bon3r3lla

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GUYS I NEED MUTUALS NOW PLS FOLLOW AND MESSAGE IF U WANNA BE ED MUTUALS

i need people to legitimately bully me and keep me in check like quite literally send unsolicited meanspo and ask how my fasts are going

IF U WANNA BE MUTUALS SLIDE INTO MY DMS AND SAY "i like your balls. let's be friends"

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turning this into my main because i just received irrevocable trauma from a groomer on my other acc

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hey guys i died bc i forgot this acc existed since its only on my computer sorry i have commitment issues

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IM SO HAPPY SO MANY NEW MOOTS :33333

i love only using this on the computer like once a day bc i get to log in and see all my new best friends

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does anyone else feel like their personality just disappears with weight gain? like, when i was skinny i knew i was a caring, friendly, kind, creative and funny person, but now all i can think about is my weight, and now i’m just… fat…

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"what are your hobbies" pinterest and weight loss?

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the most aesthetic photos I've ever taken

tw!! body check

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ngl i miss old edblr, when we didn’t have to put fucking numbers and symbols in words to search for a tag, when we could simple search the things we wanted without the annoying warning

like please let me be triggered in peace

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ଘ┊ things that have been said to me to trigger my rel@ps3

- "damn you're eating AGAIN?"

- "you're in the kitchen again?"

- "don't worry, she'll eat it"

- "you're an eater huh?"

- "you're not fat you're healthy"

- "I love your tummy"

Thank you soo much for this family and friends, now I have meanspø that lives in my head constantly and I will never look at my body the same <33

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i genuinely need ed moots so bad......PLEASE PLEASP LEPLEASE PLS PLEASE PLS PLS PLS SPL SP PLEASE PLEASE

ahem. genuinely pls talk to me i promise im funny and have a fat ass and slut waist

just put something unhinged in my dms or asks so we can be soulmates

-bon3r3lla

[bon3r3lla]

i genuinely need ed moots so bad......PLEASE PLEASP LEPLEASE PLS PLEASE PLS PLS PLS SPL SP PLEASE PLEASE

ahem. genuinely pls talk to me i promise im funny and have a fat ass and slut waist

just put something unhinged in my dms or asks so we can be soulmates

-bon3r3lla

[bon3r3lla]

!!TW:ĘD!!

You can't just eat everything you want and expect to be thinner...

You have to give Ana your time and sacrifice something and ONLY THEN she might HELP YOU

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i completely understand how u feel its like ur invisible but in a very scary way???

I’ve like kept my mouth shut I’m scared these ppl think I’m weird. Like there’s this one cool girl I want to be friends with but my brain is so fucking rotted through I can’t talk to people anymore, you guys gotta like understand it takes me forever to type out these posts it’s embarrassing

I used to be so effortlessly charismatic but I can’t even stutter through saying hi to someone or like read too, I was thinking about that yesterday, these are like the only two things I’m really proficient in and I can’t do it, I just feel so actually stupid

Can 4n@ give you brain damage cause I feel like it

Please please don’t think I’m weird or awkward or like inept I am a real person I just can’t show it

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this is not my first ed acc but im really struggling with what vibe/aesthetic i wanna go for 😭 i wanna be really like artsy but i post word vomit too much for that to be a viable option idk i at least need new moots first :33