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Mavuika gameplay leaks make me want to skip her first banner, which has never happened to me before as an archon collector. I'll probably go for Citlali instead (mostly because of her design).

Ugh and then there's the fact I wanted to get Neuvi in this rerun (and getting Chasca instead of losing the 5050 will make that pretty much impossible) and I want to c6 Arle eventually. It will be hard to resist spending all of my money on this game, I'll have to be patient.

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My hair dryer is 13 years old (and I don't have 50€ lying around for new), I'm just waiting for it to blow up one of these days 💀

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Got 2 copies of the new catalyst, but no bow. But I also got another Lyney bow at 65 pity so :') pain

But I finally got Ororon at 40 pity (so in 43 wishes, not too bad, if only I didn't get a 5*)

Me: oh I have only 50 pity, I might get Ororon in a few single pulls

Me: does 2 skip single pulls, all blue

Me: does the third skip single pull and I GET FUCKING CHASCA

which... Good bc I like flying, but BAD bc this is a 3rd 5050 win a row (4th if you count the capturing radiance) which means my chances of getting both Mavuika and Neuvilette are even lower than before 😭

Now I'm gonna do a few single pulls on weapon banner for the 2 new 4* weapons. I have 40 pity there, and I already have Lyney's bow, so if I somehow get another one, I'll be mad.

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THE COMBO OF SCARA AND CHASCA IN NATLAN IS SO GOOD

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Me: oh I have only 50 pity, I might get Ororon in a few single pulls

Me: does 2 skip single pulls, all blue

Me: does the third skip single pull and I GET FUCKING CHASCA

which... Good bc I like flying, but BAD bc this is a 3rd 5050 win a row (4th if you count the capturing radiance) which means my chances of getting both Mavuika and Neuvilette are even lower than before 😭

Now I'm gonna do a few single pulls on weapon banner for the 2 new 4* weapons. I have 40 pity there, and I already have Lyney's bow, so if I somehow get another one, I'll be mad.

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I had a small surgery today and the doctor told me how I'll experience pain and soreness so I should take painkillers when needed and now that the local anaesthetics wore off completely, the pain is like nothing to me. Literally like 1/4 of the pain I've been experiencing for 2 years that this surgery should hopefully fix. And I haven't been taking painkillers for that lol.

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Still upset AC Sephiroth didn't finish off Cloud when he could. Like cmon, why are you shoving him and kicking him NOW, JUST KILL HIM FFS

Like I always wait for him the whole movie to show up and then he disappears after like 7 minutes because he just has to make Cloud suffer more instead of killing him immediately 🙄🙄🙄

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“Is it normal?” The binding edition

Yes:

Getting winded after walking quickly/upstairs with binder on, but able to catch breath

Chafing in the underarm areas

Soreness (during or after) in arms, shoulders, or back

Increased acne on chest or back

Mild anxiety about tightness

Chest sagging

No, take it off and rest, see a doctor if problem gets worse or doesn’t go away after taking the binder off (or after one week):

Nausea during or after binding, including nausea caused by pain

Bruising

Out of breath/can’t catch breath when not wearing binder

Skin rash

Sharp pains in ribs

Not able to cough or sneeze

Numbness in arms

Feeling too tired/sore to do everyday activities

Suddenly having any of the above symptoms even if you’ve been binding for years 

No, see a doctor ASAP, could be a sign of serious injury:

Anything from the above category if you can just tell/feel something is wrong, better safe than sorry

Extreme claustrophobia/panic attacks 

Sharp pain in chest/heart skipping beats or beating very fast

Not able to breathe  

Dizziness

Blueness in lips or fingertips

Change in shape of ribcage

Fainting

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My outfits: all black, goth style

My room: yellow, white and orange filled with plants (+my oversized pj shirts are also yellow)

(my outfits = how I feel, my room = what I want to feel)

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Squaring off

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I'm trying to figure out why am i having bald patches on legs, so I check the list of medications that can cause it and I use like half of the list (amphetamines, antidepressants, epilepsy meds, thyrodid meds) 💀 so I guess I won't be able to pinpoint the cause, great.

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Who the fuck decided that Chasca will power creep Wanderer even outside of Natlan. Makes me unreasonably upset, he was already struggling to stay relevant and now that's gone too 😭

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Can some higher quality make-up mask sh scars? I don't want people to look at them when I'll be wearing my cosplay 😭

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I've lived in this flat for like, 15 years, and it's only today that I found out that our kitchen has heated floor. That has apparently never been turned on for those 15 years 💀

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Oh god im such a wreck, idk if i can hold out till my next psychiatrist appointment

6 days... Only 6 loooong days full of all-day stomach sickening anxiety

It's so bad I'll might have to leave from the planned dnd sesh bc idk how to...exist rn

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Added SQL on the basic level to my resume and I'm gonna try to apply for an entry level data analyst position, fingers crossed

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Love how this stat of mine keeps getting worse and worse