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New year new me = new problems
WHOS READY
#mine#new year 2025#2000s style#happy 2025#project 2025#2025#my bday#28 years later#art#i just want to sleep#medication#fuck off#mental health#trump#healthcare#red states#republicans#god willing#red#i speak#its the truth
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No more missed tomorrows
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THREE strikes your are out
I need to hear this the most
Try try try fucking again
Man I’m fucking tired
#baseball#world series#tv series#sports#go team#go to sleep#art#i just want to sleep#medication#mine#photoart#fuck off#disney#mental health#healthcare#soccer#me#hand#but still angry#cross stitch#i need a doctor#phobia#travis phelps#not#brother#gambling#public#audience#anxiety#alone
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Eat my shorts
#antidepressants#anxious#flag pole#outdoors#hydration#pacific northwest#amsterdam#washed out#quit smoking#basset hound#respect#impulsive
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I believe in the bottom line
#its the truth#truth be told#honestly#silver#art#i just want to sleep#write#words#medication#mental health#mine#poetic justice#austin powers#dream#impulsive#fuck off#runs in the family#photoart#soccer#healthcare#disney
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You fall, and you crawl, and you break
And you take what you get, and you turn it into
Honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no (no, no)
#not mine#avril lavigne#avril 2024#avril alexander#high school#happiness#geology#mine#i just want to sleep#art#medication#fuck off#healthcare#mental health#photoart#disney#soccer#emotional warfare#i wish i was kidding#throwback
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I am chronically overwhelmed by my own feelings. No one else will validate my feeling. And I feel like I keep having to explain myself to others?
It sounds like an easy out for the both of us
Good choice
I’ll be an addict.
#sobbing#sober#so beautiful#sober living#finding love#self concious#hate hurts#art#mine#i just want to sleep#medication#photoart#happiness#feelings#complex ptsd#mental health#healthcare#soccer#fuck off#disney#mutual combat#confused#compliment#complicated#accountability#holiday#okay
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#help me#i just want to sleep#mine#mental health#art#photoart#medication#soccer#fraud#Friday#emdr therapy#edm#healthcare#fuck off#disney#fact of the day#nostalgia#i wish i was kidding#brother#fake#okay#space#change#ocean#october#anxious#phobia#poetic justice
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NEED
She meant need
I like ya I love ya
But I don’t want ya ?
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I like ya I love ya
But I don’t want ya ?
#i just want to sleep#mine#mental health#photoart#healthcare#medication#disney#art#fuck off#soccer#write#phobia#police#poetic justice#not really art#my artwrok#wannabe writer#rights#october#social#september#january#baby#audience#amor#anxiety#dancing with the devil#flirting#the addams family#failure
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I still feel alone
1. I am not allowed to talk about my past pain (autumn)
2. I’m not allowed to complain about work ‘unless I do something about it’
3. WHY I drink. I have tried asking for help understanding or even an open loving ear but not one wants or is even willing to listen when I do talk about things that I FEEL are important or hurtful.
My feelings are abnormal. To others my feelings are abnormal, unreasonable, and inconvenient. I do fully understand that.
Have you thought that maybe I get that? Have you ever thought that maybe that could be why I have such a hard time? Because I know I am destructive. And it accelerates my cycle
And I have learned that the harder I ‘try’ the worse I fuck myself over.
#help me#i live in hell#help lol#i just want to sleep#medication#fuck off#mine#art#healthcare#mental health#soccer#photoart#disney#geology#impulsive#gambling#dirty#i am unwell#today#cats#true#i wish i was kidding#work in progress#police#phobia#playlist#public#poetry#husband#outdoors
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Sticks and stones may break my bones
but words will only piss me the fuck off
#for fucks sake#in the middle of the night#impulsive#boss#i just want to sleep#medication#art#mental health#mine#disney#fuck off#photoart#healthcare#soccer#high school#brother#outdoors#laundry#face#happiness#today#rainbow#work in progress#i wish i was kidding#not#nsfw
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