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UMMMM HI IDK IF ANY OF U ARE STILL HERE?? LIKE IT’S BEEN YEARS AND IK MAJORITY OF U ARE DEAD BUT I’D LIKE TO MAKE A REUTRN IF ANY WANTS TO ?? im gonna go over to this blog BUT ITS NOT DONE YET

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CRASHES THROUGH THE DOOR BBY UR ALIVE A A A A A A A A

YES JUST BARELY HI HI I MISSED U SM IM SO GLAD U DIDNT UNFOLLOW ME WTF

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still setting things up on it but the new blog seems to be pretty imminent so if u want me to follow u on there just like or reply to this post bc i don’t want to follow everyone on here who i don’t even rly interact with

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@heartmemos

YOU’RE ALIVE ������

BARELY BUT HI YES I LIVE !!!!!! AND I PLAN TO RETURN BUT ... with a new blog. :(

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still setting things up on it but the new blog seems to be pretty imminent so if u want me to follow u on there just like or reply to this post bc i don’t want to follow everyone on here who i don’t even rly interact with

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me logging into this blog after months: where the hell have i been all this time

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@believinghxpe // s.c

         It’s been a rough day, and of course, Ryouta finds comfort in alcohol to deal with this fact. Soon enough, the bottle has given him the COURAGE to do what he resists the most when sober, that being seeking out Tsuki’s presence. ❝ Mmmm, ❞ he sighs softly, words slurred and tone lighter than normal as his head rests on Tsuki’s shoulder. ❝ Some days I just want to run away... Maybe live in trees like you do. I hate living like this... ❞

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@xonismsx​ // contd. 

        A small pout makes its way onto Ryouta’s facial features, glancing up at his lover’s soft smile. Despite everything, he couldn’t help but melt a bit inside at how attractive Isaac looked right then ( how attractive he ALWAYS looks, really ). 

         ❝ Mm, you know I’m not the most patient, darling. I hate waiting, especially when it comes to you. ❞ Sitting up, he repositions himself so he’s straddling Isaac’s lap, placing light, almost feather-like kisses all over his face. ❝ Though I suppose if it means I get some time alone with you, I can try and wait. You’ll definitely have to make it up to me... and keep me DISTRACTED until then~ ❞

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while i’m at it, let me just say some more plots i want..

- more homeless kai plots. i used it a lot when i first made this blog but i have been sticking to his main verse a lot more recently. - someone uhhhh corrupt reo? thank you.  - also reo losing his virginity bc he literally hasn’t… - ryouta finding out his mom is alive and spiraling downwards lmfaooooo - more future verse interactions for both kai and ryouta - uhhh kai actually learning how to bake LOL

more tba….

- HIGH SCHOOL THREADS I WANT TO DO MORE OF BULLY RYOUTA AND KAI MORE SPECIFICALLY KAI. ALSO REO TRYING TO HELP THE VICTIMS?? - uhhh kai actually opening up to ppl about his past... kai actually opening up in general. - ryouta opening up about how his dad treats him. pls. he needs help.  - reo having more friends.....

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no offense but the soft uncertain kiss followed by a pause where the people look each other in the eyes and then fucking pull eachother back into a more passionate kiss will always be the most soul destroying trope , catch me lying on the fucking ground sobbing and rewatching The Scene™✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼

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         “   THE  -  THEY’RE  …  very  fragile  ,  &  …  i  had  to  tape  them  back  together  ,  so  …  y  -  you  should  give  them  back  .   “

        ❝ Really?? You think I should?? ❞ Kaito rolls his eyes, throwing the delicacies in his hands tauntingly, even going so far as to fake almost dropping them just for show. ❝ What the hell even is this shit?? Weird action figures of your fictional boyfriend?? I mean, guess I don’t blame you. Not like anyone’s gonna give you the time of the day, so why not turn to these stupid dolls?? God, I don’t even wanna imagine the things you do with them. Ryouta said you couldn’t get any lamer, but looks like he was wrong. ❞

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   “Too late. Your actions have consequences and now I feel ugly. You’ve hurt two things, my butt and my self esteem.”

       ❝ How the hell does your butt--you know what, nevermind. Just forget that. How can I, uh, make it up to your ass and self-esteem then?? ❞

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   “…” 

“I’m sorry you feel the need to hurt my feelings today. I take back what I said about you being cute, you’re just mean.”

         ❝ Wasn’t trying to hurt your feelings or anything. I mean, if it helps, you, uh... have a nice smile or whatever. ❞

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'am i a sexy troll'

         ❝ Not at all. Then again, with the amount of wedgies I’ve given you, I dunno if I could ever see you as attractive. ❞

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"My sister told me once about this myth thing. That everyone is a decedent of a mystical being or whatever." He looks Kai up and down. "You're definitely a cute little pixie."

         An eyebrow raises as he glances over at Noah, giving him a look that clearly reads ‘are you serious??’ A CUTE LITTLE PIXIE of all things?? Noah clearly didn’t know what he was talking about here if he thought that Kai was something that TINY. ❝ If I’m a pixel or whatever, then you’re a troll. One that lives under a bridge probably. ❞

                 // @gnasccr

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@ensuist Jas & Ryouta

The reaper was half-asleep with his head in Ryouta’s lap. The other had homework that he had to do, and while Jas didn’t want to bother his boyfriend, he was in an oddly affectionate mood. Fingers trailed lazily up and down Ryouta’s thigh, pausing here and there when he drifted further off.

“Almost done…? You’re going to have to wake me up in a little while; I’m comfortable like this.” He teased, rolling onto his back to look up at the brunette.

            It was getting difficult to concentrate on his schoolwork with the way Jas was touching him. After all, it just made Ryouta all the more eager to get it done with so he could actually RETURN his boyfriend’s affection. For some reason, Ryouta too was in an oddly affectionate mood, and it had to be just when he couldn’t really do anything about it. 

           ❝ Almost, darling, ❞ he murmurs softly, glancing downwards at the reaper. ❝ I don’t think I could wake you up if I tried. Weirdly enough, you look sort of... cute laying in my lap like that. It’d be like shoving a puppy off of my lap. ❞