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Last Wishes to An Unending Fight

Inspired by Auggie Writes Musicals

If I die before the change that's gonna come. Please don't bury me in the church yard, I've never felt love in that place before. Don't let the pastor speak for me, I want everyone to gather and say their peace. Speak of who I was and who I wanted to be. Tell stories of my joy, struggle, and glory. Cry if you must, but don't let those tears destroy you like they did me.

Please don't bury me in the church yard down the road, the dead there wouldn't want to share with the likes of me. Bury my body in the woods Decorated with flowers and a verse we spoke. A small grave stone with my name etched on a rock. Let my body rot there and return back to the earth. Maybe then I'll find peace in the dirt. If not in life maybe in death I'll find my purpose. The tv glowed but someone broke the fucking thing Snipped the plug and threw a hammer through the window. Stuck on this side of the world. Hoping and praying for a change that won't deliver.

If I die before I'm able to change my name, voice, and body. Please keep fighting for the ones that are like me. Keep those fakes away from my hole. Their "love" could never smother my voice. They don't deserve to see me leave this place, don't give them the satisfaction of successfully ending another. Wishing for my death and for disease to kill those in my boat. Don't lose your voice as I lost mine. Their hymns and verses can't silence this old goat. I'll fight for the youth and old until they cut my tongue. Can't silence something that isn't done. I know his love might not be for me, but I remember him saying love thy neighbor is key.

Please don't bury me in the church yard down the road, I don't want a protest at my funeral. Don't mourn too long, my life was cut short but was full of love. It may not be from where you want, but if I can find it should it matter where it comes from?

Don't let them pray for me, they'll change the words to my story. Blame it on instability, the wires crossed and made me sick as can be. You and I know the truth, they wear masks of hope while holding a knife to my throat. You saw me grow into the person I was always meant to be and more. I'm sorry this song was cut short. If things were different maybe I would have stayed more. Write my name on a piece of fabric for me. Weave it in the tapestry. Make it so they can't forget me. Or the others lost to the war the waged against the kids like me. Wave our flags like a war cry. Shout our names like it's the last word you'll utter. Can't ignore our fight even if I fall, More will take up the endeavor.

The tv glows tonight swirling purple, pink, blue, and yellow. The static feels warm, inviting me in like it's home. Dots of black and white sparkle like stars in the sky. I won't give up this fight until we're all safe and protected. I keep going strong even when the odds are against me. If I die before the change that's gonna come. Wave my flags like a war cry. Write my name on a piece of fabric for me. Weave it in the tapestry of all those before me. Can't silence something that isn't done. I'll fight the fight until it's all over.

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Commissions!

Hii! TV here! I am also opening up commissions for my crochet plushies as well as my drawings!

My Shop My Carrd Insta and Tiktok Commissions: OPEN Crochet Commission Doc Drawing Commission Doc

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Introduction

Hello Hello! I'm TV please use he/they pronouns for me! I'm a small artist who owns and operates CrypticErrorTV. I focus on creating original art, crochet plushies, fandoms, anime, cryptids, and pride merch. As you can probably tell I love space, retro arcade aesthetics, indie games/calm relaxing games, jackalopes, cryptids, monsters, tv heads, and a WHOLE bunch more. If you're from my tiktok or Instagram hello! I hope you enjoy your stay here!

!!Note: Please keep in mind that this blog is for 16 - 18+ individuals due to my interest in…monster lover content

My Shop My Carrd Instagram & Tiktok Commissions: OPEN Drawing Commission Doc Crochet Commission Doc

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billford animatic i made to the song 'confrontation'! ^^

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You.

You who have healing hands,

You who are so deep in my skin,

You who have seen all my scars and chose to stay.

It's for you that I breathe,

For you that I wake up every morning with a reason to look forward to live.

Come stormy nights,

Come colorful sunsets,

I'll hold you.

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A little writing thing I whipped up. Would love to hear what people think of this one

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The Jackalope

There's a rabbit in the window I've had them since they were small. An innocent ball of fluff Hopping around with joy, frolicking in the summer breeze. Pure and untouched. We danced those early days away beneath the bright sun lite sky.

However, you grew as I did and when your antlers started to appear their gaze changed. No long the innocent little bunny. Hate was in their eyes you were different and that wasn't right. No longer a child, no longer pure.

Shave your antlers, bat your lashes. Meek and tainted submitting to their gaze. Their hands grabbed and pulled, dirtying your brown coat. It used to shine in the sun like amber or silky dark chocolate. Once sweet but now bitter to the tongue. Darkened by messy hands and age. No matter how much you cleaned it never went away. Tainted goods is what they said.

A sign of fertility you desperately wanted to wash away. I saw your struggle and wanted to help my hands were tied. You changed your favorite color. Put on frills and ribbons. Mirrored those around you. Inside you cried every night until you fell asleep. Put on the song and dance perform for the world conejita!

There's a rabbit in my mirror staring back at me with big dark eyes. I want to hold you and comfort you little jack-rabbit, but my hands are tied. I'm sorry you suffer so much. I'm sorry you have to hide your beautiful antlers. I'm sorry people touched you. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough. I'm sorry I have to hide you from the world. I'm sorry little bunny.

Always a willing sacrifice for the wellbeing of others. Hurting and suffering in silence Until it's too late. Your pulse speed until it drops, heart stops drumming in your chest. Bulging eyes stare death in the face nose twitching, laid bare to his gaze. Seeing his skeletal face you close your eyes accepting fate. His hands are cold and warm welcoming. It felt like home it felt like love. Voice raspy and deep assending time and space. "It is not your time little one."

Maybe in a different time in a different world you were lifted to the moon forever immortalized in her shadows and lights. Seen as something to be cherished A cosmic entity, an elusive cryptid. In some eyes you could be but not many. Adored by few, used by most. Your body and soul ripped apart.

There's a rabbit in the window reflected back at me. We have grown oh how we've grown. Shaved fluff, eyes wide and on alert Antlers grown out and on display Proud of who you are. Scared but unafraid to show the truth. Would your childhood self be proud or scared? Innocent and tainted, seasoned but naive Oh jackalope how will you grow?

-- TV

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cryptid swap

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buppy

wolfman in search & rescue

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The trans/enby pride prints all printed out and on display. This was my first time doing this style and I think with my latest work (posting soon) I've improved greatly. I look forward to doing more work like this! ∩___∩ ( ˶• ᗜ •˶) ♡

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Here's what the cryptid polaroids look like! They're just little guys

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Little close up video of the pride animal pool party print on my etsy. Link below!

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Here's a video of the fruit blossom cow farm print thats found on my etsy. Link below!

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The scene prints along with their crochet counter parts! Shown is the pride animal pool party and fruit blossom cow farm. These were so much fun to work on and create

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Here's the mushrooms prints! The gay people and their mushroom child and the mushroom collection a display of several species of mushroom.

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Here's what the oni print looks like in full I put it on glossy paper and in the future I'm looking into selling it has a holographic print. What do y'all think of it being holographic?

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day 195--give her a name!!