anonymousqueerthoughts13

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

My New Year’s resolution is…..

To stop giving a shit.

For too long I have been caring too much

I am done people pleasing.

I am done putting energy into useless shit.

My new goal: to stop giving a shit and live for myself.

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

Book Banning

Book banning has always seemed like such a crazy thing to me. I look at why books are banned and sometimes it is just so fucking funny.

Like people try to ban The Picture of Dorian Gray because it shows Moral Decay... I feel like that is such a stupid reason to ban a book because like the act of banning books like that are the reason people are so shallow and sometimes lead to a lack of morals. They also try to ban it because Dorian is pretty and does bad stuff, so like people don't want others to realize that pretty people can be evil too?

And I feel like this goes without saying, but banning Fahrenheit 451, for any reason, is incredibly ironic. If you read that book and still try to ban it, you clearly need to read it again.

Also the banning of nearly any dystopian novel will also forever be funny to me because of the nature of the dystopian genre.

I get that most people ban books because they do not like the ideas that they spread, but it is still funny to me. It seems like 99% of the people trying to ban books don't even read the books they are banning!

Read a book people!

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

You can ban books, but I would like to see you try to fucking ban me.

You can ban hunger games because it has themes of rebellion.

You can ban Fahrenheit 451 because it is violent and vulgar

You can ban The Picture of Dorian Gray because you think it promotes Homosexualty and is "glorifying sin"

But no matter how many books you try to ban,

you cannot fucking ban me.

You can rip representation out of our lives, but we will find a way to get it back.

You can take important books out of libraries, but we will always find a way to read them.

You can try to rid us of thoughts of rebellion,

but we will only rise harder and faster.

We will always find a way.

You cannot ban us.

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

Compliant

I am done being blindly compliant. I am done forcing myself to wear rose tinted glasses even though I know things are wrong.

I am ready to be a raging inferno. I am done pretending things are okay.

I am done defending a nation that would not sacrifice a single second to defend me.

fuck the government.

I am done.

They have crossed the line too many times.

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

Questions, Question, and more Questions

There are periods of time where I feel fine not knowing what I identify as sexually or romantically,

But right now I am going through a period of time where I desperately want to know, but no matter what I do I can never find anything that fit me right and it makes me so upset. I just want to know what I identify as so I can find more people like me in my own community.

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Future

On some days I feel like my future is limitless, with now bounds. I feel like anything is possible.

But on most days, I feel like no matter what I do the future will always be bleak. There is no hope, change will never happen, and there is nothing I can do about it.

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Purple

I am not pink,

I am not Blue,

I am not Purple either.

I cannot be summed up by a single word

or a single color.

Society wants to make people polar,

One thing or the other.

This or that.

Society tells me that I must be

Kind or Cruel

Healthy or Sick

Good or Bad

Happy or Sad

Loved or Hated.

They tell me that I can only be one thing.

I am a kaleidoscope of colors,

I am a novel not a word

I am a person.

My identity is mine to create and destroy.

My gender is not determined by what is in my pants.

My sexuality is not defined by society.

My future is not to be defined by my past.

My emotions will never be stagnate.

I am a person, I am me!

I am not pink or blue or purple.

I am not kind or cruel or good or bad or healthy or sick or happy or sad or loved or hated!

I am all of those things and everything that falls between and beyond.

I am not some item that can be described in a mere handful of words.

I am not some fucking blue curtain in a children's book.

I am a dystopian novel who is trying to save themselves from the system I have been placed in.

I am not blue

I am not pink

I am not purple.

I am a person.

[anonymousqueerthoughts13]

Today I realized the kind of future I want and it just seems so impossible right now. Like I know it could possibly happen, but it just feels like the chances of it happening are so slim that there is no point in trying.