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Rant

Im almost 23 and ive nothing done with my life

Im official incapacitated on paiper. Cant get my deivers licence.

Im hoirble at chorse i always hear how wrong im doing them

But same as in other stuf

Even to im trying so hard i cant do annything right.

I just feels like ive faild in life

I also tried to move out house but was to scared to destroy that to

Im hating my self just so much

I hating my self alot

Why can't i do annything except failing

My mom even threatening she would bump my pet rabbits if i dont take better care of them

I dont want atlas to be gone

Its the only thing i love thats is my own

Im a good for nothing artist

I mean even i got complains about that

Im sure my mom hate that i do art and wishes for me i was a normal person

I know she hates what i make

I mean she dont like my art they says what u make is nothing compare what other makes so

I almost never show my mom my art only the pieces i like i know she dont like them but still

My dad is pretty chill tho i mean he dont care that i do art

But yea

But i thing my moms right to i mean i dont even sell my art ive tried for so much always when i do an art trade i almost never get a piece back probs my art not worth annything even tho im working 8 years to let it look good but no success

I wish i was good at somting but atlast im good for nothing

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I just needed to rant

When u react on house a special little home for people with a disorder cause you got one, to life in but after almost almost getting in u fall from the edge of worry

Your mind is first at: you finaly grow jup and a place on your own but then you go to panic attack mode and it says what if u fail like evey thing like what happend to your studdie andd learning to drive a car

U can nothing not even small think u forget stuf while doing the dishes u break eveything and not only that you fail on even in social skills a your friends eventually leaves you. Maybe even u parents are tired of you

Why would you think you can life alone on a place you can call home

And those words keep making me insane

Youre just stupid, you're not valid, ypu dont matter, you're boring you're a game that looks okay at first but turns out it was a waste to buy

Why am i like this

Why cant i do things right the way i wanted why do i fail and if i keep trying i fail more

Why do i keep drowning in this feels

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Some one got offended by my depression

(I dont have it but the person says i got it

A real docter dont say i got it so my depression is not official )

Now gonna tell how the person got offended by it okay the story gos like this:

A person posted he does sadness art and ask to show him other work of peoples art they represented there sadness with

So i did

i possted my television oc floating intro a black void with a broken screen with black liquid out of the cracks (so its blood)

Someone (not the poster) came to me and sayd you offended me with this cause i got a phobia and i cant handle this

While she dont go the the other people with gore art and worse grafic display

And say it also to them

And also if ya cant handle it why go to a post like that

Thats it.. thanks for reading

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When you're like a trash bag, a thing people use but later want to get rid off

But even when your disappointed its not like you didn't knew it happend

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Feeling alone like

Im like a tree no one wants standing there all alone every tree how comes near doomed to be cut so this tree is lonely again

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Trying to shine in a galaxy full of stars never to be notice

Trying to be bringer then everyone else but when i get to shine more they already grown bigger

Trying so hard but no one will notice to some they you disappear like they all do to make place for the new ones

Static failures

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I dont like to chat on this page with people i just talk about unpleasant stuf so i can forget it

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Your mean cause you ask me to help me while i was working, you know i say no.

Mom

(I didn't even know she would say no)

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I hate the person i was but i hate the person more that i have becomes

My own stupid world

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Did a fast draw yourself meme hope ya guys like it Im in a art block

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When you want to take a piss at night and try to do it silence as poseble and the dogs starts to bark and everyone getting angry at you and blames you for it so jou just go to your room and cry cause of anxiety and regret

Didnt even flush cause it makes to much noice

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I rate this movie 11/10

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Me: why are all my conversations so boring/awkward/forced?

My brain: because ur in them

Me: true