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I just stabbed my eye while applying eyeliner in

a fully dissociated mess of 2am internalised

hysteria and that’s not even the most punk

rock thing I’ve done today

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Mental stability = never having laid on the floor while dissociating to Hermatude’s The Buzz

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Currently using my Medicare card as a bookmark ~ good times

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Heavy

Sadness feels safe, familiar and like I’ve come home.

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Maybe

someday my default won’t be like this, I’ll learn to be more happy than not.

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The feeling when you hold a balloon by a string at the very edge of your finger tips , and let it go , and just as it pulls away you remember you filled it with all of the oxygen you had left in your lungs in yourself and every cell in your body follows after it but your heart, although in recession, doesn’t seem to notice

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I want my jewellery to appeal in contrast to the warm, and homely way I live my life.

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In the cold, it feels like it’s not just me ending, but everyone else as well.

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I think that knowing you don’t miss me at all is making me miss you so much more

I’m going to ruin this

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The first time Matty says I love you all too much during Antichrist

Yep yep yep

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And I thought it wouldn’t hurt a lot

I can’t stop

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the people I love have nothing lovely to say

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A turning on cruise control in my parked car kinda life

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Tell me it’s okay ?