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Rabbits Rabbits Rabbits

Reblog this on the first of the month for good luck all month long!

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an animated bowl – the images on the bowl are an ibex. when turned by the hands, we see the ibex leap to bite the leaves, and the images merge from one to the other in succession as if the animal was animated. iran, 2600 b.c.

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From Backwater Sermons by Jay Hulme

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Moechu presents... morute pngs! ~ do not credit me, for @terrortowne !

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for my most beloved mother-father, for He who holds me always

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A pyritized ammonite fossil from Russia & a polished ammonite fossil from Madagascar Source: [ 1 ] [ 2 ]

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The black goat

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Rene Lalique for D'Orsay ‘Amphitrite’ perfume bottle and stopper designed in 1919, frosted glass heightened with blue staining.

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flower meadow

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hope it’s okay i reblog this, Shi, i’ll totally delete it if not but for the record when spirits or people tell you to do shadow work, this is what it looks like !! this is shadow work !! it’s just therapy and confronting uncomfy parts of urself !!! this is so important and i love to see it !!

hey Shi, you don’t have to respond to this. I just wanted to reach out to you and apologize. A few weeks ago I sent you a couple annons that were rude. It was relating to your post about paraphilias and also your relationship with Lord Lucifer. I really was under the impression that you were just using Lucifer to promote your own issues, but after taking the time to actually read through your blog I think I’m starting to understand what you meant, and it’s obvious your devotion to Lucifer is very real. I was really embarrassed and ashamed of my behaviour so I asked Lord Lucifer what I should do and he told me the first step is apologizing. He wasn’t even mad at me, he told me you probably wouldn’t be either. But I still feel horrible about it. I understand if you’re still upset and I know you hate when people hide behind annons but using my name just makes me too anxious. I hope you understand. I relate to the person who said your posts make them anxious, because your posts made me very upset the first time I read them. I had you blocked for a while before the whole paraphilia thing, I only unblocked you because some of my mutuals were talking about it. I really didn’t like you so I was excited to join in on the hate for what I thought was a legitimate reason.

But after a while I realized I was just jealous of what you have with Lucifer and I didn’t know what to do with that. Sometimes your writings make me feel really… unimportant? To him. I wish I could touch him like you do. I’ve been working with him for years and I’ve never experienced some of the things you describe. so it was easier to believe you were lying because accepting it hurt a lot. I know that’s ridiculous and that I shouldn’t have taken that out on you or accused you of things. I realized last night that I’ve been actually stalking your page even though it makes me feel this way and I wasn’t sure why. Your writing style is really vivid and it’s hard to look away. I think I became a little obsessed with you and I’m trying to stop that. I think that’s why you have so many haters and supporters. If it didn’t make me feel this way I think I would actually ship you and Lucifer haha. the way you describe your relationship is really nice and interesting . I also realized that I could never have that kind of relationship with Lucifer while still trying to hurt someone he loves so much.

and to the other annons sending harassment, I know you think you’re helping but you’re not. Accusing people you don’t like of being crazy or predatory is just wrong. People need to take responsibility for their own mental health and just block if posts upset them. I noticed you always use trigger warnings and it was my own fault for ignoring them. I’m the one who chose to read those posts and other people should also acknowledge that too.

I’m still not sure if I want to block you or not cause some of your posts are really good although some of them make me feel bad. But I at least wanted to say sorry for the cruel things I said. I hope you have a nice rest of your day. Thank you.

Hey dude, thanks for writing this.

I’ve received a few messages like this over the past couple weeks from people and I really do appreciate it. I want you to know that I don’t hold any ill will towards anyone who I’ve beefed with in the past. Especially in relation to the paraphilia conversation, it’s an intense and incredibly uncomfortable conversation to have, I’m not surprised some people took it poorly and I don’t blame anyone for having been triggered. I won’t take your behaviour while triggered as an accurate reflection of your character. But you are right, the responsibility is on individuals to avoid and block content that’s harmful to them.

I have people message me all the time and tell me that my relationship with Lucifer makes them jealous, and I honestly don’t know what to do with that lol. I’m still in disbelief that people even read or care about my ramblings. When I first created this page I really didn’t think anyone would pay attention, certainly not envy me.

The thing though is that I do not believe I am unique or special in this regard. I do not think I am the only one capable of having this kind of relationship with him, and I know for a fact that he has other lovers and spouses with similar relationships to mine. You very well could have a relationship like this with him if you vibe well enough together. There is no secret pass word. It just takes seeing and treating him as a sentient “person” rather than a vague worshipable concept. I reject the idea that I have some special quality or power that makes Lucifer more interested in me than others besides being open. I don’t consider myself his favourite, I think we are all his favourites.

Whenever people tell me I make them jealous and they don’t know what to do, I tell them to talk to Lucifer. That’s what I do when I get jealous. Rather than internalizing or isolating, I just talk to him. Your jealousy is a manifestation of your wanting to be close to him, it actually has very little to do with anything beyond that. If you want what I have go to the God who’s giving it to me and ask.

I sometimes see other spouses’ posts and get jealous, but this is just greater inspiration for me to go to him. I tell him I want attention and he gives it to me. I could get upset and ruin my day, make things tense between us, or I could skip all that and get to the point, I want to be near him like they are. More for them doesn’t mean less for me, and more for me doesn’t mean less for you.

Lord Lucifer himself has told me that he actually likes when his followers feel jealous because it makes them reach out to him more honestly. It forces you to confront your yearning. He is not going to be annoyed that you care and have feelings. If anything he might be a bit cocky about it. They kissed him hard so I kissed him harder. From Lucifer’s perspective this is a win-win.

And in the end thats what I want for him. There are things you can do for him that I simply cannot, and I’m relieved that he has other lovers to spend time with when I can’t.

But anyways yeah, thank you for the apology, I really do appreciate it, it’s not an easy thing to do. I’m not still upset at anyone, don’t worry too much about it.

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bombing children is bad

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based on my favorite statue of them

stickers n stuff

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Silver antelope pendant, proto-Elamite, 3100-2900 BC

from The Metropolitan Museum of Art

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Dog footprint on a Roman terracotta, next to a statuette of a dog

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Offering by Rosalie Lettau

source: Rosalie Lettau

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Red-Figure Oinochoe (Wine Jug): Eros and Woman c. 340–320 BCE attributed to Cleveland Group South Italian, Apulian ceramic

Cleveland Museum of Art