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Just to be clear,

If you voted for Trump or stand with him in any way, get off my fuckin blog. Now. You aren't welcome here and I don't wanna hear your excuses or reasons.

Black lives matter, Latino lives matter, Muslim lives matter, LGBTQ+ lives matter, Transgender lives matter, Women's lives matter, and women's rights matter.

End of discussion. So please see yourselves out if you're delusional and think otherwise! Hope the door hits you on the way out as I despise all of you for putting us through this again!

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Reposting my Princess of Heaven AU fanart! Charlie and more new images of her design.

If you want the lore of my AU, here it is.

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Repostando a minha fanart da Princess of Heaven AU! Charlie mais novas imagens de seu design.

Quem quiser a lore dessa minha AU, tá aqui.

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you might be happy to hear uf is back :P

Of course I am.

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Queen of Hell, Charlie Morningstar (Desings)

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I was bored, so I did my version of Charlie as the Queen of Hell.

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Estava entediada, então fiz minha versão da Charlie como a Rainha do Inferno.

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A Chaggie moment during reconstruction of the hotel 🏨🎀🌈💞

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Tribute to Pride Month (2024)

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I DID IT!!! I finished my Pride Month contribution on time! I leave here an illustration of my favorite scene from a fanfic that I've been following fervently. The name is The Holy or The Broken Hallelujah, created by CoveredInWrackspurts. "Ah, but which chapter is it from?" Read and find out, after all, what right would I have to deprive you of the experience I had?

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CONSEGUI!!! Terminei a tempo minha contribuição para o Mês do Orgulho! Deixo aqui uma ilustração da minha cena favorita de uma fanfic que ando acompanhando fervorosamente. O nome é The Holy or The Broken Hallelujah, criado por CoveredInWrackspurts. "Ah, mas de qual capítulo é?" Leiam e descubram, afinal que direito eu teria de privar vocês da experiência que eu tive?

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My graphics tablet that I use to draw decided this would be a great time to fail.

Wonderful.

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Seraphim of Hope, Emily

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I take my time, but I deliver. Here is Emily's version from Princess of Heaven AU. Its design was based on the art of @kaledya. In this AU, she doesn't change much from her original version in terms of personality, the only difference is that she had a BFF/stepsister/possible love interest while growing up. When I talked about my problem with ships, that's what I was talking about, because I don't really know what to do here. Do I just put her as a sister/BFF or do I give in to my Team Charlie's Angels side? I also like the idea of her forming a pair with Lute, in a way mirroring Charlie and Vaggie, but I'm tempted to give in to the chaos and make an angelic quartet.

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Eu demoro, mas entrego. Aqui está a versão de Emily da Princess of Heaven AU. Seu design teve como base a arte do @kaledya. Nessa AU, ela não muda muito da sua versão original em termos de personalidade, a única diferença é que ela teve uma BFF/irmã de criação/possível interesse amoroso enquanto crescia. Quando eu falei sobre o meu problema com ships era disso que eu tava falando, porque eu não sei direito o que fazer aqui. Coloco ela só como irmã/BFF ou me entrego meu lado Team Charlie's Angels? Também gosto da ideia dela formar um par com a Lute, de certa forma refletindo Charlie e Vaggie, mas estou tentada a ceder ao caos e fazer um quarteto angelical.

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Arcane: Season 2 | Official Teaser | Netflix

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at least can all we agree that the original gay flag with the magic and sex colours is BEAUTIFUL and it should make a comeback

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The 2nd Lieutenant of the Exorcist Angel, Vaggie

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Following the idea of ​​the Princess of Heaven AU (I chose that name now), here is your future girlfriend (and future wife), Vaggie.

In this AU, Vaggie didn't fall thanks to Charlie.

At first, Vaggie was the classic "outsider" archetype, an Exorcist Angel who hated her job and couldn't fit into any group in Heaven, until she met Charlie. How did they meet? Imagine a retelling of Lucifer and Lilith.

Thanks to Charlie, she can make friends like Emily and has found a reason to fight. But that doesn't mean she started to like what she does, even when it comes to demons, Vaggie feels very disgusted by what she has to do, however, upon meeting Charlie she found meaning in the massacre she takes part in.

Vaggie realized that she wasn't just protecting Heaven, but she was protecting Charlie, like a knight protecting the princess, or at least that's how she wants to think. This encouraged him to dedicate himself more to his work and quickly rise through the ranks of the Exorcists, becoming Second Lieutenant.

And just like in canon, only the Exorcists can know about the exterminations, that is, Charlie doesn't know Vaggie's true role, and Vaggie is too afraid to tell at the risk of losing her friend (and crush).

And they're still just friends here, Vaggie's insecurity and codependency are much stronger here. For comparison purposes, it is Pearl level with Rose in SU, due to the disgust she feels towards herself and for hierarchy reasons, so she limits herself to the role of knight, and feels very honored and happy just because her princess wants her company.

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Seguindo a ideia da Princess of Heaven AU (escolhi esse nome agora), aqui está sua futura namora (e futura esposa), Vaggie.

Nessa AU, Vaggie não caiu graças a Charlie.

A principio, Vaggie era o clássico arquétipo do "deslocado", um anjo exorcista que detestava seu trabalho e não conseguia se encaixar em nenhum grupo no Paraíso, até conhecer Charlie. Como elas se conheceram? Imagine uma releitura de Lucifer e Lilith.

Graças a Charlie, ela pode fazer amizades como Emily e encontrou um razão pra lutar. Mas não quer dizer que ela passou a gostar do que faz, mesmo se tratando de demônios, Vaggie sente muito nojo do que tem que fazer, porém, ao conhecer Charlie ela encontrou um sentido no massacre que participa.

Vaggie percebeu que não tava protegendo só o Paraíso, mas estava protegendo a Charlie, como um cavaleiro protegendo a princesa, ou pelo menos é assim que ela quer pensar. Isso lhe incentivou a se dedicar mais ao trabalho e rapidamente acender na hierarquia dos Exorcistas, virando Segunda Tenente.

E assim como no canon, só os Exorcistas podem saber dos extermínios, ou seja, Charlie não sabe da verdadeira função de Vaggie, e Vaggie tem muito medo de contar sob o risco de perder sua amiga (e paixão).

E elas ainda são apenas amigas aqui, a insegurança e codependência da Vaggie são bem mais fortes aqui. Para viés de comparação, é nível Pérola com Rose em SU, pelo nojo que ela sente de si mesma e por questões de hierarquia, então ela se limita ao papel de cavaleiro, e sentindo muito honrada e feliz só pela sua princesa querer a sua companhia.

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There are no boundaries when we are together

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in the mood to draw them again

(after some time in every sense)

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Opposites Attract

Oz and Salem's dynamic is interesting to me because both were crafted to represent a specific quality, but end up personifying the exact opposite quality.

Salem is supposed to be stillness. Her immortality is supposed to render her into a fixed point in time. She does not age, and all damage done to her is undone. She represents the previous era of mankind, wielding sorcery that can never be achieved again.

And yet, she is the one that has changed the most. She goes from helpless damsel, the Girl in the Tower, to cunning mastermind, the Wicked Witch of the West. By throwing herself into the pools of Grimm, her physical appearance changes heavily. And she not only causes the end of the old world by encouraging the people to rebel against the gods, but she keeps invoking the destruction of the show's status quo through her agents. By her own will, she becomes anarchy.

And Oz was clearly designed to be change. His immortality puts him in different bodies every time one dies. He ages. His mind alters as he and his host/victim join souls, and vice-versa. As (Self-installed) leader of the Huntsmen, he is supposed to represent the current era.

But however, Oz, by his own admission, never learns his lesson, instead using his troublesome reincarnation as a means of running away from his problems. And while their minds adjust, he and his body's souls soon reach an equilibrium where neither are indistinguishable from the other. And while he is supposed to focus on the growth of Huntsmen and humanity, he relies mostly on the ancient magic and gifts provided by the Two Brothers, having no real faith in the current mankind. He remains in stasis.

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In short, this relationship is a huge shitstorm that could be resolved with a simple honest conversation.

Stolas and Blitz’s relationship is a really well written misunderstanding plot, and here’s why 

I didn’t exactly have bad expectations about the Full Moon episode, yet I find myself pleasantly surprised by just how well the show handled the final confrontation between Stolas and Blitz. It was perfectly tragic and, most importantly, it perfectly fits how their relationship was built up to this point.

But how did Stolas get to this point?

Stolas has been starved for love since he was a child. His father only knew how to buy Stolas’ stuff to distract him from his distress (whenever Paimon bothered to even be around). Stolas’ wife – whom he did not choose – disdained him and did not miss a chance to humiliate him. He used to have a good relationship with his daughter, even though things got more complicated as she grew up and started to realize that her parents hate each other; but having your own child love you isn’t the same as having someone love you because you are you.

And then, out of nowhere, This Guy whom he considers his first friend - someone who was at the center of one of the best memories from his childhood - sneaks into his house and tries to seduce him!! Needless to say, Stolas is taken by surprise!

He even tries to talk to Blitz at first, and asks him about his life. He wants a connection, but Blitz just kinda pushes Stolas on his bed and starts doing sexy things to him, while dodging his questions. And, well, Stolas has never had good sex before that moment! His only experience is with a woman who does not like him and whom he doesn’t like. He gets swept away! Turns out, kinky sex really does it for him, and Blitz just Keeps Going all night!

Now, we don’t get to see how Stolas reacted when he figured out that Blitz was there to steal his book. The next thing we know (which is actually the first time the audience is introduced to Stolas) is that he is determined not to let that night with Blitz be the last. And who knows, even if Blitz had an ulterior motive for that first night, Stolas could still have a chance to seduce him! But how to do that? Well, the only thing Stolas knows about Blitz is that he really seemed to be into kinky sex and dirty talk…. So, Stolas goes for that!

After a while, though, he realizes it isn’t working. Plus, as much as the sex is good, what he really wants from Blitz is romance! So, he tries changing his approach, he introduces the idea of dates, of staying at home without fucking… But every time Stolas tries to change things, Blitz is resistant.

Stolas has many flaws. He is unaware of his privilege, he can be entitled, too self-centered… but one thing he is not, at least, is clueless about his own feelings. Stolas knows he loves Blitz, he knows he wants them to be together, and so he spends a long time trying to figure out how to confess, how to convince Blitz that his feelings are sincere…

In a way, it’s all that planning that dooms him. He spends so much time thinking things over, finding the perfect words, the perfect selfless act to confess to Blitz and set him free, that he does not realize that his confession will come out of nowhere for Blitz. And that Blitz will not have had hours and hours to rehearse his own reaction!

To be fair to him, Blitz truly is spectacularly clueless – to the level that it’s difficult to understand, without knowing his history - when it comes to his own feelings…

Right, how did Blitz get to this point?

The first time Blitz met Stolas, as a child, Blitz’s father had literally sold him as entertainment, and then ordered Blitz to steal from Stolas' house. “Go make yourself useful for once.” “It’s what those rich privileged fuckers deserve.”

Blitz grows up in an environment where his own father prefers another child to him. His only worth to his dad is to be a trading card, and to be an instrument to get rich.

Blitz doesn’t grow completely without love, tho! He knows what it is like to be loved. He has a best friend, his twin sister, his mother… And then he manages to lose all three of them in one single, spectacular accident. And it was an accident! But it was also his fault. And that’s the night Blitz learns that nobody can love him for long, because he does not deserve it. Even if someone did care for him, eventually they will realize he is worthless and dangerous.

Blitz hates himself.

Still, he does what he has to do to survive, and he goes on.

Years pass, and Blitz is trying to achieve his oldest dream, the dream to be his own boss, to lead a successful business, to prove that he can do something right. He needs Stolas’ book to achieve his dream, so what? It’s what those rich privileged fuckers deserve. He can make himself useful for once.

Does Blitz understand that it’s not Stolas himself who bought him all those years ago, but rather his father? It doesn’t really matter in the end, the only thing that’s important is that he knows that if he distracts Stolas enough, it’s not that hard to steal from him. If he sells himself, he can get anything out of Stolas.

The sex an accident, in the end. Stolas suggests Blitz is there to seduce him (Stolas is joking, but Blitz doesn't realize that), so Blitz goes for that. He bites Stolas’ neck to distract him from the theft, and Stolas reacts to that! Blitz can use this! He just happens to encourage Stolas when Stolas talks dirty to him, he doesn’t know he’s the one planting the idea in Stolas’ brain.

And Blitz could leave Stolas tied up and flee with the book, but at the end he feels bad. He decides to fuck Stolas after all, and well… That wasn’t so bad. He was supposed to do it “real fast”, but ends up spending the whole night!

Still, what if the sex was good? Stolas is still an entitled and powerful prince. And Stolas’ behavior in the following months only confirms that the other demon is just using him! And when Stolas’ actions start to change, well, surely that’s just some new kink, some new game…

Blitz constantly confirms his own biases, and he is incapable of seeing beyond them. He expects to be used because he has been used so many times, ever since he was a child. He doesn’t expect to be loved, because he doesn’t believe anyone can love him.

And if he starts to enjoy the time he spends with Stolas, at least sometimes, well….. That’s just the good sex. Plus, he feels powerful, when he’s fucking Stolas. Not only because Blitz dominates him in bed, but also because this is an arrangement he entered of his own free will, and he’s the one directly benefiting from it.

And! Isn’t it easier this way??? Relationships are messy! This arrangement, tho, no feelings involved, at all! He can push Stolas around as much as he wants, and Stolas will let him.

(Stolas cannot get hurt, after all.)

(He can get hurt??)

Blitz has many flaws. Being clueless about his feelings, and other people’s feelings, is maybe his biggest flaw. Stolas’ confession comes out of nowhere from him. He is confused. Nobody can love him, so it is a game, right?

It’s not a game. Where did this “confession” come from? He’s mad now. Stolas broke the rules, Stolas is using him again, somehow, Stolas… Stolas is crying.

It’s not a trick.

Their whole relationship has been a huge misunderstanding since day 1, and Blitz only just realized.

And Stolas sent Blitz away before he had time to realize, as well.

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What a fucking complicated couple, huh?

Painful parallel...

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I finally finished watching the new episode of Helluva Boss. Damn, Blitz! You managed to f*ck everything up once and for all.

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Eu finalmente terminei de ver o novo episódio de Helluva Boss. Caralh*, Blitz! Você conseguiu f*der tudo de vez.