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recovery takes time

recovery has ups and downs

recovery is tough but so are you

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I agree with this. When I'm watching Vinesauce Joel play vice city on the Twitch archives on vargskelethor those make me laugh like this. I'm not suffering in those moments.

Those really hard laughs where your whole body is shaking and you have to take in little gasps of breath between each one. You might throw your head back or double over and hold your stomach, but you just can’t stop now that you’ve started. That’s the best kind of laughter. The joy in that moment is just immeasurable.

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Dear younger me

Dear younger me,

If I told you that you were awesome would you believe me? If I told you that through all the tears, heartache, and agony that you would be okay would you laugh at me? Heartache and sadness come and go. It's not the end of the world. Keep your head up!

Even with all the bullies, horrible people, and self agony, you will come out a bigger person on the other side. You don't need to hide behind an online persona to figure that out either. I know cheesy lines are nothing for you in your current state but, really just be yourself. Learn to love the you that is on the inside. You, you are worth it.

You will find friends who care for you. I promise. You get therapy for your problem and then find solace in a select small group of people. Keep your chin up.

What if I told you, there are a few breakups until you find him? No, not him, but him! Do you believe me? Oh! He's this really funny, really sweet goofball. He's always gonna be there for you now! It took a huge breakup and all your hopes and dreams to come crashing down before he came around but, don't let your wall keep out people.

Hey, remember the traumatic situations you had growing up? Those shape you into an amazing adult! At twenty-one you are on the right track of life, not giving up and not letting anything deter you. You have goals, you have dreams, you will make it one day! Remember that you are special and it will be okay, the storm will end soon!

Love,

Yourself in the future!

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I like this piece

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Koyal Si Teri Boli from Beta 1992, with Anil Kapoor and Madhuri Dixit. 

I really love this song, it is the type of romantic number you would envision when thinking of Bollywood songs. It is true, 90% of all Bollywood movies have singing and dancing and while this movie is no different, a couple of the songs tend to stick in your mind and this is one of them. 

Koyal Si Teri Boli (Your Words sound like a cuckoo) is a very Iconic song. In last year’s Tumhari Sulu (Your Sulu) 

Vidya Balan’s character Sulu is heard with her cell phone ringtone for her husband set to Koyal Si Teri Boli. She is also seen mid-way through the movie singing the song herself to a Radio Jockey after winning a contest for a pressure cooker.

Here are the Lyrics Translated for you all:

Koyal si teri boli ... ku ku ku Your words sound like a cuckoo ... ku ku ku Surat hai kitni bholi ... ku ku ku Your face is so innocent ... ku ku ku Koyal si teri boli ... ku ku ku Your words sound like a cuckoo ... ku ku ku Surat hai kitni bholi ... ku ku ku Your face is so innocent ... ku ku ku Nain tere kajrare Your eyes are lined with kohl Honth tere angaare Your lips are like ember Tujhe dekhke dil mera khone laga I've started to lose my heart after seeing you Baaton mein teri sargam ... chan chan chan There's a tune in your words ... chan chan chan Mann ko lubhaye pritam ... chan chan chan Beloved, my heart likes you ... chan chan chan Rang tera rangeela Your colour is full of colour Tu hai chhail chhabila You're a smart looking guy Tujhe dekh ke kuch mujhe hone laga On seeing you something has started to happen Yauvan ki tu malika You're the queen of youth Khilke tera badan mehke Your body has blossomed and has a fragrance Aaon joh paas tere When I come near you Saanson ka chaman mehke Then the garden of my breaths has a fragrance O yauvan ki tu malika You're the queen of youth Khilke tera badan mehke Your body has blossomed and has a fragrance Aaon joh paas tere When I come near you Saanson ka chaman mehke Then the garden of my breaths has a fragrance Angon se tere ras barse Wine falls from your body Tere liye jeevan tarse My life yearns for you Mere hosh liye jaate hai kanware tere kangana Your young bangles take my senses away Tune mujhe bechain kiya You've made me restless Tune bhi toh mera chain liya You've also taken my sleep Baaton mein teri sargam ... chan chan chan There's a tune in your words ... chan chan chan Mann ko lubhaye pritam ... chan chan chan Beloved, my heart likes you ... chan chan chan Rang tera rangeela Your colour is full of colour Tu hai chhail chhabila You're a smart looking guy Tujhe dekh ke kuch mujhe hone laga On seeing you something has started to happen Tune mere tann ko chhua As you touched my body Mann mein hui koi hulchul There was a commotion in my heart Dil mera dol gaya My heart was swaying Aise udha tera aanchal Your scarf was flying O tune mere tann ko chhua As you touched my body Mann mein hui koi hulchul There was a commotion in my heart Dil mera dol gaya My heart was swaying Aise udha tera aanchal Your scarf was flying Preet ke rang rangaon chunar I'll colour my scarf with the colour of love Naam tere likh di hai umar I've written my life in your name Banke main aaungi dulhan tere angna I'll come to your courtyard as your bride Tere milan ki pyaas jagi The thirst of uniting with you is rising Kaise kahoon kya aag lagi How can I tell the fire that is rising in me Koyal si teri boli ... ku ku ku Your words sound like a cuckoo ... ku ku ku Surat hai kitni bholi ... ku ku ku Your face is so innocent ... ku ku ku Nain tere kajrare Your eyes are lined with kohl Honth tere angaare Your lips are like ember Tujhe dekhke dil mera khone laga I've started to lose my heart after seeing you

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Welcome

This blog is here to mostly share my life, what I enjoy, and other such things. I hope you will enjoy reading/seeing everything I am posting/sharing and not be annoyed by it.

I am an Autistic girl with CP and some mental disorders. I love animation, movies, gaming, YouTube, and music, especially Bollywood/Hindi music. I enjoy my Bollywood/Hindi music from the eras of the 40s through to today. I enjoy dancing, singing, and talking to my friends also.