ameerah95

[ameerah95]

We've all got something that we trapped inside, that we try to suffocate, you know, hoping it dies. Try to hold it underwater but it always survives, then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise, then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies.

[ameerah95]

Only love could hurt like this.

[ameerah95]

Forgiving people is easy but trusting them again is hard.

[ameerah95]

“I no longer have to set myself on fire to keep other people warm.”

— Sade Andria Zabala, You Make Me Feel Human

[ameerah95]

Overthinking is what kills me every night.

[ameerah95]

“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

[ameerah95]

[ameerah95]

Now the day bleeds, Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved.

[ameerah95]

How do I trust again?

[ameerah95]

I changed who I was to put you both first But now I give up.

[ameerah95]

I used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt me.

[ameerah95]

I’m healing from things no one has even apologized for.

[ameerah95]

We usually better together even when we’re struggling.

[ameerah95]

Loved you at your worst, But that didn't matter.

[ameerah95]

Worst feeling: Healing from someone who healed you.

[ameerah95]

I’m lost, I’m vain, I’ll never be the same.

[ameerah95]

I'm not even upset or angry anymore. I'm just tired. Tired of putting more effort than I receive. Tired of trusting people and getting betray. Tired of loving too much and not getting the same love back. Tired of getting my hopes up only to be let down again.