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How Pluto Entering Aquarius Will Shape the Next Two Decades

Hold onto your hats, because the cosmos just handed us a front-row ticket to the most exhilarating and unsettling ride of the century. Pluto, the planet of transformation, power, and those deep, dark truths we’d rather shove under the rug, is strutting into Aquarius, the sign of innovation, rebellion, and humanity’s collective future. This isn’t just a cosmic shuffle. It’s a full-blown revolution that will flip the script on every corner of life as we know it. We’re talking society, technology, relationships, and yes, your personal universe. This not your average astrological transit.

Pluto doesn’t mess around. This is the planet of the phoenix, meaning if something isn’t working, it’s about to burn down to ashes. But don’t panic. Aquarius isn’t here to destroy for the sake of destruction. This air sign is the visionary genius, the tech whiz, the humanitarian. Together, they’re rewriting the rules of the game. Think of it like a power wash for your life and our world, a little messy at first, but ultimately freeing. For the next 19 years, expect seismic shifts in how we connect as a species. Aquarius rules technology and social systems, so the digital landscape will explode with changes. In terms of astrology predictions, AI won’t just be a cool tool; it’s going to reshape the job market, education, and even how we understand what it means to be human. If you’ve been clinging to outdated ways of working or communicating, Pluto is here to snap you out of it. The advice? Embrace the new. Learn, adapt, grow. That app you’re too stubborn to download could end up being the key to your next career move.

Power structures are about to collapse. Pluto in Aquarius doesn’t tolerate inequality, corruption, or anything that reeks of the old guard clinging to control. Governments, corporations, and even social hierarchies are in for a rude awakening. On a personal level, ask yourself where you’ve been giving your power away. Is it to a boss who doesn’t value you? A partner who keeps you small? A habit that numbs your potential? Pluto is here to tear those chains apart. But it’s on you to step into the freedom that follows. Of course, there’s a shadow side. Aquarius can be cold, detached, even ruthless in its pursuit of the greater good. Be wary of losing yourself in groupthink or tech dependency. Just because the world is speeding up doesn’t mean you have to lose touch with your own humanity. Make time for real conversations, face-to-face connections, and grounding rituals. This isn’t just a suggestion.

It’s a survival tool for navigating the chaos.

And let’s talk relationships. Traditional bonds might feel stifling under this influence. Aquarius loves independence and freedom, so if you’re in a situation that feels too confining, it’s time to shake things up. This doesn’t mean running for the hills every time someone asks for commitment. But it does mean being honest about what you need to thrive. Maybe that’s more space, or maybe it’s a complete reimagining of what love looks like for you. Just know this: Pluto doesn’t do surface-level. Any connection that’s shallow, fake, or rooted in outdated ideals is going to crumble. And that’s a good thing. This is also a time to dream big, no, bigger. Aquarius is the sign of invention and radical ideas. If you’ve been sitting on a creative project, a business idea, or a vision for your future, Pluto is giving you a cosmic green light. But there’s a catch. You can’t just dream it; you have to build it. Aquarius is innovative, yes, but it’s also fiercely logical. It’s about using your genius to create something real. So, roll up your sleeves. Get to work. You have a 19-year runway to make something extraordinary.

But remember, transformation isn’t a one-and-done event. Pluto moves slowly, digging deep into the cracks we don’t want to see. There will be moments when it feels too intense, too overwhelming. That’s when you lean into the Aquarian gift of vision. What kind of future do you want to build? What kind of person do you want to become? Keep your eyes on the horizon, even when the ground shakes beneath your feet. Pluto in Aquarius isn’t just a transit. It’s a call to action. It’s a demand to evolve. The world is changing, fast. And the question isn’t whether you’ll adapt. It’s whether you’ll rise to meet the opportunity. The universe believes you can. Now it’s your turn to believe it too.

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Mars Enters Leo ✨

Mars entered Leo on November 3, 2024 setting the stage for a dramatic journey that’s going to feel like we’re all living out our own Overboard moment — one of my favorite movies. Have you seen it? Just like Joanna, Goldie Hawn’s unforgettable character, we’re about to get stripped of our comfort zones, thrown into an emotional vortex, 💔 and challenged to find who we really are beneath the glitter and bravado. 

In Leo, Mars wants us to be bold, strong, and fearless, our inner Joanna on that yacht, perfectly in control. But come January, when Mars retrogrades back into Cancer, we’re plunged into unfamiliar waters, 🌊 forced to confront the vulnerable parts of ourselves we’ve tried to hide. We may feel lost or exhausted, like Joanna when she faces amnesia and finds her self scrubbing floors while wondering who she even is anymore. 

But if the character Joanna taught us anything, it’s that sometimes losing the life we think we need is the only way to find the life we truly want. By February, when Mars turns direct, we’ll emerge with a new understanding of ourselves. Not just the shiny, confident parts, but the raw, resilient spirit that’s always been there. So hold on tight, because this journey isn’t about staying in control; it’s about uncovering the depths of who we are when we LET GO! 🥹🥹🥹

Let’s explore how this Mars-in-Leo-and-Cancer transit might affect you based on the house Mars is and will be transiting.

1st House (Self, Identity, Physical Body)

Mars in Leo brings a surge in confidence, pushing you to change your look or assert your goals boldly. You may start a fitness routine or reinvent your style. Retrograde in Cancer, however, could bring self-doubt or fatigue, prompting you to reflect on your identity and values. By April, you’ll emerge with a refined self-image, grounded in authenticity, feeling stronger and more self-assured in how you present yourself to the world.

2nd House (Finances, Values, Self-Worth)

Mars in Leo energizes your drive for financial growth, encouraging you to make bold investments or explore new income sources. This might lead to a purchase or decision that symbolizes your values. During retrograde in Cancer, financial setbacks or expenses may surface, prompting a reevaluation of your spending habits. By April, you’ll feel more financially stable, with a clear understanding of your priorities and an improved approach to self-worth.

3rd House (Communication, Learning, Siblings)

Mars in Leo will boost your communication style, making you more expressive and confident. You might start a blog, initiate a new learning project, or take on sibling matters actively. Retrograde in Cancer, however, could lead to misunderstandings or introspection on how you connect with others. By April, you’ll find your voice stronger and clearer, enhancing your relationships with siblings, friends, and your approach to learning or local matters.

4th House (Home, Family, Roots)

Mars in Leo energizes your home life, sparking a desire to make changes in your living space or tackle family issues. You may consider moving, redecorating, or taking a more active role within family dynamics. Retrograde in Cancer might bring old family issues to light, prompting deep reflection on past connections. By April, you’ll establish a more harmonious and secure home, ready to embrace your roots and nurture your personal sanctuary.

5th House (Creativity, Romance, Pleasure)

Mars in Leo lights up your creative and romantic life, encouraging bold moves in love or passion projects. You might take a risk on a new romance or dive into an artistic venture. Retrograde in Cancer, however, could bring up past relationship issues or make you question what brings genuine joy. By April, you’ll have clarity on what truly fulfills you, ready to focus on relationships and creative pursuits that offer lasting satisfaction.

6th House (Health, Work, Daily Routines)

Mars in Leo motivates you to take charge of your health and work routines, perhaps starting a fitness plan or tackling professional goals with vigor. Retrograde in Cancer might bring fatigue or health concerns, prompting a reassessment of your self-care habits. By April, you’ll have established a balanced routine that supports both your productivity and well-being, allowing you to achieve goals sustainably without burnout.

7th House (Relationships, Partnerships)

Mars in Leo intensifies your partnerships, inspiring bold actions in relationships and a desire to set clear boundaries. You may feel drawn to confront unresolved issues or clarify expectations. Retrograde in Cancer might bring back past relationship dynamics or make you reflect on emotional needs in partnerships. By April, you’ll have gained insights into what you need from relationships, ready to invest in bonds that support both passion and stability.

8th House (Intimacy, Transformation, Shared Resources)

Mars in Leo drives deep transformations in intimacy and shared resources, prompting you to set boundaries in financial partnerships or open up emotionally. Retrograde in Cancer may bring up trust issues, delays in shared finances, or fears related to vulnerability. By April, you’ll have achieved a stronger understanding of how to navigate intimacy and shared resources, feeling more empowered and secure in both financial and emotional matters.

9th House (Adventure, Higher Learning, Beliefs)

Mars in Leo pushes you toward adventure, encouraging travel, higher learning, or a philosophical shift. You may feel a strong urge to expand your horizons through new experiences or studies. Retrograde in Cancer, however, could delay plans or bring doubts about your direction, making you question your beliefs. By April, you’ll have a clearer vision for your future, ready to embrace new goals and experiences that truly resonate with your values.

10th House (Career, Reputation, Goals)

Mars in Leo energizes your career, motivating you to pursue new responsibilities or leadership roles. You may find yourself tackling big projects or gaining recognition. Retrograde in Cancer could bring professional setbacks or make you question long-term goals, encouraging a reassessment of your career path. By April, you’ll have refined your vision for success, ready to pursue goals that align with your purpose and bring true fulfillment.

11th House (Friendships, Community, Future Goals)

Mars in Leo boosts your social life, inspiring you to take an active role in community projects or future goals. You may feel driven to expand your network or initiate group ventures. Retrograde in Cancer might bring back old friends or prompt a re-evaluation of your social connections. By April, you’ll have clarity on who supports your growth, ready to invest in friendships and group endeavors that resonate with your authentic self.

12th House (Spirituality, Subconscious, Hidden Matters)

Mars in Leo stirs your inner world, pushing you to confront hidden fears or embark on a spiritual journey. You may feel drawn to self-reflection, meditation, or therapeutic practices. Retrograde in Cancer could bring up unresolved emotions or past wounds, prompting a period of introspection. By April, you’ll feel a renewed sense of inner peace, having released old baggage and gained a deeper understanding of your spiritual path.

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Erik Menendez & His Big Three

Sagittarius Sun in the 4th House @ 5 Degrees (Leo & Fame Degree)

The Sun represents the core of our identity, our sense of self, and our life’s purpose. In Sagittarius, Erik’s Sun placement reveals a strong need for freedom, truth, and exploration. Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter, the planet of expansion, meaning that Erik would have had an innate desire to seek new experiences, learn about the world, and push boundaries. However, his Sun falls in the 4th House, the house of family, home, and emotional foundations. This placement indicates that Erik’s personal identity was deeply tied to his family and upbringing. Sagittarius energy, which craves freedom and independence, is at odds with the 4th House’s focus on roots and emotional security, suggesting an internal conflict between wanting to break free from family expectations and being bound to them.

Adding in 5 degrees to the mix, this placement takes on an even more dramatic tone. The Leo degree is associated with fame, leadership, and public recognition, but fame that often comes with a price. Erik’s life, tied so deeply to his family, was thrust into the public eye, but the fame came in the form of a high-profile trial and infamy rather than personal achievement. The Leo energy enhances the importance of ego and the need to be seen, and in Erik’s case, his family issues became a matter of public spectacle, with his identity forever linked to the notoriety of his family drama. This placement suggests a life in which his personal self was never fully separate from the public’s view of his family, reinforcing the theme of fame tied to painful consequences.

Scorpio Moon in the 3rd House @ 26 Degrees (Taurus Degree)

The Moon governs our emotional world, instincts, and how we seek comfort. With the Moon in Scorpio, Erik’s emotional landscape would have been intense, secretive, and full of deep psychological complexity. Scorpio is a sign that delves into the undercurrents of life—power, control, transformation, and emotional extremes. Scorpio Moons are known to feel things deeply, often experiencing emotions like betrayal, fear, and obsession. Erik likely internalized his emotions, feeling an intense need to guard his vulnerabilities. Scorpio is also ruled by Pluto, the planet of transformation and rebirth, which indicates that Erik’s emotional experiences would have often been life-altering or tied to significant crises. Scorpio Moons also have a tendency to hold onto emotional wounds, and in Erik’s case, this would have manifested as a deep-seated resentment and pain connected to his family.

In the 3rd House, which rules communication, siblings, and immediate environment, Erik’s Moon placement suggests that these intense emotional experiences were tied to his interactions with his family—particularly his brother, Lyle, and the communication within the household and even now in prison. This is a placement of emotional power struggles, especially between siblings or close family members, where conversations and relationships are colored by secrecy, manipulation, and control. The Taurus degree (26 degrees) adds an additional layer to this. Taurus is associated with stability, material wealth, and comfort. While Scorpio is emotionally turbulent, Taurus craves peace and security. This degree suggests that Erik’s emotional turmoil was compounded by the material abundance he was surrounded by, a luxurious yet emotionally toxic environment. It indicates that while Erik lived in comfort and wealth, his emotional life was anything but secure. He may have felt trapped by the wealth that surrounded him, further intensifying his feelings of powerlessness and resentment toward his family. I believe this could be why he feels so free in prison. Wealth is a burden for Erik.

Virgo Ascendant @ 4 Degrees (Cancer Degree)

The Ascendant, or rising sign, represents how we approach life, how others perceive us, and the persona we project to the world. With Virgo Ascendant, Erik’s outward personality would have been seen as analytical, detail-oriented, and somewhat reserved. Virgo risings are often critical of themselves and others, always striving for perfection. They tend to be practical and controlled, preferring to focus on details and order. This placement suggests that Erik might have appeared composed, responsible, and even meticulous in how he managed his life and interactions, especially within his family. However, Virgo risings can also be highly self-critical, and this often manifests as internal pressure to meet impossible standards, especially in a family dynamic where expectations are high.

At 4 degrees, Erik’s Ascendant is linked to Cancer energy, which adds an emotional, family-oriented layer to his Virgo rising. Cancer is ruled by the Moon and governs family, maternal influences, and emotional security. This degree suggests that Erik’s outward demeanor and his approach to life were profoundly shaped by his relationship with his family, especially his mother. 4 degrees emphasizes emotional nurturing (or lack thereof), and in most cases, this degree points to deep "mommy issues" and unresolved emotional wounds connected to maternal care. Erik’s Virgo rising would have made him appear rational and controlled on the outside, but the Cancer influence shows that underneath this exterior, there were deep emotional scars and unmet emotional needs, particularly tied to his mom, Kitty.

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North Node Through the Houses

The North Node is not just about this life. It’s the unfinished business of your soul, the echoes of past lives that still hum beneath your everyday decisions. Think of it as the place where your soul keeps hitting repeat, lifetime after lifetime, until you get it right. The South Node can show us who we were in past lives, but the North Node shows us what we need to learn from that life. It demands that you evolve beyond the easy way out. It drags you into uncomfortable territory because that’s where the real growth happens.

Let’s get into what it means to have the North Node in each house.

With the North Node in the first house, your past lives were likely spent in the shadows, always focused on other people’s needs, emotions, and desires. You were the caretaker, the mediator, the one who made sure everyone else was happy and safe while you quietly faded into the background. You probably sacrificed your own identity for the sake of peace or belonging. But in this life, the universe is flipping the script and telling you to stop hiding. This is the lifetime where you must step fully into your own power and claim yourself. It’s not selfish; it’s essential. You are being called to develop a stronger sense of who you are outside of relationships, outside of what others expect from you. This might feel uncomfortable at first because you’ve been conditioned across lifetimes to put others first. But now, the universe wants you to put yourself at the center of your life. There will be moments where you’ll feel like you’re abandoning the old you, but that’s exactly what your soul needs. This time around, it’s about self-discovery, standing tall in your individuality, and letting go of the need for validation from others. Trust that this journey is about finding your truth, not living someone else’s.

When the North Node is in the second house, you are here to rewrite your relationship with worth and abundance. In your past lives, you likely struggled with self-worth. Maybe you were in poverty or servitude, or perhaps you lived lives where wealth or security felt out of reach. You learned to believe that you weren’t enough, that you had to prove your value through what you could do for others. In this life, the universe is pushing you to confront those old stories and realize that your worth is not tied to how much you give or how little you need. You are meant to feel deserving of wealth, stability, and comfort. This is a lifetime where you are here to build something lasting, something that supports you rather than drains you. You may find yourself facing challenges around money or possessions, but these are not meant to punish you. Instead, they’re here to force you to claim your right to abundance. This isn’t just about money; it’s about recognizing your own intrinsic value. You’ll learn that you no longer need to live in scarcity, and that accepting what you’re worth is part of your soul’s evolution.

If your North Node is in the third house, this lifetime is all about finding and expressing your voice. In your past lives, you may have lived in silence, either by choice or circumstance. Maybe you were restricted by the rules of society, family, or culture, or perhaps you were the one who chose to stay quiet to avoid conflict or punishment. You likely felt safer keeping your thoughts and ideas to yourself, never really speaking out or asserting your truth. But now, the universe is pushing you to break that silence. In this life, you are here to communicate, to learn, to explore new ideas, and to speak up. You’ll feel an urge to share your thoughts, even when it feels risky or uncomfortable. Your soul needs to experience the power of words, of ideas, of being heard. There may be times where you second-guess yourself or fear rejection, but this is where your soul’s growth lies. You are not here to keep your truth hidden. Whether through writing, teaching, or simply engaging in deeper conversations, you’re being called to expand your mind and share your wisdom. This is a lifetime where communication is key, not just for personal growth but for connecting with others in a way that transforms both you and them.

With the North Node in your fourth house, your past lives were spent chasing external success, status, and recognition. Maybe you were someone who lived for applause or defined yourself by your career. You were so focused on outward achievements that you neglected the emotional and spiritual foundation within. This time around, the universe says, “Enough.” Now, it’s not about what you accomplish on the outside, but how you nurture your roots on the inside. You’re being asked to create a real sense of home — within yourself and maybe even with family. This is about emotional vulnerability, learning to open up and embrace softness, something you might find incredibly challenging if you’ve been wired to believe that only external success matters. You’re being called to redefine success, not by titles or money, but by how connected you feel to your inner world. This will feel disorienting because in past lives, you thrived on that outer recognition. But in this lifetime, your soul’s peace comes from grounding and creating emotional safety.

For those with the North Node in the fifth house, your past lives were all about service to others. Maybe you were a healer, a caretaker, or even someone deeply immersed in community work. While that was noble, it also left you with a habit of putting your own joy and creativity on the back burner. This lifetime is a whole different story. The universe is pushing you toward pleasure, toward self-expression, toward reclaiming your own creativity without feeling guilty about it. You are meant to dive headfirst into what lights you up — art, romance, joy, whatever sets your soul on fire. You’ve spent lifetimes being selfless, but this time it’s about embracing the beauty of being self-full. This won’t be easy because you’re used to measuring your worth by how much you give to others, but now it’s time to give to yourself. You are here to learn how to play again, to fall in love with life and not apologize for it.

When the North Node falls in your sixth house, in past lives you may have been a dreamer, lost in spiritual or creative pursuits, escaping the mundane aspects of life. You were the mystic, the artist, or even the one who wandered without structure. But in this lifetime, the universe is pulling you down to earth. You are here to master the art of daily routine, service, and responsibility. This time, it’s not about escaping into the clouds; it’s about rolling up your sleeves and tending to the details of life. This placement demands you find meaning in the small things — in work, in health, in service to others. You are being asked to take what might seem like “boring” tasks and transform them into something meaningful. Structure will be your friend, even if you resist it at first. You’re learning that discipline isn’t the enemy of creativity but its container. This is about grounding yourself, finding your place in the world by being of real, tangible service.

If your North Node is in the seventh house, this lifetime is all about relationships. In past lives, you were fiercely independent, possibly even a bit of a loner. You didn’t rely on anyone because you thought you had to do it all yourself, and maybe you even took pride in that. But now, the universe is pushing you to embrace partnership. You’re here to learn the beauty of compromise, to lean on others, and to create harmony in your one-on-one connections. This is not about losing yourself in relationships but learning that true growth comes from opening your heart to another. You’ll feel pulled to develop deep, committed partnerships, whether in love or business, and it will challenge your past life instincts to go it alone. It might feel uncomfortable, even scary, to trust others with your heart and your journey, but this is where your soul needs to grow. You’re learning that true strength lies not in isolation, but in collaboration and connection.

With the North Node in the eighth house, your past lives were likely lived in the comfort of the material world. You were someone who played it safe, who stayed on the surface of things, possibly attached to money, possessions, or status. But this time around, the universe is saying, “Dive deep.” This placement is all about transformation, letting go, and stepping into the unknown. You are meant to confront your fears, whether they are about intimacy, power, or even death itself. The eighth house demands that you shed old skins, walk through the fire of transformation, and come out on the other side reborn. This could feel terrifying because, in past lives, you avoided the dark, the intense, the things that couldn’t be controlled. But now, your soul is hungry for depth. You’ll be drawn to explore the mysteries of life, to face your shadows, and to embrace the power that comes from letting go of what no longer serves you. It’s time to step out of the comfort zone of material security and into the transformative power of your inner world.

When the North Node is in the ninth house, in past lives, you were all about the details. Maybe you were the scholar, the critic, or someone who clung tightly to rules and facts. But this time, the universe is calling you to go beyond the known. You’re here to expand your mind, your belief systems, and your horizons. This lifetime is about embracing adventure, travel, and higher learning. It’s about stepping out of the rigidity of what you know and diving into the vastness of what you don’t know. You might feel an urge to explore different cultures, philosophies, or spiritual practices. The ninth house pushes you to stop thinking so small and start embracing the bigger picture. It’s time to leave behind the safety of the familiar and embark on a journey of self-discovery that’s expansive and, yes, a little wild. Your soul craves adventure, and this lifetime is where you’ll find it.

If the North Node lands in your tenth house, in past lives you were likely focused on home and family, living a life that was more private, more intimate. You were the one who kept things safe and cozy, avoiding the spotlight. But now, the universe is pushing you to step out into the world and claim your public role. This lifetime is about ambition, about achieving something that impacts the world at large. You’re here to build a legacy, to step into positions of leadership or authority, and to make your mark. This won’t feel comfortable because your past lives were all about staying behind the scenes. But now, the universe is asking you to stand tall, to take on responsibility, and to be seen. This is where your soul needs to grow — in the pursuit of a greater purpose beyond the confines of home.

In the eleventh house, your North Node journey is about community and collective progress. In past lives, you may have focused on your personal desires or immediate circle, maybe even isolating yourself from broader social issues. But now, the universe is calling you to engage with the world, to step out of the small bubble of personal goals and embrace the power of the collective. You are here to learn how to work within groups, to contribute to causes greater than yourself, and to push humanity forward. This lifetime is about finding your place in society, whether that’s through activism, innovation, or simply connecting with people who share your vision. You’re meant to move from self-centered pursuits to community-focused contributions. This might feel uncomfortable because you’re stepping into a larger role, but this is where you will find your true impact.

Finally, with the North Node in the twelfth house, you’ve spent past lives wrapped up in the material world, focused on tangible results, daily routines, and the practical side of life. But now, the universe is guiding you toward the spiritual, the unseen, and the mystical. You are here to learn the art of surrender, to trust in something greater than yourself, and to dive deep into the subconscious mind. This lifetime is about letting go of control, embracing your intuition, and exploring the realms beyond the physical world. You’ll feel drawn to meditation, spiritual practices, or even isolation at times as you seek to understand the deeper truths of existence. This can feel disorienting if you’re used to structure and predictability, but your soul is craving connection with the divine, the mysteries of life, and the wisdom that comes from stillness and surrender. This is the lifetime where you learn to trust the flow of the universe and let go of the need to have all the answers.

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North Node Through the Signs

When we talk about the North Node, we're diving into the part of your chart that is all about your soul's growth, what you're meant to step into in this lifetime. It’s the compass pointing toward what you need to learn, but it doesn't come easy. You’ll find that the North Node's energy will push you to uncomfortable, often painful places where you'll have no choice but to grow. It’s not a gentle nudge. It’s more like being shoved toward the edge of a cliff with no safety net, and the landing? Well, that's up to you.

Let’s get into what it means to have the North Node in each sign and, trust me, you’ll want to brace yourself. There’s beauty in the struggle, but the struggle is real.

Aries North Node demands that you stop depending on others to define you and start stepping into your own power. The dark side? It’s not just about becoming independent; it’s about confronting your own fear of being alone. There will be moments when you feel abandoned, unsupported, and left to fend for yourself. That’s the whole point. You’re learning that your strength comes from within, but not without first feeling the sting of isolation. Relationships might shatter because you’ll realize they’ve been built on co-dependence. And here’s the kicker—if you keep clinging to others to save you, you’ll find yourself betrayed by the very people you rely on.

With the Taurus North Node, you’re being pulled toward stability and security, but here's where it gets tricky. The shadow side of this placement is greed, laziness, and clinging to comfort at all costs. You might obsess over material possessions, convinced they’ll bring you the peace you’re so desperate for. But the universe will rip them away from you if you refuse to let go. If you chase security without spiritual growth, you’ll end up empty and dissatisfied, no matter how much you accumulate. You’ll have to face that ugly part of yourself that wants to hoard resources and shut out the world. Isolation comes easily, but it’s destructive for you.

A Gemini North Node is here to teach you how to communicate, but the dark side shows up when you lose yourself in gossip, manipulation, and endless distractions. Instead of diving into meaningful conversations, you might scatter your energy, talking just to talk without ever getting to the heart of anything. You could become a know-it-all, someone who collects surface-level information but never truly understands anything. The worst part? You might use your words as weapons, cutting people down with half-truths or gossiping to avoid your own insecurities. If you refuse to grow intellectually and spiritually, you’ll drown in a sea of triviality, never truly connecting with others on a real level.

Cancer North Node wants you to nurture and be nurtured, but the shadow side is suffocating emotional dependence. You could fall into the trap of mothering others to the point of control, or, worse, becoming so needy for validation that you drain the people around you. You may end up emotionally manipulative, clinging to relationships or situations long after they’ve served their purpose. Your biggest fear is rejection, and it will rear its head every time someone steps away from your care or doesn’t need you anymore. If you don’t learn to balance your emotions and stand on your own two feet, you risk becoming emotionally crippled, relying on others to define your worth.

For those with a Leo North Node, you are meant to shine, but the shadow side here is narcissism, arrogance, and ego-driven ambition. The universe will tempt you with fame, power, and recognition, but if you chase these things for the wrong reasons, you’ll end up in a lonely spotlight, surrounded by people who only care about your image. The dark side of this placement can turn you into someone who constantly needs validation, someone who sacrifices authenticity just to keep the applause coming. And when the applause fades? You’ll find yourself feeling hollow, desperate for attention in all the wrong places. Pride will be your downfall if you don’t learn to create from the heart.

With a Virgo North Node, your path is about service and practicality, but the dark side here is pure perfectionism. You may get so caught up in trying to control every detail that you become critical, judgmental, and downright impossible to please. Your life could become a checklist of tasks, accomplishments, and standards that no one—not even you—can ever meet. If you fall into this trap, you’ll miss out on the joy of simply being, constantly striving for a perfection that doesn’t exist. The danger is in becoming obsessive, cold, and detached from the heart of things. If you don’t learn to let go of control, you’ll suffocate yourself and everyone around you with impossible expectations.

Libra North Node is here to teach you about balance and relationships, but the shadow side is codependency and indecisiveness. You might fall into the trap of people-pleasing, constantly sacrificing your own needs to keep the peace. If you do, you’ll end up resenting the very people you’re trying to please, feeling invisible and unappreciated. Worse, you may become so obsessed with harmony that you lose yourself entirely, never standing up for what you truly want. The universe will push you into uncomfortable situations where you’ll have to make hard choices, and if you avoid them, you’ll stagnate. The dark path for you is becoming a doormat, always waiting for someone else to take the lead.

A Scorpio North Node is no joke. This is about transformation, but the dark side is obsession, control, and power struggles. You might become consumed by jealousy, paranoia, or the need to dominate others emotionally and spiritually. This placement can drag you into the depths of your psyche, making you face your darkest fears, but if you resist, you’ll get stuck in toxic patterns. You might find yourself drawn to situations that force you to confront betrayal, loss, or manipulation—because that’s how Scorpio energy works. It’s not gentle. If you refuse to let go of control, the universe will rip it away from you, leaving you with nothing but the ashes of what you were too afraid to release.

If you have a Sagittarius North Node, you’re here to explore freedom and truth, but the dark side is arrogance, dogma, and irresponsibility. You could become so obsessed with your own version of the truth that you refuse to see anyone else’s perspective. The universe will force you to confront your own hypocrisy if you preach one thing and live another. You might also run from responsibility, constantly chasing the next adventure without ever building anything lasting. If you refuse to commit to something deeper than your own desires, you’ll find yourself spiritually lost, wandering aimlessly without a true sense of purpose. The danger here is superficiality—pretending to seek truth but never going deeper than the surface.

For the Capricorn North Node, this lifetime is about building something real, but the shadow side is ruthless ambition and emotional detachment. You could become so obsessed with success and control that you shut off your emotions, turning cold and unapproachable. Relationships may take a backseat to your career, and while you climb the ladder, you may find yourself at the top—and alone. The dark side of this placement is a relentless pursuit of power that leaves you disconnected from your humanity. You’ll need to learn that true success isn’t just about achievements; it’s about balancing ambition with care. If you don’t, the universe will show you just how lonely a mountain peak can be.

With an Aquarius North Node, your path is toward innovation and community, but the dark side is rebellion without a cause, isolation, and a detachment from emotion. You might find yourself resisting authority just for the sake of it, pushing people away because you’re afraid of losing your individuality. The shadow side of this placement can turn you into someone who values ideals over people, someone who is so focused on the collective that you forget the human element. If you isolate yourself or become too rigid in your views, you’ll miss out on the deep, personal connections your soul craves. The universe will remind you that true revolution starts with the heart, not just the mind.

Finally, the Pisces North Node is all about surrender, spirituality, and letting go of control, but the dark side here is escapism, addiction, and martyrdom. You might find yourself avoiding reality altogether, retreating into fantasies, substances, or unhealthy relationships to escape the harshness of life. The universe will test you with situations that force you to face your own weaknesses, but if you run from them, you’ll get trapped in a cycle of self-destruction. The danger here is in losing yourself to the point where you no longer know where you end and the chaos begins. You’re here to learn trust, but if you don’t, you’ll end up drowning in your own illusions.

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Asteroid Lucifer #1930 Through the Houses

Asteroid Lucifer in astrology 🪽 shines a light on where we are tempted to stand apart, where ego steps in, and how we wrestle with pride. It's a symbol of independence but also of isolation, where we choose to defy the norm, sometimes to our own detriment.

It’s not the devil sitting on your shoulder, whispering bad ideas, but more of an inner rebel challenging the status quo and, yes, sometimes taking a few shortcuts when we think no one’s looking. Where Lucifer lands in your natal chart gives you a clear picture of where you’re most likely to battle self-deception, stubborn pride, and the temptation to prioritize yourself at the cost of others.

When Lucifer lands in your first house, this is all about self-image. You might constantly feel the need to present yourself in the best possible light, no matter what. It’s a slippery slope between genuine confidence and ego, and with this placement, your challenge is knowing when you’re overdoing it. You’ll lie to yourself about who you are or want to be, convincing yourself that a perfectly crafted image is the only way to be accepted. But true power comes when you stop performing for others and embrace your real, messy self. You don’t need to stand on a pedestal to be noticed. Your individuality already speaks volumes.

In the second house, Lucifer tempts you to think that your worth is tied directly to material success and possessions. It can lead to a tunnel vision focused on wealth, security, and how much you can accumulate. The need to control your financial situation might lead you to take risks or shortcuts. You’ll be tempted to think money can solve your problems or that what you own defines your value. The truth here is that real security comes from self-respect and the ability to feel worthy regardless of what’s in your bank account.

Lucifer in the third house can make you feel like the smartest person in the room. You pride yourself on your intellect and communication skills. The problem arises when your pride gets in the way of listening to others or accepting that maybe you don’t know everything. Here, you’ll face temptations to bend the truth or manipulate information to fit your narrative. It���s important to use your voice for good and resist the urge to prove yourself constantly. You already have something valuable to say; you don’t need to embellish it.

In the fourth house, Lucifer brings up deep-rooted pride tied to family and home life. There’s a temptation to put on a façade of perfection here, hiding any messiness or dysfunction beneath the surface. You might take shortcuts in emotional matters, pretending things are fine when they’re not. There’s a fear of vulnerability, and you might lie to yourself about the state of your relationships. The key to growth is learning to be honest about your emotional needs and letting go of the idea that everything has to appear perfect. Real strength lies in showing up authentically, even in the messy moments.

Lucifer’s presence in the fifth house amplifies the temptation to seek attention and validation through creativity, romance, and self-expression. You want to be adored, and sometimes that leads to over-the-top behavior. There’s a risk of becoming so focused on how others see you that you lose sight of what you actually enjoy. This placement asks you to stop performing for an audience and to create or love for the sake of joy, not for applause. If you can get past the need for validation, this is where you can truly shine and let your natural gifts flourish.

In the sixth house, there’s a temptation to control every aspect of your daily life, health, and work. Lucifer here makes you feel like you need to be perfect, productive, and constantly improving. You’ll lie to yourself about your limits, pushing yourself to the point of burnout. The lesson here is to let go of the need to be the best at everything and to realize that self-worth isn’t tied to how much you can do. Learning to rest, set boundaries, and take care of your well-being is where your real power lies.

With Lucifer in the seventh house, relationships become the battleground for pride and ego. There’s a tendency to want to be right or to put your needs ahead of your partner’s, even if it’s subtle. You might be tempted to control or manipulate situations to get what you want, thinking that’s the only way to maintain balance. The challenge is learning to see your relationships as partnerships where both people are equal. It’s not about winning or losing but about learning to give and receive love without power struggles.

Lucifer in the eighth house tempts you to hide your vulnerabilities at all costs. This is the house of deep transformation, intimacy, and shared resources, but pride makes you want to keep control. There’s a fear of letting others in, of showing your flaws, so you might keep secrets or try to maintain power through manipulation. The path to healing here is through honest, deep connections. Real transformation happens when you stop trying to control the process and allow yourself to be seen in all your complexity.

In the ninth house, Lucifer makes you feel like you have all the answers when it comes to your beliefs, philosophies, or education. You might find yourself looking down on others who don’t share your worldview or feel tempted to cut corners in your pursuit of knowledge. There’s a desire to be seen as wise or enlightened, but this can lead to arrogance. The lesson here is to stay open to learning and evolving. True wisdom comes from knowing that there’s always more to discover.

Lucifer in the tenth house drives you to want recognition and success at any cost. Your pride is tied to your career and public image, and you might be tempted to take shortcuts to get to the top. There’s a risk of becoming so focused on your goals that you lose sight of your integrity. The challenge here is to build something lasting, based on your true values, rather than chasing accolades or status. Real success comes when you pursue what’s meaningful to you, not what looks impressive to others.

In the eleventh house, Lucifer brings up issues around fitting in with groups and communities. You might feel the temptation to rebel just for the sake of standing out, or you might manipulate situations to gain popularity. The key here is to stay true to yourself without needing to go against the grain just for attention. Find your tribe, but don’t let the need for acceptance or admiration dictate your choices. Your unique perspective has value; you don’t need to prove it by constantly being the outsider.

Finally, Lucifer in the twelfth house speaks to hidden pride, where you might deceive yourself about your deeper motivations. This is the house of the subconscious, and Lucifer here can make it easy to avoid facing your shadows. You’ll be tempted to suppress uncomfortable emotions or take the easy way out when dealing with your inner world. The lesson is to confront your fears and insecurities head-on. Real growth comes when you stop hiding from yourself and embrace the parts of you that you’d rather keep in the dark.

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Lilith Through the Signs ✨

Let’s talk about Lilith, because she’s that dark, seductive part of your chart that you’re probably a little afraid to look at, but trust me—you need to. In astrology, Lilith shows us the hidden, raw parts of our psyche, the things we suppress or even deny. She’s our wild side, our deepest desires, and sometimes, our untapped rage. Wherever Lilith is in your chart, she brings out this primal energy that cannot be tamed. And let me tell you, she doesn't play nice. You’re going to feel it. If you don’t confront her, she’ll push until you have no choice. 

If Lilith is in Aries, then honey, you’re all about raw, impulsive energy. Lilith in Aries doesn’t ask permission. You fight for independence at any cost, and sometimes, that can mean bulldozing through life without thinking about the consequences. People might call you selfish, but really, you’re just unapologetically you. You struggle with authority and anyone telling you what to do. In relationships, this placement is about the constant power struggle. You want freedom, but you also crave someone who can handle your intensity. Here’s the thing: you have to learn how to channel that fire without burning everything down. Maybe take up martial arts or something that lets you express your aggression in a healthy way.

With Lilith in Taurus, you are drawn to the pleasures of life, the sensual side of things. It’s about indulging—whether that’s in food, sex, or luxury. But here’s the shadow side: you can become possessive, even obsessive, about holding onto what you have. You want security so badly that you might cling to things (and people) that are no longer good for you. This placement craves comfort, but you can get stuck in your comfort zone, unwilling to let go even when it’s time. In your love life, you’ll likely attract relationships that push you to confront your fear of losing what you hold dear. Learn to trust that true security comes from within. You don’t need to hoard it; it’s already yours.

Lilith in Gemini? Oh boy, you are a master of words, and you know exactly how to twist them to get what you want. But watch out, because this placement can make you feel like you’re always wearing a mask. You can say all the right things, but inside, there’s a part of you that feels unseen and unheard. You’ll attract people who are intrigued by your mind, but they might not get the real you. In relationships, it’s all about mental connection, but sometimes you use communication as a weapon. You can be manipulative when you want to be, and if you’re not careful, you’ll push people away with your mind games. The key here? Be honest. Be vulnerable. You’re smart enough to know when someone isn’t on your level, but that doesn’t mean you have to hide behind cleverness.

With Lilith in Cancer, you’re dealing with deep emotional wounds. There’s a part of you that craves nurturing but also resents it at the same time. You might have grown up feeling like you had to be the caretaker, even when you weren’t ready. And now? You have a hard time letting anyone take care of you. You build emotional walls, but inside, you’re yearning for someone to break them down. In relationships, you might sabotage things when they start to feel too safe, because deep down, you’re scared of being abandoned. Your healing comes when you stop looking for that motherly figure in other people and start giving yourself the care you need. You have to learn that vulnerability is not a weakness.

If Lilith is in Leo, girl, you’re the queen—and you know it. You want to be admired, adored, worshipped, but you also fear that you’re never enough. This is a placement where ego and insecurity collide. You want the spotlight, but you’re terrified of what people will see when they look too close. Relationships become about power. You want someone who puts you on a pedestal, but the second they don’t, you’re out. The challenge here is learning that your worth doesn’t depend on external validation. When you own your power without needing applause from the crowd, you’ll find that the right people are drawn to your light.

Lilith in Virgo brings a complicated relationship with control. You strive for perfection in everything, but the more you try to control, the more things slip through your fingers. You might have a tendency to obsess over the details—whether it’s your appearance, your work, or your relationships. But this perfectionism is exhausting. You attract situations where you’re forced to confront the idea that control is an illusion. The real work is in letting go. In love, you might feel like no one is ever good enough for you, or worse, that you’re never good enough. But the truth is, you don’t have to fix anyone, least of all yourself. Your healing comes from accepting the messiness of life.

Lilith in Libra? Oh, this is a tricky one because you want harmony and balance, but deep down, you might feel like you’re constantly at war with yourself. You attract people who reflect your shadow side, and it’s easy to lose yourself in relationships. You want to please others so badly that you forget your own needs, and then you resent them for it. This placement has to learn how to set boundaries and stop giving away power just to keep the peace. In love, you might find yourself drawn to partners who are controlling or manipulative, and it’s because you’re not owning your own power. Stand up for yourself. Relationships are meant to be equal, not a battleground.

If your Lilith is in Scorpio, honey, you’ve got intensity for days. This is one of the most powerful Lilith placements, but it also comes with deep emotional wounds around trust and betrayal. You crave deep, soul-shattering connections, but you’re also terrified of being vulnerable. In love, you attract relationships that push you to confront your darkest fears—jealousy, obsession, control. The challenge for you is to let go of the need to dominate. You’re not going to lose your power by being vulnerable. In fact, true power comes from letting others see the real you, scars and all. The key here is to trust that you won’t be destroyed by love. It’s transformative, not destructive.

Lilith in Sagittarius is about freedom—wild, uncontained freedom. You’re always looking for the next adventure, the next thrill, and you can’t stand to be tied down. But here’s the thing: running from commitment isn’t going to fill that void inside. You attract situations where you feel like your wings are being clipped, but it’s because you’re not allowing yourself to fully engage. You might avoid deep connections because you’re afraid they’ll hold you back. In relationships, you crave freedom, but you also want someone who understands your need for independence. Your journey is about finding a way to commit without feeling caged. Trust that you can have both stability and freedom.

If Lilith is in Capricorn, you’re all about power and control. You crave success, but deep down, you fear failure more than anything. You’ll push yourself to the brink just to prove you’re worthy, but this placement often comes with a deep sense of insecurity. You might feel like no matter how much you achieve, it’s never enough. In relationships, you attract people who challenge your need for control, and it forces you to confront the fact that true success isn’t about power—it’s about vulnerability. Learn to let go of the idea that you have to be the one in control all the time. It’s okay to let someone else take the lead. You’ll find that it makes you stronger, not weaker.

With Lilith in Aquarius, you’re the rebel. You don’t like being told what to do, and you’re always pushing against the grain. But this can also make you feel like an outsider, like you don’t belong. You attract relationships where you feel like you have to sacrifice your individuality, but deep down, you know that’s not the answer. Your challenge is to find a way to be in a relationship without losing yourself. Don’t be afraid to stand out. The world needs your unique vision. In love, you might push people away because you’re afraid of being controlled, but real freedom comes from allowing yourself to be fully seen.

Finally, Lilith in Pisces is a placement of deep emotional sensitivity. You feel everything, and sometimes, that can be overwhelming. You might have a tendency to escape through fantasy or avoidance because reality feels too harsh. But this placement also gives you incredible intuition. You attract relationships where you feel like you’re drowning in emotions, and it can be hard to find your footing. The key here is to set boundaries—emotional boundaries. You don’t have to take on other people’s pain as your own. Your healing comes when you learn to stay grounded in reality while still honoring your deeply spiritual side. Embrace your empathy, but don’t let it consume you.

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Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck seen kissing, holding hands during brunch with kids amid divorce! 👀✨

Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck’s on-again, off-again relationship has always been a whirlwind, and their recent public affection is no accident—astrologically, it’s deeply tied to a karmic lesson they can’t seem to escape. Their Venus-Saturn conjunction in Gemini at 18 degrees—a Virgo degree known for themes of addiction and self-sacrifice—screams unfinished business. This aspect indicates a relationship that isn’t just about love; it’s about the grind, the boundaries, the hard lessons, and the undeniable pull of fate. Saturn brings the weight of responsibility, while Venus yearns for connection and harmony. When these two energies clash in a sign as restless as Gemini, it creates a bond that’s as intoxicating as it is challenging.

For JLo and Ben, this isn’t just a romantic reunion; it’s a karmic tug-of-war between their need for love and the heavy responsibility that comes with it. Saturn’s influence over Venus can feel like a blessing and a curse—one minute you’re deeply connected, the next you’re cold, distant, or stuck in repetitive patterns. The addiction here isn’t just about substances or habits; it’s about being hooked on the high of love, the drama, the nostalgia of past moments, and the fear of letting go. Their relationship, marked by past breakups, rekindled flames, and public ups and downs, speaks to the Saturn struggle: the push and pull between building something lasting and the constant test of their commitment. This is a couple that thrives on the challenge, but they also risk losing themselves to the very obstacles that bring them together.

In your own relationships, if you’re feeling stuck in a cycle of old patterns or are attracted to partners who feel like projects rather than equals, this Venus-Saturn dynamic is asking you to wake up. Love isn’t just about attraction or nostalgia; it’s about building something solid without losing yourself in the process. Don’t get caught up in the fantasy of fixing someone or reliving the past. Learn from JLo and Ben: love should empower, not imprison. When Saturn’s involved, you’re not just dating—you’re building a life lesson. If it feels heavy, it’s because it is. Ask yourself if this weight is one worth carrying. Prioritize your boundaries, communicate openly, and if the relationship isn’t adding value to your life, be brave enough to put it down. This isn’t about giving up; it’s about knowing when to break free from what’s holding you back.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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Princess Diana’s Biggest Enemy in Life

In the grand tapestry of Princess Diana’s life, her biggest enemy wasn't just some distant figure or a nameless foe. It was someone much closer, embedded right within her world of power and prestige: Prince Charles. With Nemesis positioned in her 9th house in Libra, sitting at a critical 7 degree, a Libra degree that screams of legal battles (divorce ⚖️) and relationship turmoil—Diana’s greatest adversary was her very own husband, and this was no coincidence. I sense that Nemesis in the 9th house casts a shadow that brings conflict on a global scale, pulling in the themes of justice, truth, and public opinion, all while wrapped in the glittery veil of royalty.

The 9th house is all about beliefs, legalities, and far-reaching influence. And when Nemesis parks itself here, it doesn’t just whisper betrayal—it shouts it from the rooftops, demanding you see the truth no matter how painful. In Libra, a sign ruled by Venus, the planet of love and relationships, Diana’s battles were always rooted in her partnerships, most notably her marriage. Libra craves harmony, but when Nemesis stands guard, it’s like there’s a constant fight for balance that never quite settles. Diana’s marriage to Charles was a dance of public appearances and private wounds, all unfolding under the watchful eyes of the world. This placement alone tells us she was destined to face public scrutiny, often finding herself at odds with the legal and moral constructs of her time.

When you add the square from the Sun in her 7th house, things get even more intense. The Sun, representing her core essence, in the 7th house of partnerships, puts the spotlight on her relationships. This square to Nemesis isn’t just tension; it’s outright conflict, a battle of wills. The Sun square Nemesis aspect can’t be ignored—it’s a clash that speaks of ongoing strife, but not the kind you can easily escape. It’s like a boxing ring where one’s own light and essence are pitted against an invisible, constant critic. Prince Charles, with his own set of expectations, rules, and personal demons, became the living embodiment of this placement. He wasn’t just her partner; he was her mirror and her opposition, the one who both challenged and misunderstood her at every turn.

I sense that with the Sun squared to Nemesis, Diana’s very identity was constantly at war with the roles she was expected to play. She wanted to be the compassionate, caring figure we all saw, but Charles represented the rules, the duty, and the cold, harsh realities that came with royal life. The square between these two forces meant that any attempt Diana made to shine in her own light was often met with resistance, creating a dynamic where she felt perpetually at odds not just with Charles but with the whole establishment he represented.

Yet, there’s a twist. Nemesis isn’t just about downfall; it’s about the lessons learned from confronting one’s greatest challenges. Diana’s Nemesis was also trine to her Jupiter in the 2nd house, a saving grace that provided her a way out, a path toward growth and self-worth. Jupiter, the planet of expansion and luck, in her house of values, gave Diana the resilience to turn her pain into purpose. She didn’t just survive these battles; she thrived in spite of them, using her experiences to redefine her worth and her place in the world. The trine here is a cosmic nod that says, “Even in the face of your greatest enemy, there is hope, there is growth.” It was this trine that allowed Diana to connect with people in ways that transcended her royal role, showing that even in the harshest of circumstances, there was always a bigger, more meaningful narrative to her life.

Charles, with his constant pressure and control, was Diana’s Nemesis personified. But rather than break her, he became the catalyst that pushed her to find her voice, her independence, and her legacy. He wasn’t just an enemy; he was a necessary force in her story, the one who forced her to confront the harshest truths about love, loyalty, and self-respect. Nemesis tells us that Diana’s battles were public, legal, and painfully personal. And while Charles may have been the face of her struggles, he was also the unwitting teacher of her most profound lessons.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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Chiron through the signs ✨

Chiron, the wounded healer, is a celestial body that carries profound significance in our astrological journey. Its placement in your chart reveals where you harbor deep, often unspoken pain, and paradoxically, where you possess the unique power to heal others. But let's get one thing straight: Chiron is not a fluffy, feel-good part of your chart. It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s the stuff we don’t talk about at dinner parties.

If your Chiron is in Aries, you’ve likely struggled with your sense of identity. You’ve been burned by rejection, by the feeling that no matter how hard you try, you’re never quite good enough. You might feel like you’re constantly at war with yourself, and this inner conflict can manifest in a need to prove yourself over and over again. But here’s the truth: the only person you need to prove yourself to is you. Stop fighting battles that don’t exist. Instead, recognize that your wound is your power. You have the ability to lead, to inspire, to be the trailblazer who shows others that self-acceptance is the greatest victory. When you stop looking for validation outside of yourself, you’ll find it within.

With Chiron in Taurus, the wound runs deep in your sense of security and self-worth. Maybe you’ve never felt truly stable, either financially or emotionally. You might cling to material possessions or relationships, thinking they will fill the void inside you. But I sense that this is a trap. The more you try to hold on, the more you lose sight of what really matters: your own intrinsic value. The key here is to redefine what security means to you. It’s not about what you have; it’s about who you are. When you start to appreciate your own worth, you’ll find that the external world mirrors that back to you. Your healing comes from knowing that you are enough, just as you are.

Chiron in Gemini speaks to wounds around communication and self-expression. You might feel like you’re never truly heard or understood, like your voice is lost in the crowd. This can lead to a fear of speaking up, of sharing your thoughts and ideas. But let me tell you, your voice is powerful, and it’s needed. Your challenge is to push through the fear, to find the words even when they don’t come easily. When you do, you’ll find that your words have the power to heal, not just yourself but others too. Your gift is in connecting the dots, in seeing the big picture, and helping others do the same. Don’t shy away from that. Your voice is your superpower.

If your Chiron is in Cancer, the wound is tied to your sense of belonging, to home and family. Maybe you’ve never felt like you truly fit in, or perhaps there’s a deep hurt connected to your childhood or your relationship with your mother. This wound can make you feel emotionally exposed, vulnerable in a way that’s hard to protect yourself against. But here’s what you need to know: your sensitivity is not a weakness; it’s a strength. You have the capacity to create the safe space you’ve always longed for, both for yourself and for others. Your healing comes from nurturing, from creating a sense of home within yourself. When you do, you’ll find that the world feels a lot less hostile.

With Chiron in Leo, the wound strikes at your sense of self-expression and creativity. You might feel like you’re always in the shadow, never truly able to shine in the way you want. This can lead to feelings of inadequacy, like you’re not special enough, not talented enough. But I’m here to tell you that this is a lie. You were born to shine. Your challenge is to step into the spotlight, to own your gifts, and to stop comparing yourself to others. When you embrace your uniqueness, you’ll find that your light not only brightens your world but illuminates the path for others too. Your creativity is your medicine; use it.

Chiron in Virgo touches on issues of perfectionism and self-criticism. You might feel like you’re never quite good enough, like you’re always falling short of some impossible standard. This can lead to a constant state of anxiety, of feeling like you need to fix yourself or others. But let me give you a reality check: perfection is an illusion. The more you chase it, the further away it gets. Your healing comes from accepting your imperfections, from realizing that you don’t need to be perfect to be worthy of love and respect. When you let go of the need to be perfect, you’ll find peace. And that peace will allow you to help others find their own.

Chiron in Libra brings wounds related to relationships and balance. You might struggle with feeling like you’re always the one giving more, always the one trying to keep the peace. This can lead to resentment, to feeling like you’re never truly valued for who you are. But here’s the deal: you need to stop seeking balance outside of yourself. True balance comes from within. When you find that inner equilibrium, your relationships will naturally start to reflect that. You have the ability to create harmony, to bring people together, but only when you’re in harmony with yourself. Stop trying to please everyone and start pleasing yourself.

With Chiron in Scorpio, the wound is deep, connected to issues of power, control, and transformation. You might have experienced trauma or betrayal, something that has left you feeling powerless or out of control. This wound can lead to a fear of intimacy, a fear of being vulnerable. But here’s what I know: your power lies in your ability to transform. You have the capacity to rise from the ashes, to reinvent yourself in a way that others can only dream of. Your healing comes from embracing the darkness, from facing your fears head-on. When you do, you’ll find that your power is unstoppable. You are the phoenix; don’t be afraid to burn and be reborn.

Chiron in Sagittarius touches on wounds related to belief systems and the search for meaning. You might feel like you’re always questioning, always searching for something that feels true. This can lead to a sense of restlessness, of never feeling truly grounded. But I sense that your journey is not about finding the answers; it’s about embracing the journey itself. Your healing comes from trusting your own inner wisdom, from realizing that you don’t need to have all the answers to be on the right path. When you embrace the adventure, you’ll find that the meaning you’re searching for is already within you.

If your Chiron is in Capricorn, the wound is tied to issues of authority, responsibility, and achievement. You might feel like you’re always carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, like you need to be the strong one, the responsible one. This can lead to a fear of failure, of not living up to expectations. But here’s the truth: you don’t need to prove anything to anyone. Your value is not in what you achieve but in who you are. Your healing comes from letting go of the need to control, from trusting that you are enough just as you are. When you do, you’ll find that success comes naturally, without the struggle.

Chiron in Aquarius brings wounds related to individuality and belonging. You might feel like you’re always on the outside looking in, like you don’t quite fit in with the crowd. This can lead to a fear of being different, of standing out. But let me tell you, your difference is your gift. You were not born to fit in; you were born to stand out. Your challenge is to embrace your uniqueness, to find your tribe, the people who get you, and to stop trying to conform. When you do, you’ll find that your individuality is exactly what the world needs. You are the change-maker, the innovator, and your healing comes from embracing that.

Finally, with Chiron in Pisces, the wound is connected to spirituality and the dissolution of boundaries. You might feel like you’re always picking up on the emotions of others, like you’re drowning in a sea of feelings that aren’t even yours. This can lead to a sense of confusion, of not knowing where you end and others begin. But here’s the secret: your sensitivity is your superpower. You have the ability to tap into the collective consciousness, to feel deeply and to heal others through your empathy. Your healing comes from setting boundaries, from learning to protect your energy while still being open to the world. When you do, you’ll find that your compassion is your greatest strength.

Chiron is not here to break you; it’s here to make you whole. By understanding its placement in your chart, you can turn your wounds into wisdom, your pain into power.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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Full Moon in Aquarius ✨

This Aquarius Full Moon, a rare blue supermoon, is here to shake things up! With Mercury in opposition, brace yourself for communication nightmares. Expect misunderstandings, heated arguments, and messages that dredge up old wounds. Everything you thought was clear could get twisted, leaving you feeling confused and on edge.

But that’s not all—Mars is trine this moon, and while that usually gives you the drive to push forward, in this case, it might just fuel the fire. You could find yourself acting impulsively, driven by frustration or anger. Think twice before you lash out, because the consequences could be more severe than you anticipate.

And let’s not forget Uranus, the planet of chaos, squaring this moon. Expect the unexpected, and not in a good way. Sudden, shocking events could throw you off course, destabilizing your plans and forcing you to confront uncomfortable truths. It’s a time of upheaval, and the ground beneath you might feel anything but solid.

Old structures are crumbling, and what comes next is uncertain. This energy is disruptive, unpredictable, and can leave you feeling anxious and out of control. Embrace the chaos, because there’s no avoiding it—this moon is here to shake things up, whether you’re ready or not. 

Consider staying cozy at home tonight, creating a peaceful environment where you can relax and recharge and hold off on making any big decisions. With the unpredictable energy of this moon, it’s wise to let things settle before moving forward. Trust that clarity will come in time, and allow yourself the space to make thoughtful choices.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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Composite Mars in Libra

Blake and Ryan are the epitome of what we imagine as the “ideal” couple—good looks, great banter, and a picture-perfect family. But with their Composite Mars sitting in Libra, you better believe that all those smooth, Instagram-worthy moments might be covering up a whole lot of tension bubbling beneath the surface. Composite Mars in Libra is frustrating because it’s like trying to drive a car with one foot on the gas and the other on the brake. You both have desires, needs, and ambitions, but instead of going after them directly, you’re caught up in this endless loop of overthinking and second-guessing. It’s like, “Should I say something? Should I not? What if they get upset? What if it’s not the right time?” Honey, by the time you’ve decided whether or not to make a move, the moment has passed, and you’re both left feeling like, “Why didn’t we just do something?”

Now, let’s talk about conflict—or rather, the lack thereof. Mars is all about action, right? It’s the planet that drives you to fight for what you want, to assert yourself, to claim territory. But in Libra, Mars is like, “Ugh, do we have to fight? Can’t we just talk it out?” And while talking is great, sometimes it just turns into endless debates where nothing actually gets resolved. You both might end up tiptoeing around real issues because neither of you wants to rock the boat. The result? Resentment. Deep, simmering, passive-aggressive resentment.

You might find yourselves in situations where instead of confronting issues head-on, you both play this subtle game of one-upmanship. It’s all about who can stay the most composed while silently stewing inside. The problem is, this doesn’t just create tension; it creates distance. You might start to feel like you’re walking on eggshells around each other, never quite sure when something small will blow up because it’s been left to fester for too long.

In relationships, this can be downright toxic. You’re supposed to be a team, but with Mars in Libra, you might feel like you’re constantly in this unspoken competition—who’s more agreeable? Who’s more accommodating? It’s exhausting! And when it comes to decision-making, don’t even get me started. You could spend forever��weighing pros and cons, trying to find a solution that makes both of you happy, but end up doing nothing at all because you’re too afraid to make the wrong choice. It’s paralyzing.

And then there’s the bedroom. Mars in Libra wants everything to be balanced and beautiful, which sounds nice, right? But sometimes it feels more like performance art than passion. You’re both so concerned with making sure the other person is comfortable and satisfied that you forget to actually let loose and enjoy the moment. The result? A love life that can feel a bit…meh. All the ingredients are there, but the heat is turned way down because you’re both too polite to really go for what you want. Composite Mars in Libra can make it hard to trust each other. Not because you’re dishonest, but because there’s always this underlying question of, “Are they just saying that to keep the peace? Do they really mean it, or are they just trying to be nice?” That doubt can erode the foundation of your relationship over time, making it hard to feel truly secure with each other.

So, what’s the bottom line? Composite Mars in Libra will create a relationship that looks perfect on the surface—like one of those glossy Instagram couples—but underneath, it’s all about unspoken frustrations, missed opportunities, and a lot of unfulfilled potential. If you don’t address it head-on, this placement can slowly drain the passion and vitality out of your relationship, leaving you both feeling like you’re stuck in a beautiful but lifeless partnership. My advice? Don’t be afraid to get messy. Stop worrying so much about keeping the peace and start focusing on keeping it real. Otherwise, you risk ending up in a relationship that’s more about appearances than true connection, and darling, that’s no way to live.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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How Astrology Explains Gypsy Rose Blanchard's Manipulative Behavior

Gypsy Rose Blanchard's story is a tragic and complex tale of deception, abuse, and a desperate quest for freedom. She became widely known after the shocking revelation that her mother, Dee Dee Blanchard, had been forcing her to feign various illnesses for years. Dee Dee suffered from Munchausen syndrome by proxy, a condition where a caregiver fabricates or induces medical conditions in someone under their care. For Gypsy, this meant a life confined to wheelchairs, unnecessary medications, and constant hospital visits, all while being portrayed as a sick, helpless child. The facade began to crumble when Gypsy, in her early twenties, conspired with her then-boyfriend to murder Dee Dee in 2015, a crime that exposed the truth about her life and led to widespread media coverage.

To understand the intricacies of her character, we need to look at her Mercury in Virgo, positioned in the 11th House, exalted and in rulership at 0 degrees. This placement is not just powerful; it's like Mercury on steroids, sharpening the mind, enhancing analytical abilities, and making communication a finely tuned instrument. Now, layer this with a conjunction to Mars, Venus, and the fixed star Regulus, and you've got a potent mix that can manifest in extraordinary ways. Mercury in Virgo at 0 degrees gives Gypsy a heightened sense of detail and precision. Virgo is the sign of purity and service, ruled by Mercury, which governs communication and intellect. When Mercury is exalted and in its own sign, it amplifies these qualities, making her mind incredibly sharp and her communication skills meticulous. 0 Degrees enhances Virgo energy even further. But, being in the 11th House—the house of friendships, social networks, and hopes—this placement suggests she has a unique way of interacting with groups and expressing her ideas. I sense a keen awareness of the social dynamics around her, an ability to read the room, and adapt her communication to suit her audience. This makes her not just a good communicator but a potentially masterful manipulator.

Now, let's talk about the conjunction with Mars and Venus. Mars brings a fiery, assertive energy, and when it's sitting so close to Mercury, it can infuse her words with a sharpness and urgency. There's an aggressiveness in her communication style, a need to assert her thoughts and opinions. It's not just about speaking; it's about getting others to act. This can make her incredibly persuasive, even forceful, in her interactions. The presence of Venus adds a layer of charm and allure. Venus in Virgo may not be as flamboyant as in other signs, but it brings a subtle, almost understated attractiveness. Gypsy could have used this to disarm people, to present herself as vulnerable and innocent, even while orchestrating complex schemes behind the scenes.

Then there's the influence of Regulus, one of the four Royal Stars, known for bestowing success, power, and authority. But, as with all things in astrology, there's a shadow side. Regulus can make someone crave recognition and status, even at the cost of integrity. In Gypsy's case, this star's influence could have fueled a deep-seated need for validation, for acknowledgment, especially given her turbulent life. Regulus, combined with the critical nature of Virgo, might have driven her to meticulously plan and execute her actions, aiming for a sort of "queenly" acknowledgment, albeit in a twisted manner.

Gypsy's manipulative tendencies culminated in a shocking climax—her involvement in the murder of her mother, Dee Dee. This drastic action, while appearing to be an escape from a life of abuse, also reveals the darker aspects of her astrological makeup. The exalted Mercury's obsession with details and perfection, Mars' aggressive influence, Venus' charm, and Regulus' hunger for recognition all played a role in crafting a carefully constructed plan to end her suffering. It was a desperate bid for freedom, cloaked in deception and secrecy, showing the shadow side of these powerful astrological placements. Gypsy's manipulative behavior wasn't born out of a vacuum; it was a response to a life of extreme control and manipulation by her mother. The negative traits of her placements were exacerbated by her environment, creating a complex personality capable of both charm and deceit. The exalted Mercury gave her the mental tools to strategize, Mars provided the drive to act, Venus offered the allure to mask her intentions, and Regulus fueled a desire for recognition and power.

Here we see a cautionary tale of how potent astrological influences, combined with a toxic environment, can lead to destructive behavior. Her chart reveals a mind that was both a blessing and a curse—capable of great intelligence and insight but also prone to over-analysis, manipulation, and a desire for control. This serves as a stark reminder that our astrological placements are tools, and how we wield them can define the course of our lives. For Gypsy, these tools became both her means of survival and her ultimate downfall.

Blessings,

Ash ✨

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synastry aspect: moon conjunct midheaven ✨

When someone's Moon is conjunct another person's Midheaven in synastry, it's a spotlight on emotional connection and public image. The Moon person feels an emotional investment in the Midheaven person's public life and career. They instinctively understand the Midheaven person's ambitions and are super supportive of their goals. This can be a beautiful dynamic where the Moon person provides the emotional security and nurturing the Midheaven person needs to shine publicly.

For the Midheaven person, the Moon's presence brings a sense of warmth and empathy to their public persona if the moon person feels positivly toward them. They may feel more comfortable expressing their emotions in a professional setting, thanks to the Moon person's influence. This aspect can create a strong sense of partnership, where both individuals feel they are working towards shared goals and dreams.

However, it's not all sunshine and roses. The Moon person's emotional needs can sometimes clash with the Midheaven person's career, casting a cloud or shadow over their public image. Especially if the Moon person feels neglected or angered. Communication and balance are key here. Both parties need to ensure they are supporting each other without losing sight of their individual needs and aspirations.

Celebrity Example: Taylor Swift and John Mayer

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Transit Chart: Pregnancy Indicators 👶✨🍼

Let’s talk about how the stars can give us some clues about pregnancy. Yes, you heard me right – we’re diving into those cosmic hints that might indicate a bun in the oven. So grab your transit chart and let’s get into it!

✨Transits to the 5th House: Okay, so the 5th house is like the VIP lounge for creativity and kids. When you’ve got big-deal planets like Jupiter (the planet of expansion) or Venus (the love goddess) hanging out or throwing aspects at your 5th house, it’s a major cosmic green light for fertility.

✨Transits to the Moon: Speaking of the Moon, it’s our celestial mama bear, ruling over emotions and, you guessed it, motherhood. When transit Jupiter or Venus make a beeline to your Moon, think of it as the universe giving you a fertility boost. It’s like the stars are aligning for a baby boom.

✨Jupiter Transits: Jupiter’s the ultimate hype planet, all about growth and good vibes. So when Jupiter swings through your 5th house or starts flirting with your Moon, Venus, or the ruler of your 5th house, it’s practically shouting, “Hey, it’s baby time!”

✨Saturn Transits: Now, Saturn’s got a bit of a reputation as the strict dad of the zodiac, but don’t count it out. A positive Saturn transit to your Moon or 5th house can actually mean it’s a great time to start a family. Think stability and structure – Saturn’s all about the long haul.

✨Venus Transits: Venus is all about love, beauty, and yes, fertility. When Venus is making nice with your Moon, your 5th house, or its ruler, the stars are basically rolling out the red carpet for pregnancy vibes. Especially when transit Venus is in the sign of Cancer.

Keep an eye on those transits and see what the cosmos might be hinting at for you. Remember, astrology’s all about potential and possibilities, so stay open to the magic of the universe!

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Past Life Heartbreak: Britney & Justin's Karmic Clash ✨

Alright, let's peel back the glittery layers of their synastry chart and get to the raw, unfiltered truth about Britney and Justin's astrological connection. We're talking about Britney’s South Node in the 4th House and Capricorn at 24 Degrees, a Pisces degree (screaming musical genius) conjunct Justin’s Venus in the 5th House and Capricorn at 25 Degrees, an Aries degree (indicating a life lived in the fast lane). This isn't just a love story; it's a tale of karmic debt and emotional turmoil, and yes, Justin's playing the role of the bad guy here.

Britney’s South Node in Capricorn signifies a past life soaked in responsibility, discipline, and emotional endurance. In the 4th House, she was likely the pillar of her family, the one who kept everything together. This placement screams "old soul," someone who’s been through the emotional wringer and has had to grow up fast. The 24th degree, with its Pisces influence, hints at a deep well of creativity and sensitivity. Britney’s soul has been sculpted by lifetimes of being the rock for others, all while nurturing a profound artistic spirit.

Now, let’s zero in on Justin’s Venus. Venus in Capricorn is ambitious, calculated, and craves status and control. Placed in the 5th House, Justin’s approach to love and pleasure is marked by a need for validation and excitement, living life with the gas pedal to the floor. The 25th degree, an Aries degree, adds a reckless, impulsive streak. Justin's love nature is all about him, his desires, and his need to be adored. It’s a recipe for emotional volatility when left unchecked.

When these energies collide, it’s explosive. Britney’s South Node conjunct Justin’s Venus brings past-life baggage crashing into their present. They’ve been here before, tangled in a web of karmic debt where Justin’s relentless pursuit of pleasure and validation clashed with Britney’s need for stability and emotional security. In their past life, I sense that Justin was the charming rogue who swept Britney off her feet, only to leave her shattered and disillusioned. He lived for the thrill, the excitement, and the validation from others, while Britney anchored herself in their emotional bond, hoping he’d change, hoping he’d see the depth of her love and loyalty.

Fast forward to this lifetime, and history has a nasty way of repeating itself. Justin’s Venus, driven by that Aries degree, was all about living fast and loose, craving the spotlight, and taking risks. Britney’s South Node craved the stability and emotional depth that Justin seemed to promise but never quite delivered. The tension here is palpable: Britney, drawn to Justin by an inexplicable karmic pull, hoped for a love that would provide the emotional sanctuary she needed. Justin, however, was too wrapped up in his own desires and ambitions to see the emotional wreckage he was leaving behind.

Let’s be blunt: Justin’s actions, under the influence of this conjunction, were emotionally destructive. He thrived on the excitement and the chase, but once he had Britney, the thrill faded, and he moved on, leaving her to pick up the pieces. Britney’s past-life wounds were ripped open, reliving the betrayal and abandonment she experienced before. Justin’s Venus in Capricorn, with its cold, ambitious edge, combined with the reckless Aries degree, made him the quintessential bad guy in this narrative.

Britney, with her Capricorn South Node, was the one left bearing the brunt of this karmic storm. Her past-life role as the emotional anchor made her susceptible to Justin’s charm, but it also meant she bore the emotional scars of his indifference and selfishness. Justin’s fast-lane lifestyle and inability to commit emotionally were like salt in those karmic wounds, deepening her sense of betrayal and heartbreak.

In the end, this synastry aspect reveals a story of emotional manipulation and karmic retribution. Justin, with his Venus in Capricorn and that impulsive Aries degree, played the role of the heartbreaker, the one who took without giving, leaving a trail of emotional destruction in his wake in this lifetime and the last. Britney, with her Capricorn South Node, was the one left to carry the emotional burden, to learn the hard lessons of resilience and self-worth.

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Asteroid (128) Nemesis Through The Houses ✨

Asteroid Nemesis, also known as 128 Nemesis, holds significant importance in astrology for indicating hidden enemies, revenge, and karmic justice. Named after the Greek goddess of retribution, Nemesis can reveal where someone might encounter opposition or betrayal through out their life.

For example, Laci Peterson, who was tragically murdered by her husband Scott Peterson, had Nemesis in her 7th house. This placement suggests hidden dangers within her marriage. Instead of a supportive relationship, she faced betrayal and harm from the one person who should have been her safe space.

Where does Nemesis live in your Natal Chart?

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1st House (Self-Image and Personal Identity): If Nemesis is chilling in your 1st house, darling, the enemy might be yourself. This placement can point to self-sabotage and identity crises. You might be your own worst critic, constantly battling inner demons about who you are or how you present yourself to the world.

2nd House (Values and Finances): In the 2nd house, Nemesis could indicate hidden foes related to money and possessions. Be wary of those who might envy your material wealth or values. There could also be an inner struggle with self-worth and value systems.

3rd House (Communication and Siblings): Nemesis here can mean frenemies in your immediate environment. Watch out for backstabbing siblings or neighbors. Communication could be a battlefield, so stay sharp in your interactions and don’t let gossip undermine you.

4th House (Home and Family): In the 4th house, the enemy is likely to be within your own family or household. There could be underlying tensions or unresolved issues from your past that haunt you. Family dynamics might need some serious attention and healing.

5th House (Creativity and Romance): Nemesis in the 5th house can bring hidden competition in creative projects or romantic endeavors. You might face jealousy or betrayal from those who should be cheering you on. Keep your eyes peeled for secret rivals in the love department.

6th House (Work and Health): When Nemesis lands in the 6th house, it’s all about those hidden foes at work or sneaky health issues. Coworkers might not have your best interests at heart, or there could be underlying health problems that need addressing. Stay vigilant about your daily routines.

7th House (Partnerships and Marriage): In the 7th house, Nemesis points to hidden enemies within close relationships. This could be a spouse, business partner, or even open enemies you can identify. Relationship dynamics might harbor resentment or unspoken conflicts, so keep communication clear.

8th House (Transformation and Shared Resources): With Nemesis in the 8th house, watch out for treachery related to shared finances, inheritances, or deep emotional bonds. There might be power struggles or deceit in intimate relationships. Transformative experiences could be tainted with hidden agendas.

9th House (Philosophy and Long-Distance Travel): Nemesis here can mean challenges related to your beliefs, education, or foreign connections. There might be hidden enemies in academic circles or during travels. Your philosophical outlook might be tested by those who oppose your views.

10th House (Career and Public Image): In the 10th house, Nemesis can bring hidden enemies in your professional life. Rivals might undermine your career or public image. It’s essential to stay aboveboard and keep an eye on those who might want to see you fall.

11th House (Friendships and Social Networks): Nemesis in the 11th house signals frenemies within your social circle or network. Be cautious of those who pretend to be allies but have ulterior motives. Group dynamics might conceal jealousies or hidden competition.

12th House (Subconscious and Secrets): Finally, Nemesis in the 12th house is like having a ghost in your subconscious closet. This placement suggests hidden enemies from past lives or deep-seated psychological issues. It’s a call to delve into your inner world and uncover any self-destructive patterns.

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