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oh someone at the guardian has lost the will to live

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hey remember how the cw deleted all their youtube videos after the finale aired? well interestingly their spn channel is back

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This is a high honor, Castiel thinks to himself, tearing through the darkest depths of hell in search of a single, mangled soul. The Michael Sword. No other angels were given this opportunity, to be chosen above all others to deliver from hell the righteous man, Dean Winchester.

This is a high honor, Cas thinks to himself, sitting in the passenger seat of a 1967 Chevy Impala, alongside the driver singing loudly to Led Zeppelin. Few others were allowed this opportunity, to sit in this very spot, to share this sacred space with Dean Winchester.

This is a high honor, Castiel thinks to himself, feeling the Empty surge to take him to an eternal sleep, seeing the tears in Dean’s eyes. There are tears in Cas’s eyes, too. A rare few have ever had this opportunity, to save Dean Winchester, to die for Dean Winchester, to be mourned by Dean Winchester.

He smiles. This is a high honor.

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IM SORRY HAVE YALL SEEN MISHA’S TIKTOK??? HE USED WATCHING OVER ME AS THE SOUND!!!

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it only just now dawned on me that I’ll very likely learn who won the election from those Supernatural homosexuals. this is how we live now.

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man we are really so lucky that it was misha collins who was cast to play the gay angel.. and not just because he made the angel gay but literally this man is the most unhinged person that could have walked onto the cw spn set and they literally couldn’t get rid of him

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I made this poster for the op so I showed it to Misha and asked him if we could use it for the op. He took it and started reading the whole thing. I was fully prepared to just be in and out in 10 seconds because ops give me major heart palpitations, but he took his sweet time to study the poster.

Misha: This is amazing! I forgot about this!

I honest to god giggled 🤦🏻‍♀️

Misha: Was this for GISH?

Me: Uhm, no. I just made it for fun. (getting redder by the second)

Misha: Really? That’s so well done!

So we got the pic taken and I was ready to take the poster, grab my son and bolt but he went back to reading the poster.

In the meantime I was just standing there shuffling my feet awkwardly lol so I said: I made you one too. I will give you that one tomorrow cause that one is in better condition. But he kept reading and smiling and I think I said that I would give him one tomorrow at least two times. But when he still didn’t give it back I was like: uhmm uhhh uhmmmm you know what? Just uh keep this one and I'll.. keep.. the other one...?" And he was like *hand on chest* "are you sure? Thank you!"

Then when we left the photographer or someone from staff said "that is really good" and Misha said "it really is, isn't it?" So the next day we went for autographs. As soon as he saw the other copy, he went like: Ah! I remember this one!

So I said: heehe oh uhm yeah so this was the one I wanted to give you cause this one is in better condition 👉🏻 👈🏻

and then he was about to reply but then the handler shoved the hoodie under his nose and he looked at it and then up (that man should NOT BE ALLOWED to look at people from under his eyelashes okay? I almost fainted) and he asked: did you make this?

Me: Yes.. 👉🏻👈🏻 I painted it

Misha: WHAT THE FUCK!?

Me: 😮uhm..

Misha: Excuse my language.. but WHAT THE FUCK?

Me: oh eh heh

Misha: It's so good! That's amazing!

Me: Thank you 😳😳😳 I'm glad you think so

Misha: Wow it really is great!

And lemme tell you I was so red and sweating even my kid looked at me like 'are you okay?'

And then Misha looked at where to sign and signed next to Dean (probably because that was one of the lighter areas) and he looked up and winked and I probably blacked out cause i don't even remember walking away after that

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Misha answering my question about how he wants the confession to be approached in the potential revival

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Here’s a parallel I noticed that highlights the difference between Cas relationship with Dean and Cas relationship with Sam pretty well. Episodes 10x22 vs 14x15

When MOC Dean is beating up Cas, Cas doesn’t hit back even once. The most he does is try to bear hug him from behind to calm him down. But not a single punch.

When Sam is Justin Smith, Cas says he won’t hurt him, but he actually does pick him up and slam him into the ground. It’s not a big deal, obviously he knows Sam can take it, but it’s something he wouldn’t even do with Dean.

Before the actual fighting, Cas tells dean, “I’m your friend… I’ll be the one that watches you murder the world.” And then when MOC Dean is on top of Cas holding the angel blade to him, Cas holds onto the wrist Dean has on his tie and the only thing he says is, “please”. He doesn’t even try to grab the hand holding the knife. And then Dean stops.

On the other hand, when Sam is on top of Cas trying to stab him, Cas uses an entirely different approach. He’s forcibly holding back Sam’s arm that’s holding the angel blade. He tells him he understands that he wants to be happy, but that if he does this he fails the people they lost. He says “if you do this you fail Jack. Sam, you fail Dean.” And that makes Sam stop.

The difference that’s so stark is that Cas has to appeal to Sam through talking about Dean. But Cas can appeal to Dean through his own relationship to him. He doesn’t need to bring up what it will do to Sam or anyone else, because their own relationship is powerful enough and he knows it.

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he took it under advisement. 

part one x

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Suptober 2024 - Remixed!

Suptober is a fandom creativity challenge every October. hosted by the wonderfully talented and super amazingly nice @winchester-reload! This year, she has been unable to host it [read her post here!]

But, like a swallow to Capistrano, my art-brain wants an art challenge in October and I love this one a lot. My friend @thepagemistress and I looked at Jackie’s older lists, pulled some prompts we liked, as well as added our own!

We made this list to use this October but we also wanted to share it with the fandom in case y’all still want to do Suptober as well! Jackie isn’t hosting it, and I lack the resources at this time to properly host it —

BUT - I personally still intend on using #suptober24 for my creations, and I encourage anyone who may use this list to also use that hashtag and so we can all engage with our stuff!

I won’t be able to reblog all the creations daily, but I’ll do my best to spread the amazing work this fandom does. I hope we all can still participate in this community event! (Not just art, but writing, gifs, and anything else besides A*I*).

A text version of the list is under the cut.

Happy Suptober (Remixed)!

Autumn

Spa Day

Royalty

Birthday

Scars

Electric

Thankful

Witch's Brew

Moon

Mushrooms

Myth

Harvest Festival

Monster Mash

Fave Episode

Sigils

Falling

Wings

Family Business

Dark & Stormy Night

Limbo

Cozy Treats

Ladies

Fever

Branded

Parody

Enchanted

Prayer

Graves

Blue

Nostalgia

Halloween/Costume

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I will be normal until I see two middle-aged actor men make a video that reminds me of the videos that they used to make together 10 years ago and then I become filled with so much dopamine that for a second I feel like it is November 5th again

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Gotta respect Supernatural for how it always committed to making Sam be like "Cas is fine Dean, really, please don't kill yourself I'mbegging" every time Cas went MIA