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bored as fuck during my 3 hour long study abroad classes, might fuck around and finish my Jarah B fanfic that everyone loved (but no promises)

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coming back from the dead on tumblr to mourn this absolutely tragic loss. if you followed me between 2016-2018 and you would know just how much i loved Adan Canto and his character Aaron Shore, and from my interactions with others in the fandom, i know so many people felt the same way i did. he was such an immensely talented actor, and he could bring me to tears through his facial expressions alone, he was just that good. he will always be remembered for the amazing work he did and the brave, incredible man he was. i know myself and everyone else will keep his family and friends in our hearts and minds.

Rest in Power, Adan.

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my biggest fear in life is getting rabies

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long time no see Tumblr, since my last update i have become a full blown frat rat party girl after moving back to college. i go out and get trashed at least 3 nights a week, hopefully that doesn’t catch up to me. i’m also in a situationship that will maybe end with me hurting my own feelings but that’s okay. he’s a very goofy and sweet ginger i met at a party and is also the best guy in bed i have ever encountered, so that’s a big plus. this is all a total overshare but i’ve been oversharing on here since 2015 so who cares. also my entire body has been revolting against me all week because in literally 7 days i had: debilitating frat flu, my period, an eye infection from lash glue, laryngitis, and almost pregnancy. it’s been wild but nothing stops the hot girl shit🫡

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also i genuinely cannot believe this stupid mf had the audacity to say “well at least you still have one” when i talked to him about my dad forgetting about my birthday… like my Brother in Christ, yeah it was pretty swag of mine to stick around but the constant abuse, multiple untreated mild TBIs, and lifetime of daddy issues i now get to suffer the consequences of kinda suck tbh

also, i am not going to compare apples to apples with ABUSIVE FATHERS but bro you got to escape yours and your family lives in a fucking mansion. don’t talk to me like i don’t fucking suffer too, dipshit.

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t-3 hours until my 19th birthday arrives and it seems my dad genuinely has forgotten lol

safe to say i’m glad i move out for a very long time starting Saturday

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fucker texts me back almost 24 hours later just to say “ur a character”… yeah dawg, and i’m about to become a recurring one with ur school’s golf team if u don’t cut the shit 💀

ghosting me is all fun and games until you meet me in person for the first time as i’m walking out the door of ur apartment wearing one of ur teammates’ polos😎

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ghosting me is all fun and games until you meet me in person for the first time as i’m walking out the door of ur apartment wearing one of ur teammates’ polos😎

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ex boyfriend ends up being gay and the guy i want so badly rn i have to stay friends with bc he goes to school four hours away, guess i’m in my era of wanting what i can’t have huh

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A hobby of mine is that whenever I’m frustrated with my college I like to photoshop it into being under attack by the daedra

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Micro-dosing on reanimating corpses by going to build a bear

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update: Kyle waited until i got to the restaurant to block me on everything and completely stand me up. fuck. men.

a D1 golfer named Kyle becoming my emotional support white boy was not on my 2022 bingo card

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update: Kyle is driving an hour out of his way to come get lunch with me on Wednesday because there’s no time for me to get up to Raleigh between now and when he leaves for college in Virginia😌

a D1 golfer named Kyle becoming my emotional support white boy was not on my 2022 bingo card

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a D1 golfer named Kyle becoming my emotional support white boy was not on my 2022 bingo card

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going to the beach this weekend and hopefully travel will snap me out of my writer’s block for chapter 6 of I’m a Believer because damn i have no fucking clue how to finish it rn