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Ok I made a fun one for the fun side of tumblr! You’re propositioned by this person at the bar for a beautiful night of love making

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Stab a politician day!!!!

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stolen off instagram but i laughed so hard when i saw this

[edit: image description written by @womanfredvonkarma ]

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Being asexual is actually just a constant struggle of condemning queer-baiting in media because it's a damaging and predatory practice, while also preferring those same queer-baity relationships over explicitly romance-and-fuck-on-screen couples, because queer relationships that get baited tend to express profound friendship and love in incredibly unique ways that are inherently asexual-coded

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Ok guys, the autism and ace rizz is provably real. I said to a stranger that I wanted to go home and to bed and she said "I'll go, too". She probably meant "I want to do the same" but my stupid brain took it literal so I replied "my bed is really small though and my dog will be in it, too". Guys, her face. Lit. Up. and she said "oh, I'll squeeze in somehow".

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He got two eventually

i miss everyone

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i love this bit of dialogue of Clara's with Grace in pathologic classic hd changeling route and my third eye is wide open for these two.

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"if you're wearing eye-catching looks many men will ask you who you're doing it for as if there always has to be someone"

personally, men mainly yelled at me "too bad, the circus is not in town anymore !"

like yeah i know, the circus has clearly left because obviously the freak show is now in

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luke skywalker, jedi knight and least observant person in the galaxy

(commission info // tip jar!)

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Vintage Phantom of the Opera movie poster featuring the cutest version of the Phantom ever.

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starting a compilation of my favorite "no thank you" buttons from when they want you to subscribe so bad

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asexual galahad not understanding what's so hard about keeping a vow of chastity

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This is the first time I really need a reality check for how I feel and what I should do. I'm autistic and really overwhelmed by this.

My best friend of 18 years has finally found a girl that is into him. Afaik they're not in a relationship yet but she expressed interest (I think ?) and visited him at home (which is remarkable). On one hand I'm very happy for him because I know that he suffers from lack of physical and emotional contact and want to know everything about her but on the other hand I'm a bit upset that I will most likely be replaced as the person he spends his time with.

This in itself is not a problem I guess but I feel awful because I haven't met him all that often in person or answered texts quickly when my mental health took a nosedive late last summer and I couldn't even leave the house. So I feel like I really really have no reason to complain that he'll have less time for me. He's the only irl friend I have left but that's truly not his problem or responsibility. I always had very few friends and I lost them all after they got a partner. I went from seeing my then best friend every week for movie night to seeing her once per year if I'm lucky. That's my backstory and it's really unfair to put this on him, I'm just so afraid of never having a friendship again, especially not one that trusting.

Additionally I don't know how to act from now on ? I actually wanted to tell im that I missed him and was hoping to see him more often and get closer again when he told me he met someone. Now I can't tell him that anymore or that I want to meet up despite the gf because it feels manipulative and as if I'm trying to break up his budding relationship. Worst thing: I was looking forward to spending Valentine's Day with him because we have a history of going on little "dates".

Before anyone says: "why didn't you date him then ?" - I'm aroace and he knows.

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the fact that torchwood even worked is kind of fascinating. like. it’s a gory sexy r rated spinoff of a kids show with one character in common. it barely even ties into the show it’s based on. and everyone is gay. and people were like yeah. let’s do it. in 2006

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Duality of the man