blairebespoke

[blairebespoke]

Looking for support

I am a new amateur writer and looking to grow my following. I WILL follow back and any support is greatly appreciated.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

[blairebespoke]

Edge Of Seventeen

I got to spend the rest of my life with myself.

when you are young people offer the ear all types of wisdom, advice and encouraging words.

You try to hear them out but nothing really sticks.

Maybe it's not the right time and your not actually seeking advice.

One day, You don't know when or how but it all stops.

You've forgotten what it was like to hear such kind things and people to want the best for you.

At what age do they decide our inoccence is no longer deserving of preserving?

Never let it stop. Always support your loved ones, your friends and even strangers.

Why? because we want to stop the all types of abuse in your local communities.

That means improving the mental health of ourselves and the ones around us.

Better be using your mind & be kind.

Together we can decide we will not become our abuse.

We will not be the abuser. We will not live in abuse.

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I'm Looking For Love, Does It Live Here?

Years I have been your secret. I didn't know I was your secret, you told me all yours, how could I be?

I convinced myself I was providing you with space and comfort.

The space you needed to grow and be a man.

The comfort you needed at 2am when the world was cruel and uncomfortable. I was there.

I. Was. There.

At 2am the world stopped, and it was just us.

We melted into on another, and I gave you the benefit of the doubt.

You were scared.

You were never loved the way you deserved.

I wanted to be the one that gave you that deserving love.

Truth is you just drained me for your own insecurity.

Love did not live here but damn did I beg for it to find its way.

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You Were Home and Now My Home Is Empty

I forget what it's like coming home to someone. The memories linger like a bad dream, of the times I walked through the doors, and I didn't grab you and kiss you, first. You were my home. You were the home I was coming home to. Now you are gone, and my home is empty.

[blairebespoke]

The Standstill Of Goodbye

Sometimes I realize the world hasn't moved since the last time I spent it with you.