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Had a dream the other night about my ex situationship. I guess he was apologizing or wanted to fix things, and I was being stubborn, but he begged and pleaded with me. Then we eventually fucked (with me riding him) and let me tell you I FELT THAT SHIT in my soul. Like the emotion from my dream I felt when I woke up like I was THERE, and it was an experience for sure.

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So my boyfriend doesn’t know I’m bi but I’ve realized that he’s gonna find out when he comes over because I have a pride flag in my room and honestly that scares me!

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I cried thinking about me ex best friend/ex situationship the other day ay. I was as triggered by the lack of communication from my boyfriend, and it’s okay. This is new for both of us. We’re just barely starting. But it brought me right back to all the times I was made to feel like an illicit affair, and I just wanted to go right back to bed until I had to go to work. Healing really isn’t linear.

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Realizing just how much of a trigger miscommunication is for me was not on my 2024 bingo card (it used to be my favorite romance trope and now I don’t think I’ll ever be able to read a book or watch a movie with it ever again)

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I want to be making out with him right now, but no. He has to be at work and I have to take a nap before driving for two to three hours later.

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So name twin and I went out again tonight, we got dinner and hung out for a while. Then we went stargazing, and while we were stargazing we might have kissed…which turned into making out…and honestly he’s literally so sweet. We’re really gonna have the greatest summer ever.

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Okay date is over, name twin is hella chill, and we’re gonna hang out again some time 🥹🫶🏻 we got along really well and he’s super funny and kind and we relate a lot and have common interests so I really hope this goes somewhere

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I said my J name phase was done but I guess it wasn’t done with me because now I have a coffee date with a J name tomorrow???

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Sometimes I think about the last date my ex and I had, when I let him go to second base (my first time ever letting someone do that), and when I eventually ended up in his lap he was DEFINITELY hard, but didn’t say a word about it, and how I was so fucking wet, but didn’t utter a thing to him. Like, we were just making out while I let him suck on my neck and grope my ass and tits, and both horny as hell.

What’s even crazier about this is that he managed to, for the first time ever, cause me to make any type of sound– and I fucking whimpered. Not just that, on the drive home after he of course had his hand on my thigh, which was normal. But I’m over here doing everything I can to act normal when we stop at a red light slightly hard, so his hand jerks, and I nearly fucking moaned because of his touch, but I bit it back instead. He noticed though, and was like “are you okay?” And I said yes before quickly glancing to his hand on my thigh, so he of course figured it out and said “do you want me to move?” (As in take his hand away) and I told him no, that he was fine, he asked if I was sure, and I still said yes even though I very clearly wasn’t 😭

Basically I just wanted him to fuck me in the backseat of his car that night, lowkey, but I wasn’t quite ready for that.

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Thinking about how the last guy I was in love with is the only person who’s seen my back arch, me horny, my sexual fantasies specifically about him and I, heard my panting and how hard I was trying not to whine, whimper, and moan at just his words, and is the only person who’s seen me with fingers in my mouth…yeah now I’m sad again

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Bumblebee Confessions

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Welcome to the second home of @basinbabygirl, my main account. This account is where I will be reminiscing and talking about things that have happened. It’ll be a way for you guys to get to know me better.

No DMs will be open here, but asks will be open! Feel free to submit your own confessions (like something between you and your ex that only the two of you know), just so you have a place to let it out, and heal.

I will always tag my posts with “bumblebeeconfessions,” so they’re easy to find.

Much love.💕

~b.