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Seasonal depression’s kicking in… lets see how quickly RUIN my Spotify wrapped.

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Do you ever love a song an irrational amount?

Like, having this song course through my veins, having every beat of my heart send the words through my body, still wouldn't be enough.

I need this song to be the dirt that consumes my body as it decays, I need this voice to be the water filling my lungs as I'm encompassed by water, I need it's notes to become the light I follow to the afterlife.

The song changes like every week but that doesn't change what I'm saying.

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TW: Self harm

An Azula headcanon I’ve had on my mind for a while now…

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I think my saddest, and most plausible, headcanon is that Azula probably self harms.

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Keep in mind that everything I’m about to say is from personal experience and may not apply to everyone, but if something I say seems largely inaccurate or harmful please let me know and I’ll try to rephrase or delete it.

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Self harm isn’t a very thought out and meticulously planned process. It’s a heat of the moment response to overwhelming emotions, like Azula reaching for the closest pair of scissors and chopping her hair off without pausing simply because she doesn’t know how to style it and got fed up.

And I feel like having the ability to control fire from the palm of your hands would make it really easy for someone to intentionally burn themselves without taking a moment to slow down.

She’s seen burns used as a punishment before, and that memory isn’t something easy to forget, it’s possible that moment comes to her after a fight or mission doesn’t go down with flawless execution. Not just as an idea for pain she could inflict on herself, but also as a reminder of what her father could do to her if she were to not be perfect.

Her whole goal in life is perfection. It doesn’t matter if everyone in her class were to fail a test if she didn’t get 100%. She does want to be the best, but in her eyes the best isn’t good enough unless it’s the best anyone could ever be.

Her first scene in the show is literally her attempting the same trick repeatedly, insisting it has to be redone because of something as seemingly insignificant as a loose strand of hair. She values herself by what she’s able to accomplish.

It seems very plausible she would use self harm as a way to punish herself for not meeting her own expectations, after one too many loose hairs in her life.

And this part is a little less plausible, but I also headcanon Azula as a lesbian. And knowing the fire nation’s views on homosexuality makes me feel like she might also lean on self harm when she realizes she’s into girls. She might see it as a part of her that’s wrong, that it was an imperfection.

It’s just something that’s been on my mind since I’m coming up on two(ish) years clean. And I kinda wanted other people’s thoughts on it.

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Hey! My sister has an Etsy shop

My sister started an Etsy shop with a bunch of nerdy bracelets for stuff like Critical Role, Good Omens, and Epic: the musical.

It’s just for fun and it’s not something she’s doing specifically for money so you don’t have to feel pressured into buying but it would mean so much to me if you could just check it out!

While trying to search for the link I realized it wasn’t really easy to search for and I know this stuff is kind of obscure, but I love the way he face lights up when she gets an order.

I’d just thought maybe someone might see this and be interested when they wouldn’t have found it otherwise!

(I’m not in these fandoms so idk what some of them mean but she’s got a bunch of them.)

(I’m planning on making some my own She ra and Owl House bracelets and adding them to the shop too but those aren’t up yet.)

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Every time I see someone describe Kataang as the "simple option" I'm so confused.

Like, how is falling in love with your best friend the easy choice???

It should tear him apart, make him spiral, this could completely change the entire dynamic of their entire friend group. And it'd be so humiliating if she didn't like him back so then they could barely look at each other and-

And then I remember I'm gay...

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I need like eight of these

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Trying to write straight fanfiction but repeatedly accidentally writing “she” instead of “he”.

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If Zutara doesn’t become canon in the live action I NEED, absolutely REQUIRE, I EXPECT, at least one edit of this scene to All Too Well.

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I don't think I'll ever not die a little bit inside when I remember Katara had Bumi at 22

They had no idea what to do with her. You're telling me she wasn't an ambassador, a warrior, anything, before she became a mother?? She was barely an adult before she became a mother.

I know Aang was young too. And I hate that he was so young when they had him, but at least they made Aang have a life outside of that. He did things outside of becoming a father.

She just retired and became a healer??? She's a great woman and I'm not saying I don't like that she had children. I just... She was 22. I wish she did more than just end up caring for everyone around her through every stage of her life.

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Scrolling through Zutara playlists on Spotify cause it’s the one place no one will shit on me for liking them

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I hate when I tell people I have adhd and they think I'm hyperactive and can't focus, but really it just means I sit around looking like this 50% of the time

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Why am I just now finding out Gwenpool isn’t a lesbian??? I’m sad now.

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I can’t even with this. Could’ve done everything without her?!? K^taang shippers are crazy.

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If they made atla animals out of ship names what do you think the animal combos would be?

Cause rn I'm thinking

Kataang: Kiang x Cat???

Zutara: Zapata wren x Kakapo or Koi fish x Zebra fish

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K^taang stans: People ship Zutara because they use Katara as a self insert!"

Aang *A self insert for the creators* : O_O

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I absolutely love the fact that Zuko's default is to just plop himself in front of someone's tent. Other than Sokka, he just gives up and sits down.

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Azula: Do you ever think to yourself, this is such a beautiful, nice lovely day, I don't know how l can make it better for myself even if I wanted to…

And then you reminded, oh my brother's also probably enjoying today. You know what? It’s like… he would. He would enjoy the day I'm already enjoying. That’s so him to take my day. Like, what a bitch, right?

And it���s like, I think about it and I go, yeah. But I remember that he smells bad, he sucks at everything, I'm better than him at everything, and also I'm dad’s favorite. And it's like, and then I feel good again.

But I think what I need to do is ruin this day for him. And that way I can enjoy it again.