cause that’s just who i am lol) ! and also mentions of the other losers, of course.

please let me know what you think! ❤️

@seldomabsent i’m finally done with it ahahah.

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Just thought of Joseph choking me with his rosary and I was able to feel the holy water I drank in 2009 as part of a dare burning inside of me

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so nicholas, i've heard you're single 👀 interested in anyone or are you open for new meeting 👀👀😂 (delete this lila i'm just tired af and am glad to interact with you)

He’s free Friday night and he’s all yours... 😉

(Sorry Nana but I HAD TO post this lol 😂💖 Really happy time be interacting with you too)

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oh being otis' bff!! 🥺💙✨

Omg my sweet angel... 🥺

Pros :

Will throw hands for you.

Like he’ll literally fight anyone who even just looks at his friends the wrong way.

Would also 100% help you burry a body without asking questions.

But also shows you how to defend yourself for when he isn’t there to do it.

Weirdest conversations. He’s a weirdo.

Cons :

Stubborn as fuck.

And on top of that he will never admit he’s wrong. 😤

Even if he means well, he can get a little too protective and become violent towards people who don’t treat you right.

Can be a bit judgmental.

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dating nicholas...? 👀💙✨

I missed my boy omg 😤💖

Pros :

Uncomplicated, honest, tells you exactly how he feels.

Really optimistic !!!

Gives the best massages (He’s just good with his hands, you know ?).

Knows how to braid hair and do all kinds of hairstyles because he used to do them for his little sister.

Constantly wants to hold your hand.

Loves playing board games, videos games... just any sort of games with you.

Romantic picnic and walks in nature.

Cons :

Gets hurt easily so you have to choose your words carefully around him.

Can be too blunt.

I’m sorry I just can’t think of anything else, the boy is perfect !!!!

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pros and cons of dating lila???

I didn’t actually think anyone would send something since I’ve technically stopped posting but thank you !! 🥺💖

Pros :

She’s really loyal.

Isn’t ashamed of being stupid with you.

Random gifts.

Will remember small details about things you said/like.

Original dates !

Cons :

Impulsive so doesn’t always think before she talks/acts.

Needs a lot of reassurance.

It’s hard for her to talk about her feelings and she often bottles things up.

Stubborn as fuck.

And tagging @onl-you and @casifer-fan for old time’s sake :’)

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Wait, wait I’m bored and I have a terrible but amazing idea.

Send me a name from my OCs and I’ll give you the pros and cons of dating them! (Or of being their best friend, if they don’t date.)

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More John because I can

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Hey you guys, long time no see ! ✨

Just wanted to wish you all a good day/night. I’ve been really active on my main blog @liilaac lately and it made me nostalgic of this blog so I though I’d just say hi and thank you all for everything again ! :3

So yeah, hope you’re all doing well ! 💖

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Hudson: Do you take constructive criticism?

Staci: Not without crying.

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Hey guys.

First of all, I’d like to thank you all for being so understanding about me stopping this blog.

And, for those who still ask for requests, I’m sorry but I won’t take anymore requests on this blog which I’m completely leaving.

If you wanna find me and ask me stuff or what not, my main blog is @liilaac !!! ✨ Thats where I’ll still be active about my fandoms and pretty much everything. I might even still write stuff and fanfictions, not just on this blog.

Anyway, love you guys and see you on my main blog if you feel like chatting. 💖

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Sad news... 💔

Guys. I’m really sorry, but I think this is the end of this blog. I loved (I mean, LOVED) writing and interacting with y’all. This blog has been one of my biggest source of joy over the last few years... But I just can’t do it anymore. I don’t write as much as I want to and telling you guys that I’m still taking requests and everything is just making me stressed because I know I probably won’t be able to do them.

So I’m closing this blog for good, I think. I won’t delete it or anything because from time to time I still like reading old posts and everything, but I probably won’t be interacting with it anymore.

I still want to use tumblr but I don’t know if I’ll keep my main blog or create a new one. If any of you want to keep contact tho, I’d be more than happy to and feel free to send me a message so I can tell you where to find me at.

Again, I want to thank you all SO MUCH. I know it sounds dumb, but this blog and your reactions to my stories and writing has given me SOOO MUCH CONFIDENCE !! 💖 This blog definitely changed me forever and I’m so thankful for all the love and laugh you’ve shared with me. Thank you. Thank you so much.

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Are you still taking requests? (Also, good to see you back! Hope things are going well!)

I guess I am, yeah. But I have noooo idea if or when I’ll write again so please don’t wait for it too much. If it’s something you really want to read and can’t wait, ask another amazing writer in the fandom ! 💖

But I’m open to suggestion ! :)

(And thanks !! Happy to be back. 🥰)

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Also wanna let y’all know that I played Detroit Become Human and I fell in love with that game... hard. Connor is now the love of my life and I’m gonna play it on repeat for the next several days. Thanks.

Let me know what y’all think about the game/characters so we can talk about it ! 💖

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Soooooo it took me a very long time lmao but here’s a little piece 💖 Hope you’ll enjoy it. Not sure I’ll keep writing much but I had to share this (even this it’s not my best work). Let me know what you think !!

Part I

The radio suddenly stopped and, within a few minutes, a familiar song came on. As “We Will Rise Again” filled the car, there were no more doubts : she was in Hope County. Peggy territory, Rook thought to herself. She had left almost three years ago, but the scenery had remained the same. It seemed like it, at least... Until she stumbled onto one of the silos that now had a big white crosses on them. She had heard about the rise of The Project At Eden’s Gate, her friends Joey and Mary May had kept her updated. And so, in search of a familiar face, she headed to the Eagles Spread.

She had barely opened the door when Mary May almost tackled her. “I knew it was you,” she cheered while hugging the former Junior Deputy.

“Mary, I called you like 10 minutes ago saying I was almost there,” she chuckled in response.

Neither of them really cared, they were just happy to meet again.

“So where’s Joey ?”

Mary May’s face went blank. She let go of Rook, looking at her feet for a few seconds before focusing on her again.

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about... The peggies, they took over the police station and the jail. Hudson... she’s... she’s been taken.”

It simply couldn’t be. Rook had trouble understanding what this all meant. “I’m sorry ?” was all she was able to answer.

“When the peggies took over, the deputies obviously fought back... So Joseph abducted them, sent them to his brothers. Joey’s at John’s ranch, I think.”

Rook’s heart was pounding in her chest. When she had left, The Project was nothing but a small religious movement. People found them quite weird, but they were rather harmless... She couldn’t understand how all of this had happened. But she knew who she had to find. She quickly explained herself and hurried out of the bar, Mary May watching her leave with worry in her eyes. Back for less than 10 minutes and she was already on a mission... Hope County hadn’t changed that much.

She couldn’t believe the center was closed and full of people... Last time she’d come there, the building was practically empty and Jacob was more or less the only inhabitant of the place. She remembered watching him work in the yard, building furniture for that abandonned place he had decided to make a home out of. He had really done it... For a second, she was proud. But then, screams got her out of her silent admiration. What was going on in there...

“Who’s asking for him ?”

The bearded man keeping the door seemed hostile. He glared at her and, for a second, she was scared he would use the gun strapped to his pants. Fuck... This was more serious than she’d thought.

“What ? Tell him it’s the rookie, he’ll know who I am. And hurry up, please.”

Another man approached, they whispered something to each other and she heard the sounds of a talkie walkie.

“Sorry, Brother Jacob isn’t available. You need to leave this property now.”

Even if she wanted to stay, to fight... The men stopping what they were doing to look at her menacingly convinced her to get back in her car as quickly as possible.

If he wasn’t there, she knew where to find him.

Part II

Not thirty minutes later, she had the redhead in sight. He hadn’t seen her yet, of course he hadn’t ! She had always been more stealthy than him... She smirked.

“Three years and your hunting spot remained the same... Don’t you think the animals figure it out by now ?”

He didn’t even flinch. He stayed focused on his rifle like he hadn’t heard anything. She was almost about to repeat herself when he calmly said, “Animals are weak. They know it’s their destiny to be killed. Natural selection and all that.”

“Nice to see you haven’t changed either.”

He finally moved, settling his rifle on the ground and turning around. His movements were deliberate, slow. She found herself aching for him to go faster.

“Well here’s a pretty face I didn’t think I’d see again.”

Red went to her cheeks and she immediately felt dumb for letting a small compliment have so much impact on her. Compliment ? Maybe not, seeing the grave look on Jacob’s face.

“Aren’t you happy to see me, Red ?”

“I thought you’d left,” he said without any emotions. It was a fact, nothing more. For a moment, she wondered if he was still capable of emotions... Because it didn’t feel like it. He didn’t look like the man she had left.

“I did. But I came back.”

“Why ?”

His tone made her took a step back ; he seemed so indifferent. All their memories came back to her and it hurt even more to compare his old, caring, self to this stoic stranger she was now facing...

“I don’t know... I missed it ? I missed my friends. Missed you, maybe.”

She felt so insecure in front of him. It was like the last three years hadn’t happened and she was still the young woman she was when she left Hope County. But she was 28 now, and she felt like an adult... Until his eyes settled on her. Now, she felt like the dumb kid.

“Hm, alright. Why’d you come here ?”

He didn’t even seem to care... She felt the blood boiling in her veins. She could’ve slapped him. She stayed out.

“Hudson and Pratt, what’s all that about ?”

“Nothin.”

“Free them. Tell Joe to stop his bullshit.”

“Bullshit ? You’ve been gone for the last three years, you have no idea what we’ve been building here !”

Finally, a little emotion...

“No idea ? Jake, I saw you build the center from scratch. I saw you fix every goddamn building in this shithole !”

“I’m not talking about all that.”

“So what, you’re talking about your little rebellion ? All those guys with guns inside the center ? No, I don’t know what’s all that. But I know it’s a terrible idea and it’ll end like shit.”

“You don’t know whatcha talking about.”

“Shut up.”

He did. Maybe it was the simplicity of the request, but it left him dumbfounded. His breathing was heavy.

She felt a sudden urge to get closer to him. She hadn’t realized how much she’d missed him for the last three years. It was like she was finally able to breathe after holding a breath for a very, very long time. Wondering if it would work a second time, she ordered, “Kiss me.”

He did. He did and it was glorious. His hands wrapped around her like he was never gonna let her go again and she stood on the tip of her toes so she could reach his neck. She felt home, she felt safe, she felt loved. And, weirdly, Jacob seemed even more moved by the closeness than she did. His hands were digging in her back, clawing their way in like he was actually scared she was going to back off. The kiss was long and got softer and softer. From their initial rage to a state of surprised pleasure, their lips never left the other’s.

When they finally broke the kiss, they were both panting and their cheeks were flushed. Jacob’s hands were still on her back. Simultaneously, they sat down on the ground like their legs weren’t strong enough to lift them up anymore. She fell in his arms and let her head rest on his chest.

“What now ?” he whispered after a while.

“Now we wait for the sunset, Red. Enjoy the moment while we still can.”

The answer seemed to please him and she felt him nod discreetly. It was all she could offer for now. After a comfortable silence, she still added, “But you still have to let Hudson and Pratt go.”

“Fuck.”