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Pov I ate a meal

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Update on recovery ⬇️⬇️

Even though I’m smiling in this photo I’m actually miserably being forced to gain weight even tho I was already at a healthy rate and yes that’s an NG tube in my face. I got it removed today but it doesn’t matter really bc I’m fat and getting fatter bc they increased my food plan. Fuck recovery. I can’t fake it til I make it. When I go home I’m prob gonna relapse or kms anyways

Also the tattoos are temporary we had a group for it

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So many things I don’t want on my timeline.

I don’t want to see food.

I don’t want to see porn (how did you even get here?)

I don’t want to see food.

I don’t want to see food

I DONT WANT TO SEE FOOD

I. DO NOT. WANT. TO SEE. FOOOOOOD!!

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I’m on the waiting list for an Ed clinic called Walden n it’s fueling my Ed. Everyone is going to be thinner and judging how fat I am so I need to drop this lard before I go. Idk when I’m going. It could be as long as 5 weeks

Bodycheck below + self harm tw

I can hardly eat, abusing stims, suicidal, my nails are brittle, I can’t take care of myself. Standing up for longer than 10 minutes puts me out of breath. Yet I still look like this.

I’m ashamed. I’m disgusting. I shouldn’t even go to the clinic. There’s worse off people than me. I want to take a long walk to work on my fat thighs but (excuse) I’m too weak to do that. I have nobody. Everyone wants to fuck me. I’m beyond garbage. I don’t have a libido, why am I here if men can’t take advantage of the only use I have.

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can someone just lock me up in a basement and not feed me for weeks

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Malnourished march let’s go 🙏🙏

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I got put on vyvanse it’s making me feel like I can work again

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Beer and a blunt to end the day

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BOOB FACTS

Lopsided boobs are completely natural! in other words the left boob isn't always the same size as the right boob, this is completely normal and you are beautiful

that's actually the only boob fact I have so far I'm trans sorry I'm new to this

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I kind of hate the new slang the kids are using these days.

"Girl, you ATE"

I did what

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I wish I wasn’t me