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She had that shade in her smile prancing somewhere every time her cheek dimpled, The look of someone used to rejection, but not quite used to it, Because you can never get used to being told you are not enough

Prerana Kumar , Let the Colours Out  (via wnq-writers)

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𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 ––> 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚋

caleb: as if your ego isn't big enough as is

caleb: idk, maybe.

caleb: i know, you're perfect , you're never wrong and everyone wants to be you

caleb: sometimes i think there's no one in this world who know me better than you do. but yeah just some unnecessary drama with sierra, and i finally met a girl who made me forget about céline and makes me feel the way céline did and thanks to gossip around here, seems like that's gonna flop too. i think the problem is i ay be going out too often

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: lol you'd be surprised by how much i actually hate myself. so it cancels out .... bc pemdas or whatever

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: exactly , you got it ! now don't ever forget it :)

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i'm sorry cal :( but if she really likes you , she'll listen to what you have to say and not all the gossip. and if she doesn't then she doesn't deserve you.

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: that's not what i meant by going out. i mean on your own. go explore , clear your mind! i'll even be nice enough to let u take the ducati for a spin if u want. going on long drives always helps me when i just wanna forget shit

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𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 ––> 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚋

caleb: i'll try to be a bit more scared next time

caleb: he just has always been a dick towards sierra and told her he had changed and proved otherwise. also he asked her to stay away from me multiple times ???

caleb: i've had better days, but things are looking up. ngl i sometimes miss my place

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i appreciate that it rly helps my ego

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i really don't think he's as terrible as you think he is , cal. think abt it. you've only rly heard one side of the story. also , you're kind of biased towards sierra.

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: but sure , him asking u to stay away from her is a little fucked. but as the great scholar hannah montana said , everybody makes mistakes. ( not me tho rmbr i'm exempt from that rule )

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: "i've had better days" is basically key for "i'm five seconds from punching a wall" so. if u miss ur place in new york while we're in fucking st tropez then u clearly aren't getting out enough !

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╰  ･ﾟ. *  𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅   ›  Who means the world to you at this resort? Who can you stand the least? 

“  me  ,  myself  ,    &    i  !  and  that’s  my  answer  to  both  questions.  sometimes  ,  you’ve  just  gotta  be  your  own  best  friend    &    worst  enemy.  ”

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╰  ･ﾟ. *  𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅   ›  Who has the sexiest name? And who has the least sexiest?

“  balthazar  is  for  sure  the  sexiest  name  .  it  sounds  like  some  higher  demon  from  hell  and  honestly  ....  i  respect  that.  as  for  the  least  sexiest  ??  probably  my  own.  i  mean  ,  i’m  named  after  a  borough  in  new  york  city  ....  that’s  boring  as  hell.  ” ( @balthazcr​ )

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╰  ･ﾟ. *  𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅   ›  Do you like Elijah? After all the trouble Sierra had with him? Respect.

“  like  is  a  strong  word.  i  think  he’s  interesting  ....  and  really  entertaining.  we  have  a  good  time  together  ,  and  that’s  what  we’re  all  here  for  ,  right  ??”  (  @elijahsfm​  )

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𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 ––> 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚋

caleb: maybe i'll have some later, we'll see

caleb: oooh you're scaring me brooke

caleb: that's not true ! i mean, it's partially true. u always being shitty dudes, that's not my fault. but elijah is different. he's worse

caleb: that's so sappy of u b

caleb: but i love you and i'm always here and pls remember it. at the end all we have is each other

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: you should be fucking scared !

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: okay but *how* is he so much worse ?

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: savor it cause it's not gonna last long

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: now, enough about me. how are u doing ? things have been fucking crazy this year

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brooke  was  bored.  so  terribly  ,  horrifically  ,  bored  that  she  started  to  think  ,  her  mind  racing  with  no  way  to  stop  it.  the  type  of  person  to  always  move  a  mile  a  minute  ,  any  down  time  was  extremely  foreign  to  her  ,  and  she  barely  knew  how  to  handle  it.  the  weight  of  the  events  of  the  past  couple  of  days  was  finally  starting  to  wear  on  her  ,  and  yet  she  still  pushed  it  into  the  depths  of  her  mind  ,  doing  the  best  to  ignore  what  ever  negative  feelings  were  left  behind.  she  didn’t  want  to  let  it  drag  her  down.  it’s  just  been  a  lot  ,  and  if  she  let  herself  feel  it  ,  she  knows  it  would  be  too  overwhelming.  so  she  abandoned  the  suffocating  walls  of  her  villa.  at  first  ,  she  was  just  walking  around  the  resort  ,  allowing  the  fresh  air  to  clear  her  mind  ,  but  she  needed  more  of  a  distraction.  a  familiar  blonde  was  the  first  person  to  pop  into  her  mind.  the  contemplation  took  all  of  four  seconds  before  she  was  on  her  way  ,  sending  off  a  quick  text  to  céline  as  if  she  wasn’t  already  half  way  there.  fingers  curl  into  a  fist  once  she  arrives  ,  reaching  up  to  rap  against  the  oak  of  céline’s  villa  door  twice  in  quick  succession.  

𝙲𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴'𝚂  𝚅𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙰  @  𝟽  𝙿𝙼  ╱  @brookefm​.

the  light  in  the  luxury  bathroom  ,  made  for  bathtub  pictures  that  received  millions  of  likes  ,  magnified  the  flaws  céline  saw  in  the  mirror.  light  touches  of  make-up  removed  from  her  skin  ,  finally  giving  it  the  chance  to  breathe  ,  yet  the  result  saddened  her.  her  natural  glow  gone  ,  faded  away  with  the  𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝙽𝙴𝚆𝚂.  hands  shaking  as  she  released  a  breath  ,  unknown  to  her  that  she  was  withholding  it.  the  blonde  turned  on  the  faucet  ,  groaning  at  the  sight  of  her  chipped  fingernails  while  letting  the  liquid  run  in  the  background.  water  splashed  in  the  royal’s  face  :  a  way  to  ground  her  mind  from  the  endless  negative  thoughts.  a  soft  towel  dapped  the  refreshment  away  before  quickly  leaving  the  room.  hues  scanned  her  bedroom.  nothing  out  of  the  ordinary  or  secretive  —  not  that  the  femme  had  any  secrets  for  brooke.  her  brother  be  damned  ;  she  trusted  the  brunette  ;  was  even  very  fond  of  her.  silver  iphone  picked  up  from  the  lounge  table  ,  quickly  sending  a  message  that  she  was  ready  to  receive  her  former  almost  sister-in-law  ?  now  ,  the  blonde  waited  patiently  ;  reading  one  of  the  fashion  magazines  that  reminded  her  of  childhood.

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And these are my vices: impatience, bad temper, wine, the more than occasional cigarette, an almost unquenchable thirst to be kissed. a hunger that isn’t hunger but something like fear…

Cecilia Woloch, from “Fireflies,” Carpathia (via lifeinpoetry)

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Penélope Cruz in Jamón Jamón (1992)

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𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 ––> 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚋

caleb: good!

caleb: lmao i can only imagine

caleb: i trust u , b. but he's the enemy!!!!!

caleb: jk he's not the enemy but... idk i just don't trust the guy . i'm not gonna be a dick and tell u to stay away from him bc that's not my place

caleb: but just protect yourself? i promise that if he hurts you, i'll take care of it

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: got any other constructive criticism ? i'll totally make note of it :)

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: it's a glare so intense that if u were here, it would def kill you. be grateful that the distance is protecting you.

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: practically everyone is the enemy to you !! you've never liked any of the guys i've dated so why break the pattern now ?

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: you know i always do. also, i know i can be a *bit* of a pain sometimes but i really hope you know that i'm grateful for you.

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i don't think i would have gotten through the past couple years if it wasn't for you

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･ﾟ. *  —   𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒋𝒂𝒉  .

“are you serious? put a girl as attractive as yourself on a literal ducati and you’ll have any guy’s heart racing. i’m sure i’m not the first, right?” he raises an eyebrow in amusement, although part of him is slightly cringing at the idea of any other guy being in his position right now. he was so taken back. so in awe that he doesn’t want to share, he wants it all to himself. he meets her smirk, his lips curling up at the edges. “well, to be quite honest with you, i don’t mind if it’s  a trap or not. you can punch me in the face right now and i’d thank you,” he chuckles, shaking his head in amusement then. arms reach out towards the helmet, taking it into his hands and admiring it for a few moments. “i have. but usually i’m the one driving. i assume that it’ll be me holding onto you today, right?” he asks, pulling the helmet on over his head.

“  hm  ,  i  don’t  know  ...  guess  it  has  worked  a  few  times  before.  ”  she  shrugged  ,  an  innocent  almost  sheepish  smile  on  her  lips  ,  but  it  was  all  an  act.  she  definitely  knew  how  to  get  someone’s  attention  and  that  wasn’t  something  she  was  ashamed  to  admit.  she  thrives  off  of  it  ,  has  always  loved  having  all  eyes  on  her.  “  bet  ?!”  brooke  exclaimed  ,  emerald  hues  lit  with  amusement.  “  i’m  just  kidding.  i  would  never  punch  you  ,  wouldn’t  wanna  mess  up  that  pretty  face  of  yours.  then  you’d  have  nothing  going  for  you.  ”  she  winked.  pulling  her  long  brunette  tresses  into  a  low  ponytail  ,  brooke  moved  to  grab  the  second  helmet  that  had  been  resting  on  the  handle  bar  of  the  bike.  “  your  assumption  would  be  correct.  maybe  i’ll  let  you  drive  one  day  ,  but  you’ll  have  to  prove  yourself  to  me  first.  ”  she  pulled  it  on  it  ,  the  bright  smile  on  her  face  being  hidden  from  view.  “  also  ,  it  would  ruin  the  surprise  if  i  let  you  drive.  and  we  can’t  have  that.  ”  she  reveled  in  the  feel  of  the  handle  bars  in  her  hands  ,  pure  excitement  coursing  through  her  as  she  got  on  the  bike  ,  adjusting  herself  to  leave  plenty  of  room  for  elijah  to  get  on  behind  her.  

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           ･ﾟ. *      ◞  𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒐 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒂 !   ›   5  ╱ o4  ╱  2021

                                     ･ﾟ. *      ◞  𝒇𝒕.  @elijahsfm​ ╱ @oftroje​  .

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･ﾟ. *  —   𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒂  .

sierra: unless you have any other backstabbing qualities, might as well come clean now sierra: i’m not losing my shit, i’m just now seeing who you truly are which is disgusting sierra: too late, i’m good. thank you so much though, you’re the best

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆  :  nope , nothing to confess ! my record is squeaky clean !!  𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆  :  seriously sierra ?? this is so juvenile.   𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆  :  of course ! thank you but i’m already well aware that i’m the best : )) 

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𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 ––> 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚋

caleb: you could have done better

caleb: because i am being sarcastic my dear

caleb: it's not you that i don't trust. i know you're a bad ass bitch (no sarcasm here) and that you can kick anyone's ass. it's him i don't trust and i've just seen what he does to girls and i can't let him do it to you

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i'll make note of that for next time

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: i hope you can feel my glare through the screen. you deserve it.

𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆: it's all good though cal, we're just friends. i appreciate the protective older brother act but it's really not necessary here.