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The Darkness is my warmth

(Female Reader x Ticci Toby)

WARNING- Bullying, chemistry…, Slenderman jumpscare, suÏcide mention, and Ticci Toby mentioned.

A/N: sorry for the short chapter, promise to make it up. ₍ᐢ‥ᐢ₎

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Y/N POV

I woke up to the dimly-lit room and the sounds of birds chirping, I yawn to see the empty soda cans and small bags of chips on my desk. I got up and rub my eyes weakly before heading to the bathroom, the house was annoyingly quiet. Usually my baby sister would be wailing because she’s hungry but no. Just silence. I got ready for school in silence before I played my music on the black iPod, I hate going to school in all honesty. I’m not popular, I make average grades, and to top it off one of my best friends just died and my crush is homeschooled. Naomi is on punishment so she couldn’t drive me to school with her.

“Ugh, can’t wear for this year to be over.” I grumble as I went downstairs to see a note from my mom, I hum weakly as my mom explained how I will have to be alone for while because my sister had gotten sick and won’t stop throwing up. I sigh as I walk to the kitchen and ate the cereal in silence, “God this is so depressing…” I mumble softly as I clean off my dish. My eyes widen as I look at the clean dish and sigh helplessly, “I should check up on Toby…” my mind raced to thoughts of me and Toby hanging out when we were younger.

My face turned red as I thought more about Toby, his attitude, his dark brown eyes, his- No no no. I shake the thoughts out of my head as I clean and dry my dishes. I left and walk to school, my mind racing with thoughts of Toby and Lyra but I was suddenly stopped by an annoying ringing. “Ugh what the fuck.?” I groan as I cup my head while walking, the ringing was persistent and relentless as I walk to the school. I groan as I look at the time: 10 minutes before the first class began and my legs felt like it was on fire; my house wasn’t far but the walk wasn’t quick. I walk aimlessly around the hallway to see Lyra’s locker was covered with drunk-driving warnings and self help ads, I narrow my eyes and tore a poster off.

“Ugh this damn school… Pretending like they give a shit about self help or drunk driving.” I mutter as I threw the ad away in the trash, I grip onto my backpack straps as I walk to my home room; Naomi was probably late again or in another teacher’s class room. “So annoying, I mean what’s the point of having that stuff after someone dies!?” I groan annoyed under my breath as I put my books away in my locker, “I know right?” A feminine voice spoke softly and I pause. Kelly. Fucking Kelly Miller. I narrow my eyes.

Kelly put a hand on her hip as she flip her long brown hair over her shoulder, “Y/n that’s mean of you to ignore me… I’m being nice today.” She purred as she slam my locker close and I roll my eyes, she sigh before she step on my foot and I wince in pain before I pushed her. “Get off! Touching me with those dirty ass boots!” I growl and she smirk before stepping closer and getting down on my level. “Listen here you little punk, Naomi isn’t here today so I would advise you to start being more better, ‘kay!” She laugh before turning away, “Also my friend said that she seen you at the hospital yesterday, tried to kill yourself again?” She bark out as her heels carried her away.

My mind thought of a million insults but the bell rung and I put my head into my hands before walking away, “That fucking bitch. ‘Tried to kill yourself again blah blah meh! Ugh no wonder her boyfriend fucking cheated.” I whisper as I open the chem classroom door. I froze as I look at the blackboard, the words clear as day written on the chalk board: “Pop Quiz Wednesday” I groan loudly as I drag myself to my desk in the back and began to reread my notes carefully. When the study period was over after a quick 10 minutes, the quiz was handed to us. I froze as I look at the first question.

What.?

what…?

I groan internally as I heard other people already writing and circling answers, I whimper helplessly as I purely guessed on most of the answers, and I tried to look around the classroom but unfortunately nothing helped. After the quiz which drained me like ghost, the ringing I heard earlier stopped which was great but my head would throb like hell; “Fuck I wish Naomi was here, I need her ibuprofen…” I whine as I drew in my notebook. I hum softly as I drew a circle but I had a feeling to draw a X in it, I pause weakly: the symbol was familiar but I have no clue where I even saw it from. I narrow my eyes weakly as I drew the symbol over and over until my paper became a mess.

“Miss Y/n, you seem busy over there mind telling me how much grams of salt in the average human body?” My teacher ask smug and I look away as I tap my pencil against the desk, “ahh… 500 grams?” I pause weakly and I heard some students hold back laughs. “250 grams. It was just on the board.” He scolded as he wrote on the board, I roll my eyes and focus on the chemistry lesson.

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When I finally left school, I notice a group of people standing around the exit: my eyes narrowing as they crowded up the halls. I nudge and move pass them before my eyes widen at the scene, there was a bus on fire in the school’s parking lot. It was odd but I wanted to get closer, the flames cracked and popped in a way that made me want to get closer, and my eyes widen as I step forward but the police officers pull me back.

“Miss stand back, there’s a possibility that that bus can explode! Please go out the other exit immediately!” He announced in the crowd of curious crowd and the other officers began to guide us away from the bus. As I walk away, I look back and the bus exploded loudly: the sound of the flames bursting, the cloud of smoke and flames rising, and smell of burning metal filled the school’s parking lot. But what caught my eye wasn’t just the explosion but what was in the flames. A man. A man without a face. In a suit. Was standing there.

Before I could stop myself, I heard a voice over the radio from the police officer walkie talkie, “Y/n.” The voice croak as if it was staining to talk to me. My eyes widen in fear and I stumble back, bumping into other people. The police officer tilt his head as he watch me scramble away from him, bumping, and whimpering at others. I left the school and ran back home, in fear and panic before I seen him. There was no mistake. Tobias. My Toby. He stood at the other side of the road in his tattered clothes, busted lip, and bruised cheek. His sunken eyes glances at mines before he walked away.

Toby…

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I wa as working on the next chapter just for it to be gone after I got done eating. ARGEHHSHENSNSMSMASLKAKANSNSNSNANA.

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ITS MY BIRTHDAYY!!! BIG 7TEEN!! OMG I AM LITERALLY SO HAPPY BUT SO BOREDDDD

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Making @seireitonin oc: Sebastia because she is so AGEHDHENSMSMNSNSMMSMSMS

This is a small headcanon how she saw Liu and Jeff together while in the creepymansion for the first time.

I wanted to do small speed paint like I was in 2010’s 😭

I love her so much Imma cry.

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Doodle of the day.

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I fear a man like you, with a woman like me…

A/N- Sorry this took so long, I nearly forgot about this draft and I had a lot of personal stuff happen ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ anyways please take this!! Chapter 2!!

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Y/n POV.

I wander on the grassy plains as my eyes dart around me. My legs were tingling and aching as if I had just been done running for miles, and my mind was full of Lyra's torn and ripped corpse. The forest seemed to stretch for hours and it was foggy, it was nearly painful to breathe the cold and thick air. I held onto my bleeding knees and tilted my head, “Where am I” I spat out, and then.. It happened- the buzzing was even piercing and powerful. I grip my head and scream as I hold my head, my eyes feel as if they were aching to pop out. I heard Toby's weak voice, “Why are you here.?” He asked but I couldn’t spot him anywhere. “I-I was worried about you.” I whimpered soft as I searched for him and then the ground started to move, “Leave me alone.” his voice was full of rage and anger. “W-What- LEAVE ME ALONE!!” his screams made the buzzing louder and I screamed in pain. Almost immediately, I felt as if I was being dragged away from the forest.

3rd Person POV

Naomi paced around while she nervously bit down on her long acrylic nails, her bleached ends bounced as she trembled around the hospital cot with pure anxiety and concern. Her dark brown eyes dart everywhere but Y/n, she checks her phone and groans. “Damn it, where are they? It's been 7 hours.” she question weakly before a nurse walk in with small smile. “Her test has come back, it seems to just be a panic attack- nothing to worry about.” the nurse explain and Naomi gulp weakly. Naomi kissed her knuckles in small relief but fear was still engraved on her face, “Panic attack? Y/N never had any mental issues, she would've told me.” she whisper to herself before looking away. The nurse cleared her throat, “But your father is looking for you, Ms.Addams. He wants to know why you and Y/n weren't at school”. Naomi's face pales weakly before staring at Y/n form.

Y/n's (plus size, curvy, slim, skinny) body was resting on the cot, her face was trembling with fear and Naomi looked away with relief. Naomi stomped away, her body tense and full of dread. Y/n (eye color) eyes blink open to see the fluorescent light on her face, she rubs her eyes to see the nurse who is standing by the door nervously. “Y/N, I have to ask you a few questions about your… Mental health, if you don't mind.” she stroll down and sat next to her.

Y/N rolled her eyes and sighed as she lay up in the cot, “What? My mental health is fine.” she barked at the nurse. “Miss please do not-” the nurse was quickly “Just stop it! I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with me. I just was sad.” she quickly got up but her heart monitor raced at each thought of Tobias and Lyra. She clutches her racing heart and panted heavily, the nurse rushes to her to hold her down. “Please calm down! I just need to ask these questions and it will be over miss!” she murmurs firmly as she presses Y/n down onto the bed. Y/n pants heavily and sighs softly as she looks at the nurse with cold sweat and nod her head.

“F-fine.. I'll answer your questions.” she whined softly as she wiped her forehead and look away gently at the nurse. The nurse fix her name tag and clear her throat as she sat down to the girl.

Y/N POV

After long 30 minutes with this pestering nurse asking the most basic questions about my physcial and mental health, I was finally able to leave. My mother was worried the entire car ride, “Have you slept? Did you eat enough today? Are you sure you’re drinking your water- here I have a bottle right here.” She whine softly as she put her hand on my forehead while I look at the window. I had a few missed calls and texts from Naomi but my mind were somewhere else. That dream… What did it mean.? I think the water and sigh softly, “I’m fine mom, I just passed out.” I mumbled but my mother worry grew.

“No no I don’t like the sound of that- maybe you need to rest, I found out about Lyra and I know how close you two were.” She stated firmly as she drove in the dark night, I look at the trees passing by and suddenly I saw a car crash and a bloody figure staggering towards the car. It was… It was Lyra. I scream and flinch away and my mother tighten her grip, “Y/N!! What is it?!” She scream as she press harder on the gas. I pant and look at her with watery eyes, “I-I saw her, ma. Ma I saw her!!” I scream with fear and despair. My mother eyes widen and she drove away from the scene and I whine softly as I rub my eyes.

When we got home before my mother could even say anything, I rushed upstairs and close the door. I rub my eyes as tears stream down my face as my heart pounded. I didn’t even notice my window slightly opening and I gasp as I heard my window open and something fall from the outside. I walk towards my window and slam it close: ignoring my sister suddenly startle as the house shook. I shiver as I look to see what had fell and it was red and bloody, I shiver and whimper as I seen the small bloody thing before it turned at me. It was an eye that seem like it was ripped out.

I gagged and scream, “Fuck!? What the hell is that?!” I whimper while I stumble back onto my bed and I pant heavily. My head throbbing heavily and pounding as if someone was trying to rip open my head. I heard footsteps as I ball myself up, that eye was a dark brown one and my mind raced with thoughts of fear and panic. My dad gasp and rush to hug me as my mother held my sister tightly in her arms, “Baby wake up. It’s okay! Look at your old man, please baby!” he sob weakly. It felt weird feeling my father’s tears and worried voice, he was usually so prideful and cocky but now he was sobbing and holding me tightly.

I sob as my mother grab the eye and slowly walk towards me, “It’s an acorn.? What’s the matter baby..?” She whimper softly and I look at the eye and suddenly it turned acorn. I blink and whimper, “Ngh I’m sorry..” I grunted as I hugged my dad tightly: “I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry!” I sob softly. Suddenly our house filled with our tears, everyone tears grow louder and louder.

Before I knew it, my father pulled away and sniffle as he walked out: he was so stoic but he provided so much comfort for the minute it seemed. My mother kiss my forehead and my baby sister cooed while she nibble on my face as if she tried to kiss me, I laugh softly and sniffle my tears while my sister spit got on my cheeks. When my mother and sister left, I got up and I held onto the bed for balance; after a cry my body was shaking and nervous. I walk into the bathroom and looked at my dyed strips and messy hair, my eyes were red, and my makeup ruined. I got ready for a nice and long shower, the warm water with the sweet scent of the body wash and the stream that filled the room distracted me.

I hum weakly as I held myself tightly as the water drip down my face and body, I flip my head back and suddenly I felt as if something was watching me. I ignored the feeling but it felt like something was crawling onto me, I shiver and whimper as I bathe myself. I tried to focus on the sound of my mother cleaning down stairs, my father helping my sister burp, and my baby sister cooing softly. I sigh weakly, “I’m just imagining things… Just imagining it.” I thought but my eyes shot open at the feeling bugs crawling on me.

I yelp softly as the soap got into my eye and I whine as I use the water to flush out the soap. I open my eyes to see nothing on me but my hair standing up, I sigh and got out of the shower and dried myself off with a towel. I wash my face and brush my teeth, I brush my (curly, coils, braids, straight, thin) hair, I look at myself in the mirror and smile softly. I put on my pajamas and slippers, I walk out and put my dirty clothes into the hamper.

3rd person POV

As Y/n walk back into her room, unknowingly eyes watching her closely. She sigh as she sat on the full sized bed that had stuffed animals and small anime plushies, she hum softly as she place the night-core music as she drew on the laptop. The only time she really had comfort, the figure in the shadows watched her like a hawk. Suddenly a call rang throughout the room, a Skype call. “Y/n! Ugh girl I was so fucking worried!? What the hell happened!” The voice whine loudly and Y/n laugh as she tried to explain what happened.

The two girls chatted unknowingly about the figure until Naomi finally went to sleep, Y/n yawned as she put her laptop on the charger and went to sleep. Her body going up and down within the bedsheets, the figure walked towards the girl. It slowly stroke her cheek before pulling softly on her ear making her twitched, she stirred softly but didn’t wake up. The figure let out a weak moan before leaving the room, the window shot open and the cold wind blew into the room.

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“Oh I don’t have the talent” “I’ll do it tomorrow” BLAH BLAH GO BACK TO WORK YOU CAN ONLY IMPOVE BY DOING IT MORE AND MORE

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My cleric who has has a bad habit of flirting because ONLY because she grew around brothels.

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“Honestly Y/n, you scare me sometimes.”

Naomi drawing of the dayyyyyyyyyyyy

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SUMMER TIMEEEEEEEE

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How it feels to have the motivation and the time to write/ draw but not the talent.

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“Ugh that damn ringing is pissing me off!”

Y/n Moodboard

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So, I have some good news! One, I have an IPAD noww!!!! So now I can write and draw with some peace. Second, I have a key board that goes with my IPad! More WRITING YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYYAYAYYYYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. Anyway, sorry I’ve been such a hiatus. Since my phone broke and just a lot of things has happen lately but I promise to write and get more done this year! ₍ ⸝⸝ ◠ .̮ ◠ ⸝⸝ ₎

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TW- ED and bullying.

Since creepypasta was really popular in the 2010’s and late 2000’s I feel like I want to kinda show that in the fic. This is kinda something I wanted to talk about but would anyone will be willing to read my stuff if I made some characters have eating disorders or them being bullies or being bullies. I know that these things are pretty dark but those weren’t uncommon in the late 2000’s and 2010’s.

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I remember when I thought about creepypasta for so long, I BOUGHT an old 2000’s camera just so I could pretend I was in marble hornets.

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GUESS WHOSE PHONE IS BROKEN!!!!! MINES 😭😭😭😭

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Omg I just remembered her ends are blonde and her hair is BROWN FUCKKKKKK

Tried to draw Naomi but I made her blonde but I’ll live..

HERES TO MY FAV BIMBO OC- NAOMIIIIII

Its lowkey messy but it adds some authentic flavor to it..