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if i was actively seeking excruciating mental pain and a lot of snotty crying in theaters, i would have recommended they make stephen, while making the spell for people to forget peter, have an unusual bout of uncertain and stilted speech and say something along the lines of "he didn't make me promise to--but tony would have--wanted me to keep you... he wouldn't have wanted..." and for peter to smile bitterly and shrug a little and say "well. tony--i guess it doesn't really matter any more." everything else can stay and everything else goes as it does in canon.

but of course i am not actively seeking any more excruciating mental pain and snotty sobbing than the movie already gifted me

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it's been years but my heart remains soft for dramione and zutara. look idc if you don't like it, whatever floats your boat, but i just cannot let the idea stand that it was only a ship or only popular because "bad boy/good girl" or "fire and water." it's about the redemption. the healing. the hard work towards a connection. for draco, for zuko: the idea that if you really want to, you can change. that you're worth more than your mistakes. that there isn't a place you can't pull yourself out of if you put in the work. that you might have been better if you hadn't been where you were; that you have the chance now.

for hermione, for katara: that people have seen you the same way your whole life and now you are given the chance to break away. that you have wounds and dark moments that the motherly ones and the bookworms shouldn't have, don't get to have--but that someone has been at the bottom of that same pit, that there's a hand reaching down. that there was a bitter, cruel history that meant you had no choice but to be enemies. but that there is that choice, now.

the appeal of that can't be reduced to simple tropes

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★"A This is not a drill. Containment breach detected.

Repeat: CODE RED!"★

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jaime and brienne literally make me heartsick. i have never felt so genuinely distraught at anything as i was at how they ended. like braime makes me nauseated and miserable and closer to tears than anything ever. i delight in it mostly except for the late nights where i burn at the unfairness of their ending and how brutally they massacred jaime's growth and the LOOK in brienne's eyes when she was writing his deeds in the book. the noise of anguish that was punched out of me the first time i watched their story through was unholy.

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y'all i will not stand for glasses charlie slimecicle erasure. you gaze upon his pretty new haircut and his pretty new contacts and you say "why he kindaa--" fools. all of you have been blinded from the start. he was ALWAYS "kinda." more than kinda. they may boo at me in the streets and tell me my hot take is too hot. no. i defend it with the ferocity of a madwoman: short hair square glasses charlie slimecicle was the look.

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i am NOT off my pedro pascal insanity yet. any time i watch anything he's in i feel like winona ryder when she's all "here he is telling me about his poor dead mother and all i can think about is his hands unbuttoning my dress." joel miller im sorry i was looking at your biceps when your daughter died. maybe you could call me 'baby' too... also sorry about gnawing on my knuckles and screeching in deranged hunger when you were torturing a guy. oberyn martell is talking about the tragic death of his sister and i am NOT listening. let's make out.

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as someone who was weirdly and staunchly set against pedro pascal for like, five years, (for no reason either) and declared firmly that i did not find him attractive, this whole new thing where i actually like him a lot and he makes me giggle like an idiot is throwing me off badly. i feel like i'm going insane. i like him so much now. i got furious over a youtube comment section saying he was a weak, overused actor, all fired up like someone kicked my DOG. i'm out here poring over movies and skits and clips like it's religious text. i would ask to be saved but i am resigned to my fate and also i like it here.

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TIME TRAVEL PART 2

Part 01, Part 02

I have a script for how this, I can't waittt to post the next part!!

Jimmy is going to be fun(terrifying) to work with. Also, imagine having to try to talk after been stuck without lips, face, hearing and everything for months-

AND having to deal with the fact that you fucked up bad

Anyway I'll go back to drawing the next part, bye

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in grinch 2018 he tells max he's "the best dog a grinch could hope for." this insinuates his name is not the grinch; while some would assume this is his race or ethnicity, I raise you another interpretation. a guy using this phrase might say "you're the best dog a man could hope for," which means grinch is not a name or a race but actually a gender. on the other hand, the whos seem to be names (cindy lou who, whoville, etc) and therefore I'd like to propose the grinch is some unique, messed up who and that's why he was outcast--cause everybody freaked out.

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a few more sketches

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Ngl u guys, I’m having a blast drawing these two 😂😂

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Ever

short follow up

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Our Captain doomed us all

Jimblasted AU intro

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has this been done yet

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crazy how these are the only characters in mouthwashing!

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REMADE THE REFERENCES FOR THE SWAP AU. As well as reworked the story.

Polle got whitewashed cause curly the abuser and Polle represents the baby …😭😭

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the moon will sing a song for me

i loved you like the sun