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[alphathebluewolf]

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FELLOW BRITISH THERIANS ❤❤❤❤

AWOOOO! AR-AWOO!

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My birthday is tomorrow, but on a Sunday...

Ain't nowhere gonna be open the Sunday 29th 😭😭💀

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ❤

Sadly didn't get any snow in the UK 🥲

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Me fr

My bitch ass trynna reconnect with nature after finals

[alphathebluewolf]

That's exactly the point. After so much dehumanization from primary to secondary school, I was ashamed to be human and rather die and wake up as my theriotype.

It's almost surprising to me to see so many therians say that their animal-ness was caused by being dehumanized by humans.( /not negative btw) I'm sorry they made you feel bad :( I just can't relate I'm just kinda like this

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TW: Vent, mention of harm, species dysphoria

I've finally finished the days of college and now relaxing for Christmas and my birthday before revising for my exam. However, I cannot help but link back to all the urges I got through the past years. In the span of three months in awakening I'd get phantom tail shifts (even rare ear/head shifts I get randomly).

When I was young (during primary and near secondary), I'd always wish like hell that I was a wolf because I'd be running free and out of worry from being bullied and emotionally abused to exhaustion and making me self-harm at 9 years old. Even now, having the thoughts and dreams of being on fours, smelling, hearing, sight; it makes me deeply feel like a wolf and I can't escape it. I need to be a sensible girl for my family and those close. Even if I tried my best to, it will still be there like a chain strangling my neck. Whispering to me that I'm never going to be a perfect, normal daughter. Only a wolf/abomination. I'm trying not to fall into self-harm and depression again.

I hope someone understands. Thank you for reading.

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[alphathebluewolf]

My theriotype

everyone post pics of yourselves!! i wanna see :D i’ll start:

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I'm so tired rn...

I'm having so much phantom tail shifts. Yesterday or last week in college, the shift was so hard I genuinely thought I had a tail and looked behind me....

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I'm celebrating Therianthopy day by howling at the moon this evening when the moon comes up.

I've been waiting 3 weeks for this...

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Made this for fun bc I was bored❤

Also, my theriotype btw...

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FIRST HANDMADE TAIL!🐺💖

AAAAAHHH!

Just completed my first wool tail and I really need a better brush. Either way it's so fluffy, soft and massive!

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Bruh...

This evening when returning back home on Halloween, I subconsciously quietly howled at what I thought was the moon but a damn plane in the sky....

God help me, no wonder I have little friends.

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New profile picture. Soon releasing the process of how I drew it.